I wanted to blog about ares fac outing so badly yesterday night, but I was really too shag and tired, gave up halfway since somehow my photos couldnt be rotated also. So Ive gotta do it now, must finish it before I go out and meet dearest for movie together with nigel and mummy later on ! (:

Haven been sleeping well or sleeping much these few days, really really really super shag. Jo and meenah came over at around 1+ pm yesterday, was supposed to go out initially but since theres nowhere to go so they came over to play wii :D


It was damn funny cos its my house yet this is the first time Im seeing those games that they played. LOL. Maybe cos the only game Ive played is mario kart, spent alot of time playing that last time :X Haven tried a single game before other than that :X Damn fail I know LOL. But it was super funny seeing them play, I got video lehhhhhhhh HAHAHA but I'll probably get killed if I post it-.- They were soooo hilarious that my maid stopped her ironing to turn back and watch, my mom came out of the room to look at them, and my brother stopped in his tracks and gave that O_O face LOL.


The rabbit game damn cute la ! First time seeing it, Im so going to play it when Im bored during the holidays HEHEHE. One of the tasks was to match clothing for the character, meeting the criteria. Mina was supposed to dress it in this manner: tight and trendy, but not too funny, and she failed. LOL.


Zhee came after that, followed by lim min. They played wii sports as well, super funny especially the boxing one LOLLLLLLL. They were totally laughing until ( super undescribable ) - pictures speak louder than words. LOL. It was super funny watching them play especially when they were trying to get their character to stand up in the boxing game HEHEHE.


It was funny like I mentioned ! HAHA. Didnt play cos I was the host, then like I can always play this at home myself, give them more chances to play better :X Super nice you mei you. :x Basically my job of the day was to serve them and provide them food to make sure that they arent hungry. LOL. Macaroni, tau sar piah, milk tea, luncheon meat bread, bunch of pigsssssss :X


Played mario karts as well after that, sigh damn noob sia LOL. ;X Im like super trained in that :X Used to play it until 3am-4am every night when I just got it ._. But thats still my favourite game, super ci ji especially when they lost control of the car LOLLLLLL.


Qi tian came over as well after that, mini gathering? :X I hope they all had fun and Im sure they did, LOL. But time flies and super duper soon later, it was like time to leave house already? :X Was supposed to meet fionna at 630 at city hall, but at 615 we were still at homeeeeee :X Luckily she was late too HAHA. How typical thats why I dont like to reach on time :X


You guys are invited to my house anytime to play LOL. Im super fine with it one, discovered new games ! Went to change and prepare and everything, and when we left house, someone said she saw a hwachong shirt guy O_O Looked out and saw ryan from ATHENA AHEM? Stupid crasher LOL. Suggested to go together but halfway they went another direction anyway :X


Okay here is my biggest finding of the day: WEAR ROMPER CANT PEE-.- I always loved rompers but yesterday I realised that when I was wearing the romper, theres no way for me to pee unless I totally strip la -.- Wth LOL. Wanted to pee so badly but I had to tolerate with not peeing cos it was too troublesomeeee -.- The design is damn cute but seriously not practical O.O And I cant believe I only realised it today-.-


Met fionna, bernice, anning and deborah at city hall, it was super coincident that weilun and dillon was on the same train as us so we went together as well. Walked to singapore flyer where o leary's was located, on the way we were totally behaving like kids. LOL. Super funny, we were walking in twos -.- Like some primary school kids going for excursion, then cutting each other's queues cos we wanted to be "enthu" and didnt wanna be at the back. LOL.
(This photo very funny cos deborah purposely cut jo out of the photo LOLLLLL)


Saw super super super many policemen on the way, cos of apec or something. They were totally laughing at me when I said I didnt know what is apec/hu jin tao. Fine I have no general knowledge okay LOL but I really dont know ma ): Who cares what they are lor :X After a long long walk, finally reached o leary's, but it was damn crowded and there was barely any place to sit and walk and whatever, felt quite irritated -.- I think they shouldnt sell so many tickets if the venue cant cope with the crowd, whats the point? -.- It wasnt even an ares outing, more like class outing :O


Food was served in a buffet style, but there was only like 4 varieties LOL. Spring roll, pasta, fried fish and one more I cant remember. Damn noob lor D: I only ate like 5 pieces of honeydew, its not even 5 slices, 5 pieces-.- Waste my money, it was like 10bucks for 5 pieces of honeydew?! Okay nevermind used to it already D:


Nothing to do there, the placed was packed, hated the environment, it was totally just b a d BAD. D: Waited for miss qitian to finish her food cos she was soooo slow as ever, started camwhoring and stuff. I mean when youre bored thats what you do what ! LOL. Then stupid zhiyi gave that wu nai face -.-


Asked dillon to take a photo of all of us girls who went for the fac outing thing, then he play stunt with us LOL. DAMN GROSS YOU MEI YOU. He suddenly turned the camera upside down and snapped weilun and himself instead LOL.


Then finally photo of all the girlsssssss. Quite surprising already, cos more than half the class attended O_O It isnt alot but I really expected less X:


Since it spelt b o r i n g, we went out instead, since the outside environment looked damn pretty :D Brought poker cards out in case we wanted to play HAHA, well done meenah for bringing cards though we didnt use it in the end ! :X Took photo on the stage cos the backdrop tht was drawn was super pretty ;D


For almost the rest of the event, we were just taking photos and camwhoring away :X Nothing much to elaborate but I have to think of like photo captions for every single photo damn itttttt D: Super pretty ferris wheel !


Super random but weiyi wanted to take photo with me LOL, but zhee tried to invade our photo, this photo damn cute lor look at weiyi's face ! HAHAHA. But my face damn epic so I have to censor it HEHEHE. All the other photos ( excluding some of jo's super unglam pics that she wont allow me to post ) are already on facebook :D Im not posting all here cos some are really similar :D


This whole series of photo taking was damn funny due to jo the cameragirl. DAMN IT LOR LOL. I was in the phase of smiling, but haven reach my smile, then she take already. LOL. The photos that came out looked damn epic and I totally just bao xiao la LOL.


But for the next few shots jo still continued taking when I wasnt ready. !!!! Sobs I was so amused that I totally just sat down on the floor. Really give up leh LOL, I look freaking naked in this photo -.-


See what I mean we totally couldnt stop laughing la LOL, and I think I was screaming away thats why weiyi totally covered her ear HEHEHE.


Okay finally a reasonable photo but my eye is semi closed as always but whatever weiyi's eyes also. LOL. :X My flash is freaking bright lor, cannot open eyes one ._.


Went back to the area outside the restaurant because there was some games and activities, as well as some performance stuff. When I heard our fac dance song I was like telling qitian "confirm fac dance one" then it wasnt LOL. She totally suan-ed me ): There was hiphop dance performance as well, I think girls who can do hiphop are damn cool, its so freaking difficult :X


Ohya, qitian is freaking light ! -.- She is light until.. I cannot express lor. Like those kinda small kid like that. When she sat on my lap I totally felt no weight at all -.- Like feather LOL. She freaking doesnt look like shes (whatever weight she told me she was) :S The photos were all damn bad la, either damn blur or look like we're in some club-.-


Next was games and activities, the eating competition thing. Dillon should totally have went with weilun la LOL. It was damn gross cos one of them had to feed the other, -.- Totally dont suit zhiyi and dillon though they looked quite matching afterall HAHAHA.


Those guys are seriously pro lor -.- I cant remember how much honeystars and apollo cake dillon ate, got milk somemore yucks. It was almost only dillon eating the entire time, zhiyi kept feeding him and secretly eating at some points of time LOL. Got starfruit somemore yucksssssss. But it was damn funny looking at them eat, pouring all the honeystars onto the floor and stuff HAHAHA. I wonder if they vomitted la, so much leh, they had proper dinner somemore -.-


The other game was like musical chairs, weilun represented our class since there were so few guys around from our class anyway. Someone in the game was totally ungentleman-ly, he snatched the girls seats leh. Walao so gross, zzz. Not as if hes not infamous enough, he just made his own character look worse than ever. Eew. Two losers from each round had to do a forfeit, so warren poured ice into weilun's shirt from the back HAHA but I think that was the most un-horrible forfeit already :S


There was dont forget the lyrics game or something too, but then we were too bored of sitting down and watching, so we decided to move out again, since we'd be able to camwhore and listen to the game at the same time, nothing interested to watch anyway :D The whole place super pretty cos of all the lights ! :D


I want to introduce the crazy woman of the day- deborah tay. She is totally gross la?! LOL. Luckily I wasnt one of her victims cos I made sure I was far away from her HEHE , she was like kissing people LOL-.- Imagine zhee being kissed by her HAHAHA, damn gross leh LOL. Like we were taking photos, then after the timer's 10secs was up and we were done, she'd suddenly come close and attempt to kiss you-.-


Almost all our photos were self timer shots since we dont have someone to take photos for all of us cos all of us should be in the photos ! :D Plus self timer shots are fun, especially when you dont know how it'll turn out...


And somehow it turns out like this lor. LOL. When we saw it we were totally laughing cos you cant even tell who that is la -.- Absolutely blur but I have no idea why also :S


Was damn shag running here and there to set the timers and stuff, since the camera is mine also D: But I think its all worth it :D


Cos photos are memories which are priceless ! But I was so tired that I totally fell backwards and landed on the floor while squatting down to set the freaking timer. LOL. -.- Then hor, never ke lian me still laugh at me leh?!


Went back cos everyone somehow went into the bar again, no one was outside already. But it wasnt anything interesting looking at the fac heads sing, I mean whats so amazing la LOL. :X Oops I sound so mean but thats actually a fact ._. So clique and I headed out to continue our camwhoring :D


This photo was damn epic also, totally bao xiao when we saw it cos we had no idea that the focus would be on the grass instead of us?! LOL.


ZHEE EYES CLOSED. HEHEHE. I think we're damn pro cos usually when you take photos yourself without using self timer, it usually wont be able to fit 4 people but it did ! :D


And once in awhile mina cut herself out la :D LOL.


I suppose the performance or whatever ended or something, so the class started heading out in our direction again, so got people to take photo for us, then stupid anning cut in LOL. !!! ):


For us to have been outside the bar for most of the time during the event, the event was really boring. I know its difficult to organise activities or something, but ya la really cant help but say that it was boring ._. Thank god for the friends around :D


Meenah cut into the photo of zhee and qitian or something, but then the effect is quite cool ! :D


Class photo of whoever went excluding zhiyi and waikeat and juncen ! :D I think this photo is damnnnnnnn pretty la :D Me likes !!


Decided to do jump shot on the road, made many attempts but many of which failed. Jump shots are hard to attain in the first place, and the difficulty level simply increases when we use a self timer. LOL. Damn epic this one was totally fail, no one was even off the ground LOL. Look at jo and lim min they were totally not jumping :S Instead, posing for cam-.- LOL.


Initially I thought all our photos failed to the max, but I realise that dillon, zhiyi, weilun and myself was in the air for this photo ! LOL but cant really see also, I had such a hard time trying to tag everyone in facebook cos I could barely see who was who-.- And hor we look like our souls are leaving our body or something O:


The whole class that went excluding juncen cos he was dating with his girlfriend or something HEHEHE. We were taking photos on the road, which was quite clear except for some occasional cars that passed by, then there was once when a police car drove past and it stopped in front of us. HAHA. I just knew that the police was going to scold us or something and they told us not to take photos on the road LOL.


Went back to the bar to take our bags after that cos some of them wanted to leave already, decided to walk to city hall together to take mrt/bus/whatsoever ! :D


Went popeye's first cos some of them wanted to buy food. As i mentioned previously the buffet was really so so, with a horrible lack of varieties so most were still hungry, especially the guys who have humongous appetites and eat alot :S Camwhored while waiting for them outside :X


This photo is damn pro ! LOL. Zhee was like saying it is possible to use self timer to take a photo of us with the entire sg flyer. Although we didnt manage to capture the entire singapore flyer ( which is like totally impossible please ), we managed to keep ourselves in the photo HAHAHA. Originally when we saw the photo, we appeared so small that we thought it failed :X But ended up it was in like zomg was sooo excited when I spotted ourselves LOL.


Zhee didnt want to go home cos she said that the night was still young which I agreed with :X But then we had no idea where to go to or where to hang out at, so walked with the rest of the class to city hall first (:


I was wondering where is the disgusting photo of meenah's teeth, I thought it was on top ! The next moment I scrolled down I saw these LOL. Seriously I dont understand why she will let people take such pictures of her when she knows Im gonna post it LOL.


There were roadblocks on the way back cos of apec or something. Super cool to see all the limousines being parked by the roadside with indications of the country HAHA. Someone was saying that obama would be coming as well, we literally stopped in our tracks and looked into that direction, to like what, hopefully spot obama?!


This one was funny, set the timer but jo didnt realise that it was zoomed in, so when the photo came out it came out like this LOLLLLLL. Cut off some people's face but its quite cool how the faces here are all whole if you know what I mean :O


Left the class when clique decided to go and nua at marina square's macdonalds. :D Zhee looks freaking funny in this, jo says shes so cute LOL.


She doesnt allow me to post this actually but I think she looks okay leh, at least so much better than the freaking unglam photos I didnt post ( you better thank me LOL if not your face will be g o n e GONEEE :X )


Meenah ordered her ice cream, zhee had fries and jo had apple pie, sat there and chatted about nonsense, as well as briefly planned the barbecue for next saturday. Time really flies its next saturday leh our chalet. LOL. The stupid food catering person has yet to contact me though !


There were freaking many unglam shots there but being very nice I decided not to post them up HEHEHE. For personal viewing pleasure, beloved clique can chat me if you want me to send it to you HAHA.


Was worried that there wouldnt be train services and bus services so we decided to leave, we shall stay out late another time ! Jo was like saying we should just nua at macs until morning :X


Was on the way back to the mrt station when zhee saw her favourite giraffe in orange :O Too bad you cant fit in it HAHAHA,


Feeling freaking sick now, barely slept the whole night cos my nose was freaking blocked and I could hardly breathe. I feel really horrible now, like some sick kid, almost as horrible as the last time I fell really sick in august or something. Then it reminds me of someone and I get upset all over again. Crap.

I should never say stuff like: Im so strong wont fall sick one la-.- Said that 2 days ago and now Im freaking unwell.

Not going to hongkong already I think, since they wont be selling summer clothes anyway, which beats the whole point of going cos I only wanna shop -.- Should be going thailand instead, but mommy was like telling me that the clothes there all very small? O_O I dont know, blogshops get their clothes there too, :/ Its actually in my hands to decide now, thailand or hongkong? :( But I wanna shop :/

Alright off to prepare now, going to meet dearest at cine in our couple shirt soon ! HAHAHA. Bu jian bu san ! :D

Update again when Im back after meeting her ! :D Eggcited for the flea market !! :D

Written at 2pm ;
I am so effing bored in school naoz. -_- Have been waiting for joooo and meeenah since like what, 11? ): Sobs. Its 2pm now, like one hour more to go before they finish their op presentation x.x Actually my group is kinda lucky that we had ours in the morning ! :D Abit of the xian ku hou tian feeling LOL :D And its raining now, they must be feeling really cold and sleepy in there :x I think meenah's group is presenting now ! Jiayou meenah hehehe :D

Right so OP is officially over, this marks the end of PW ! Was feeling really scared and afraid just now cos I was afraid that I would screw up, but I think I did fine, at least for the presentation part :D Dont know how I did for Q&A cos it was really scary and I was so nervous that I cant even remember what I answered, nor am I able to recall what question was given to me. Presentation was fine cos I regurgitated every single thing I memorised :D Overall it was fine just that the female assessor was a little scary ): The male assessor was super friendly and nice ! At the end of the presentation, zhee closed our ppt, and so my wallpaper was shown on the visualizer. -.- My wallpaper is a photo of dearest and I lying on the sand at sentosa, LOL. Then he said something like: "Oh actually you can leave the picture there, it helps me relieve stress by looking at two gorgeous ladies." LOL so funny :X

Maybe cos its raining, maybe cos Im bored, I feel quite sad now -.- Nothing to do since the school blocks sooo many websites, even the website that joker gave me cant bypass the school server ._. Blogshop until damn sian already ( Yes you just saw me say that Im bored of blogshopping ) :S So I ended up reading past chat logs since I cant login to msn as well -.- Reminded of alot of things, sigh. God knows what you were thinking at that time, I wish you told me, then perhaps this wouldnt have happened, but I guess its too late :/ I really do hope our paths cross again, I wonder if you read my blog? ):

Fac outing tomorrow, at O'Leary's ! Meeting clique earlier so that we can go out ! For once miss chairman wan isnt as busy as ever. HEHEHE. Dont know what to wear cos the best choice is to wear something of space-related theme, but I dont really care ( HEHEHE MY IDOL ) :X Me so nice lorxzxz, walked all the way to coro just now to watch miss wan eat her yucky laksa at golden rooster ! There was this emo guy eating alone HAHA :X

Cant wait for mina and jo to be done with their op ! How the hell are we going out in this weather ):

Hi Im home ! :D Mina and jo arrived like really soon after I was done typing those stuff above :X Hehehe we are all very happy that op is finally over ! :D We had a date to go out, excluding the social moth miss wan zhee of course, cos shes too busy with her never-ending meetings ! :X Took a long time deciding where to go, and while doing so, played dai dee together HEHEHE, damn lucky today ! Wasted alot alot of time before we decided to go to pepper lunch at suntec city :D


Took 174 cos 171 was god damn crowded, the driver was so effing anal, I totally hate him okay-.- So bloody rude, he didnt even bother opening the door for the people standing outside. And this is practically the first time Im seeing a driver that is so particular with the bus fares when its already so crowded wth, he demanded that the passengers pay the fare after telling him where they are heading to -.-? Lame shit, drive until the bus so uber jerky, I hate him -.- Feel like complaining lor but then I dont know what is his license number and stuff. Anyhow got off at tangs cos we thought that there would be an underpass leading to shaw house, and theres a pepper lunch outlet there, but then dont have -.- Trapped in the rain, didnt wanna travel anymore so we decided to just go to ion and eat something !


So proud leh, jo gave us her first time of visiting ion LOL ( omg cant believe jo never go ion before :X ) She was totally acting with meenah la, super ai yan LOL, waited super long for the touch screen directory ( that jo has never seen before :D ) cos the stupid guys in front of us took a damn long time !@#$%^


Realised that there was nothing much to eat at ion LOL, so we went to hong kong cafeeeeee, again ! Love the ha gao there HEHEHE :X Watched jo eat her miu fan and meenah eat her hor fun ! :D Used the free wireless there since I wanted to get the dress from bc so badly ! Commented like 5 mins after the launch, wonder if it'll still be available sigh ): I realised that even the free wireless that can be used by everyone, is better and faster than my internet connection that refuses to load photobucket photos-.- Damn it -.- Which subscriber should I change to?


Brought jo the noob to the pretty pretty toilet after they finished eating, we were totally crapping on our way there and joking away about lifts and toilets and stuff HAHAHA. We can totally crap about anything la LOL. After finding damn long we finally found the pretty toilet :X


Super in love with the mirrors in the toilets of ion, took photo at practically every single mirror reflection we could find LOL. Like some sua ku people but then nevermind :X My photos today look horrible because I clipped up my fringe ): But thats only cos I have no choice since theres op today x.x


Went to .. I forgot the name of the shop LOL. That shop selling lots and lots of pretty pretty stuff, damn cool they have a red staircase ! HAHAHA SO BOOMZ LOL. Meenah was like saying maybe they painted the stairs rate cos of miss BOOMZ. HEHE.


Spent alot of time at that pretty place, they have sooooo many mei mei de dong xi ! :D Even nicer than those at made with love at ps (: Wanted to buy those lovely striped paper, but I realised that Im not sure what I wanna do for my beloveds for christmas yet, so I shall get it only after Ive decided what I wanna do. :D Somemore that stupid jo say she wont appreciate this kinda thing, she only appreciate more practical stuff ): Sobs so sad lor x.x


That shop also had like, pens of all sorts of colours, spent lots of time in awe looking at those pretty pens LOL. If i had all the money in the world I would buy the whole shop down ! The stickers were soooooooo cute also :D Too bad I dont have all the money in the world, not even close to that ):


Went to some bookshop after that, spent lots of time there as well, :D While meenah and jo was finding books that they could buy, I read this book called Scientifically SLIM LOL. Its damn cool cos whatever they mentioned in the book is damn true ! But then I think its a waste of money since I managed to browse through the entire book within like say, 10minutes :x This is practically one of the rare times Im reading a book? LOL.


Spent alot of time browsing through the guiness world of records as well, damn lame lor some of the records. Stuff like the most overpaid actor ( wth? ) -.- But it was damn cool seeing the stomach of the lady who successfully gave birth to 8 children all at once. triplets, quadruplets, octaplets? :X And lots lots lots lots lots more interesting stuff ! But then leg hurt like mad after standing so long x.x


Went to artbox, then spent our time at muji discovering new interesting food ( remember that girl who exclaimed damn loudly LOL ) ! The marshmallows were sooo nice to touch LOL I was totally playing with it :X Walked around but there was nothing much and it was getting late and crowded since its a friday night, so decided to go home ! :D Meenah so lame lor, look at what she did with the marshmallow-.-


I guess clique will be coming over tomorrow afternoon, then we'll be meeting classmates or something at singapore flyer's o'learys for fac outing. I have this feeling its gonna be boring but I hope Im wrong. Nevertheless it will be fun enough so long we get to camwhore HAHAHA. X: But Im not gonna wear space related clothes, dont have :X

I couldnt sleep last night, was thinking about something again. Dont know why its bothering me so much these few days, but I somehow had this urge to send a message to say that Im really sorry. For spoiling the friendship we had, for invading so much into your privacy. Maybe I'll find the courage someday, maybe I wont. For now, if you were to see this, I just wanna say that Im really sorry :/ Though it has been so long, I still feel so retarded and dumb and stupid and everything. I think I owe you an apology :/

Ohya today is friday the 13th leh ! :X But up till now nothing bad has happened yet HAHA. The day has been fine ! Today is a happy day, other than the fact that the sourness of my leg with all that walking is killing me. Finally had the chance to go out with 2/3 of clique, and OP is over HAHAHA. I just cant get over the fact that OP is over. HEHEHE.

And omg jo and mina both didnt know that miss boomz was a kleptomaniac until today ! LOL SO LAGGGGG.

I realise that Ive been blogging diligently everyday HAHAHA. Okay time for pompom ( zhee doesnt allow me to use this word :X ) ! :D

Finally realise how unnecessary it was.

Yay I finally got my laptop back !!! :D Sob my baobei laptop was in the hands of zhee for like 7hours ! I will die without my laptop now because I cant watch tv and use the desktop at the same time, neither can I lie down and surf the net x.x Finally its back to meeeeeee HEHEHE :D

It was quite funny how melissa told me that she saw me wearing this dress on my blog when I havent posted it yet ! LOL. :X I dont think Ive posted anything similar lor ): Anyway Im damn proud of myself ! There were sooo many launches yesterday and there were about 4 dresses I wanted to get, but I managed to convince myself not to -.- Came up with all sorts of flaws for the respective dresses so in the end I curbed my urge of buying any at all (: How ironic, was waiting so eagerly for the launch yet I was finding excuses not to buy -.- Ohwell, super eggcited to see agnes' launch today ! :D And Im still waiting for my items to reach me ):


Went to school early in the morning for pw, went to the huang cheng room again ! :D Had to take the camera prop to practise, super happy cos I got to see bear bear again LOL :D HAHAHA SOOOO CUTE :X But someone took away bear bear's jacket ): Op practise was okay, op is tmr omg, cant believe it -.- But I still dont feel anything for it, maybe I'll prepare for it a little later, I just hope Q&A wont be like super difficult (: Was feeling super sleepy this morning because I didnt sleep well last night, felt like I was wide awake the whole night :S And I had this dream LOLLLLLLLL, was telling zhee& jo about it, but they both cannot stand me ): Super sweet leh I didnt want to wake up lor LOL. Was crying and he consoled me like mad ! LOL. Eyecandy ♥ :X


Left early because I was supposed to meet little bro in school, take a bus and then train down to changi airport. Decided not to waste money on taking cab becauseeeeeeeeee 1 cab trip can buy 1 dress. LOL. I wonder if my love for shopping has helped me to save money or made me spend more money :X It was quite fun leh, the whole journey to the airport with only nigel. Thought it would be like b o r i n g but nope it was very fun LOL. Gossiped and laughed at many people on the bus HEHEHE :D


Stupid little bro was like disturbing me the whole time la LOL. Seriously, he kept trying to embarass me -.- Kept saying stuff like "you my girlfriend what" zzzzzzzz, because he know I feel like my face totally gone if people think that hes my boyfriend -_- Damn childish lor !


AND he kept trying to take unglam photos of me, like I dont know why but ya, -.- There was this photo he managed to take that was damn freaking unglam to the max and he was totally laughing at me like mad but obviously Im not going to post it up, horrible brotherxzxz.


However I have to say that his phone very fun to take photo ! Other than the fact that the sound very loud, very noisyyyy, I like his camera even though it looks a little grainy ! Only 3.2 megapixel, but then what I like is that it captures spontaneously, dont have to freeze your smile there for like a million years before the camera captures the image-.-


His phone camera so unlike my phone camera lor, mine takes a super long time to capture ): Even if its of a higher megapixel also no use lor, -.- Anyway my phone camera is spoilt and I cant be bothered to repair it since I have my camera with my everywhere I go. But then this indicates that its time to change my phone ! Which phone is nice? ): I want semi touch-screen and semi keypad kind :S


Somehow, time passed very very very quickly though it was a long journey, cos naughty little bro was entertaining me throughout. Come to think of it, I wonder what we were talking about to pass time :X But nevertheless it was fun HEHE :D And he took many many photos with me ! Super sporting unlike usually :X


All the above photos were taken using his phone so its a little grainy :S But still, nice so I got him to bluetooth it to me, and when he sent me this is what I saw -.- Seriously who names their bluetooth screen name as dog? But damn funny I was totally bursting into laughter :X


This is revenge to him for taking that ugly photo of me !!! LOL. ): I hope he doesnt see this, otherwise Im sure that photo is going onto facebook and all his friends will see it omg ):


Was totally chasing him around changi airport like two mad kids, HEHEHE. But nevermind its not like anyone there will recognise me anymore after today :D


Went to the washroom to put contact lens and stuff, little bro waited for me for a super long time LOL. Not bad ah, very patient. :X He still msged me to ask me if wearing contact lens takes such a long time LOL. :S Good ma training for future girlfriend, guys must be gentleman and wait :X


The cleaning lady in the washroom was sooooooo polite and friendly ! I guess this is what is service, especially in a place like changi airport where maintaining its standard is super important to the government (: But I like her friendliness :D She was totally chatting with everyone who walked in :D Singapore should have this kinda service everywhere :D


We were super early because we have to be earlier than mommy, cannot be later than her, if not cant surprise her :S But since we reached soooo early there was nothing to do, especially since I left my laptop with zhee, cant surf net or what also ): So I forced him to do my favourite thing with me LOL :D


He looks soooooooooo gigantic in this photo ! I mean seriously -.- He looks so big next to me la -_-


Was trying all ways to use self timer to take photo, with different parts of the airport as background, instead of taking those usual photos that only show faceeeeeee :X Damn rude lor he mei dai mei xiao !!!


Checked the arrival details at the airport, did our "research" to find out where we should wait for her at :D The very gate that we were staring at to spot her LOL :D


I felt like some tourist, was taking photos everywhere I went, even recycle bin also want take LOL. But then really very cute and nice lor :X Special ! Nicer than those recycle bins we see around :X


Actually little bro wasnt feeling well, was damn sick or something LOL but he still ying chou wo HEHEHE :x While taking this photo I sat down without realising my jacket fell into the water behind me, whole thing tam tam lor -.-


See damn rude everytime got chance jiu try and put his hand above my head, like he very tall liddat -_- Actually fake one lor !! I bentttttttt.


I like this photo :D Cos dont have his face to spoil it HAHAHA :X


Actually the success of our plan to surprise mommy is due to daddy's effort as well LOL :D He helped me to find out the airline mommy was taking, and the place of departure :D Thankyou daddy hehehe I know we very sweet LOL :X All my idea !


Hahaha hes gonna kill me for this too. Walao eh still got alot of photos to go :X


Apparently we were finding a place to hide, somewhere we can see mommy but somewhere she wouldnt be able to see us -.- But then everywhere also got loopholes lor :S Ended up we hid behind this wall LOL.


He said he would kill me if I posted this so Im gonna post this on purpose HAHA :X


Spent damn long waiting behind this stupid pillar, called mommy and stuff as part of my plot to make her believe that both of us were in school, so there was no way she would expect us at the airport. I think she die also wont believe that we will surprise her this way lor :X Totally never suspect at all LOL :X


Even got her to buy vodka for me in an attempt to find out when she would be coming out :X Shun bian buy since christmas is around the corner, will be useful when we want to drink since its cheap also HEHE :D Nigel looks SO GAY in this photo wtf-.-


Was making so much noise and commotion behind the pillar that there were strangers who disturbed us and told us that she left already LOL. :X I think whole world know that we were surprising her lor. Finally after damn long she walked out HAHAHA, she was talking to her friend then I went to tap her shoulder :X Totally forgot about nigel LOL, I left him waiting behind the wall, he almost killed me when he realised that I was already next to her :x SUPER HAPPY THAT WE SUCCEEDED HAHAHA. I was soooo excited over it the entire day lor :X


Mommy was soooooo surprised I tell you, and happy of course ! HEHEHE I think Im damn sweet lor, so nice to her leh :X I seldom do this kinda stuff, not cos I dont want to but cos I dont get the chance to ): Ive always wanted to do this for daddy but then he always arrives in Singapore at like what, 5am that kinda timing, and I always have school ): Mommy's damn lucky ! :X


Mommy was supposed to go back with her colleague, but cos of our appearance she abandoned her friend HAHA :X Had a hard time deciding whether to go to popeyes' or swensens, so since nigel preferred the latter better, we went to swensens ! :D


Super waste of money in my opinion, cos I didnt eat anything, only ordered a drink, and the total bill for 3 of us totalled up to about 50? -.- Its not very expensive, but because swensens' food is only like average, its just not worth it. I recommend alps more HAHA, :X Love that place ! :D


Mommy keeps saying she looks very old in photos ): But then I dont think so, like seriously. Its not because shes my mom that Im praising her, but I think she looks very young for her age already :O


Being as old as singapore, and of the same age as most of my friends' parents, she is damn young LOL. Friends always ask me why my mom's so young :X And shes still in shape lorrrrr, I think her stamina is easily better than me, she runs on the threadmill at high speed for like hours and hours 3 times a week after work -.-


As usual, didnt eat cos all these are sooooo sinful ! Drank abit of ice milo, ate 1 fries ( LOL literally one ), and drank 2 spoons of soup, :X So easy to yang wo right ! :D HEHE.


Mommy has some crayfish beehoon thing that was like, totally weird to exist on the menu of swensens, and obviously they cant produce the same standard as those hawkers can :x Dont think it was nice! Nigel had chicken baked rice as he always does. Nowadays I really hate meat, I dont know why but... the only meat I dare to eat now is fish. I find chicken/pork so disgusting -.-


HAHA super proud of myself cos I took this photo in flash ! AND I DIDNT BLINK :D It wasnt just for this photo, but I managed to keep my eyes open for many photos ! Hopefully Ive mastered the art of taking photos with flash without blinking :X


Nigel is basically a pig cos he ate like alot. But ohwell, hes a guy :S


Overall the meal was fine, but I dont really like the place anymore. Used to love it in the past ! But I have to say that their fish and chips is gooooood :D


Forced them to take photo with me before we left ! Damn it lor, I always look the shortest in photos when I AM NOT ! ): Cabbed back after that, the taxi was sooo freaking jerky and horrible and smelly.


It was so bad that I puked the moment I reached home though there was nothing except milo in my stomach x.x Felt so horrible that I went to sleep after that !


Somehow I like all the photos today, because today is just sort of a... "good photo-taking day" :X Could open my eyes properly though I didnt have a good sleep the last night ! Super happy when I saw the photos LOL. Okay fine Im just a photo fanatic :X


You know make up really does wonder. Wanted to blog about this since a few days back. Was watching wo cai, and they showed examples of 3 girls- before and after make up. They look TOTALLY DIFFERENT like ohmygod-.- But I dont really think its a compliment that you look MUCH prettier after make up cos that simply means that you dont look good naturally -.- Used to be really against makeup, but Im kinda opening up to that now. But still I dont support thick make up, very disgusting and fakeeeeeee :X Just a little is fine though ! :D


Somehow Im much more concerned about my grooming now, compared to a few months back. Previously I just wore every single top with a skirt, couldnt be bothered to match any stuff with it besides earrings. But now it matters so much more to me, not that I havent been vain enough :X All that to someone, who is my motivation ! But he probably doesnt know hes my motivation, since whatever Im doing now is to achieve something :X My secret ! I dont think he even expects its him since its no longer the same as before :X

Walao ehxzxz, ***** very pain leh ! LOL-.-

I want to watch saw 6, anyone knows where I can find it online? ): I have free tickets for 2012 on sunday, cos of mommy's company, so probably going to watch it with mommy, nigel and dearest :D Then off to the flea market after that ! Woo so exciting every week also got flea market :X

Chairman wan is always damn busy, people stop asking her to attend meetings, outings and what not leh ! She has no time for us, always liddat sobs. ): Jo please remind me again to order food for the bbq LOL. Its next saturday leh omg so fast :X

Jo very mafan lehxzxz ): But nevermind Im nice, not like some people we were bitching about the whole day HEHEHE. LAST DAY TOMORROW ZOMG SO HAPPYSXZ. ENOUGH OF LOW EQ PEOPLEEEEEEEE :D

Okay la I shall stop here I took 2 hours to blog. Damn it la really very pain zzzzzzzzzz. Pissed off -.- Need to mug op later, I love the holidays cos I slack like nothing HAHAHA, BAIZ :D

I wish our paths would cross. Again.

I am home from school ! :D Was damn sleepy this morning, really dont feel like waking up ! But now that Im home and I have all the time in the world to sleep, I dont feel like sleeping already -.- Its always like that ): Sobs I guess this is all about procrastination ! :X Gonna finish this post as soon as I can, most probably will be a short one anyway (: After that Im going to force myself to sleep so that I will feel more refreshed tonight, can blogshop until I die LOL. :X

Was supposed to go to school today to make props for oral presentation on friday, but then we kinda realised that most things could have just been done at home. Needed this camera thing, so we went to the huangcheng room.. and saw this ! LOL :D


But I dont like the photo above cos got flash ): Then as usual semi blink -.- I think I need to practise taking photos with flash leh, since Im so free now. Dont like to always blink when theres flash sob. Need to train X: But then again, I LOVE THE BEAR. SO CUTE LEH. BIGGER THAN ME HEHEHE :D soooooooooooooo cute ! :X


Waited in the smelly smelly room while zhee was finding a camera that they have as props, so that we can use it for our op on friday :D It was all worth the wait and the smelly smell, cos of the cute bear bear around LOL. :X And cos the camera was sooo real ! :D Huang cheng people damn zai lor. I think I cant even draw this out la. :X


Went back to the class bench to nua after that, while waiting for mr zhiyi to arrive, tsk. Super long never see meeeeenah ! :D Was complaining to her like mad LOL :X Cant wait to see clique on saturday, so long never see everyone already ! Like one week alr lor D: And its been A G E S since we spent FUN time together ): In the form of going outttttttttttt. Decided to use the classroom after zhiyi finally arrived!


Made some edits the animation of the slideshow presentation, then practised our group component once, and carried out a very very rough trial run of the whole thing, yep. I personally think its fine, our WR is really good already, op shouldnt be a problem for us, I hope :X Just scared of Q&A only, but nevermind we'll be meeting up tomorrow again in school to think of potential questions that may be asked during the presentation, hopefully will be more prepared tomorrow ! :) We can do it gogogo, two more days only and BYEBYE TO PW FOREVER :D


Accompanied zhee to put the camera back to huang cheng room after that, nehneh lor keep making me climb stairs !!! Four storeys leh-.- I dont know how many times I climbed lor ! Okay I just like to complain HEHE :x Stupid zhee dont want take photo with cute bear bear and me, but since I accompanied her, this is my reward LOL. :D Went back home after that :)


Going to surprise mommy at the airport tomorrow by fetching her, she doesnt know ! Cant wait to see her shocked look :X I dont think she'll look at my blog right? :D HEHE. Soooooo excited, will be going to the airport with nigel after op practice tomorrow ! :) So sweet of me rights :X

On the way home, I was just thinking about alot of stuff. Like, the usual stuff. Recalled the thinking processes that went through my mind, like one month ago, two months ago, one year ago, blablabla. Reflected, and I realised that everything was within my grasp, just that I chose to stretch the rubber band more and more, until it just totally snapped. I have seriously no idea why I chose to dig out all the past stuff, to find out stuff that serves no purpose, yet makes myself unhappy at the same time. Nevertheless, I did it, be it in the one a year ago, or for the one a few months back. It was something I chose to do, so now Ive to face the torture of letting go myself. All I can say is, I will never ever repeat that again. The past doesnt actually matter, its all about present and future. Dont know why I was so childish -.-

I could do it once, Im sure I can do it again. Like how I always told myself to keep the nicest memories in a little corner of my heart, and move on, I must remind myself again this time round. Its been far too long for something that never started. Let fate determine if our paths should cross again, it is no longer within my control :)

Was talking to pegz about fate the other day, found it quite dramatic :X But the fact is, everything is fate. People always say that "its a small world", theres even a song called " its a small world afterall" ( okay no link LOL ), but then, im sure everyone knows that the world isnt small at all. To be reading this, it is fate that brought you to my blog if you are just a passerby. To be reading this, it is fate that probably someone you know had linked me. I dont know, its just fate that brought you here, in someway or another.

Its fate that friends are friends; Its fate that you got to know a person through another. Its fate that you are in the same school. Its fate that you are in the same class. Its fate that you started talking to one another. Its fate that you even have stuff to talk about. Everything is fate :)

Its fate that we met at that place.
Its fate that we met at that time.
Its fate that we talked.
Its fate that we had stuff to talk about.
Its fate that something sparked.

Fate brought me, to know you.

Mommy just called back from thailand. Have been feeling bored the entire day, but I didnt expect her voice would make me cry towards the end of the call. I feel so effing lonely. Theres nothing to do, Im stuck at home because everyone is either mugging for op/working/attending school or simply busy with their own things.

Its like Im crying for no reason.

Maybe its little stuff like this that make trigger the whole effect all over again, but I really feel miserably horrible. I literally spent the entire day at home watching chick vs dick, surfing blogshops, and the day is like over already.

Besides that, the only thing I did was to read my past blog entries, look at my pile of photos, ponder about alot of stuff. Actually I wanted to put up a photo collage of some stuff but I really dont have the mood to do so. I think Im a person who isnt easily satisfied, or perhaps I dont even know how to feel satisfied. Over the years Im growing into someone who just cant be satisfied as easily as before anymore.

I used to be grateful that I have like, close friends around me, spending one day a week with them is like a blessing to me. Then it slowly became a bare minimum, slowly it felt like I wanted more. More company, more conversations, I dont know. Slowly Im starting to become more and more selfish, maybe because they are becoming more and more important.

I miss dearest alot. I dont know, only been like what, 4 days? But it feels so long o.o So annoying, so disturbing.
I want to go out with airenz and pegz, but when all our timings clash I feel so upset and frustrated.
I wanna spend more time with clique, those crazy girls. Throughout this year our friendship has really been very school based, like, I wanna spend more time, but I dont know where to find all these opportunities, how to bring us all closer together.
I miss someone too, its been months. :(

It totally doesnt occur to me at all that op is on friday, Im not even doing anything about it though I dont really think we have to like "mug" op-.- Just feel like nua-ing at home and heck caring about everything. Damn it.

On a lighter note, viola has sent me my ruffled tube dress and summer toga (: dressab owes me a top, faireb owes me my dress, and Im waiting for 3 other backorders to arrive- denim jacket from hh, spag dress from bonito, and pullover from pearlav. I looked at my past ibanking transactions and I almost fainted. Nevertheless, all these dresses cant brighten up my mood as of now. Spell crap?

My mind just goes round and round and round and round telling me to stop thinking when it has to think about it in the first place in order to tell me to stop thinking.


I would change everything I can, If I could.

"Youre currently using 823MB out of your 1024MB."
I didnt know that blogger actually has a limit to how much photo each gmail account can upload -.- Die liao lor, 201MB left, means like what, average of 100 photos left before I must stop posting photos? Impossible lor, each time I go out, I post an average of like 20-30 photos per post ! ): And I am so not going to delete the photos from my older posts, so Im probably going to have to shift my blog after I hit the limit :/

Im feeling pretty bored today so my post is going to be really random because Im having all sorts of thoughts coming from nowhere :X Felt so dumb just now cos I was madly refreshing at one blogshop while awaiting for its launch, only to realise half an hour later that I was at the wrong blogshop-.- So totally retarded but whatever :X Any blogshops to introduceeeeeeee? :X I dont want those with those silly jap& korean sprees, me dont like D: I want those with instocks :/ Spent my day trying clothes and all again HAHA. I realised that Im in love with those body hugging dresses, those that I used to hate :X


Watching tv now, I think dance is damn cool ! Wanted to learn ballet when I was young one lor, but my mother dont let ): Sobs. Those street dancers on tv just performed some dance thats related to basketball, super cool ! :D

Mommy left for thailand this afternoon, thats why today dont have to go to granny's placeeeeee. That is also why I am soooo bored naoz ! Nothing to do ): Realised that my earrings have been illtreated, i always leave them everywhere ! Many many many lost in the process :/ So I decided to sort them out and pack them properly ! :D


Its quite unbelievable to own the number of pairs of earrings that I do. :X Im quite a earring fanatic and I buy earrings very often. But then I didnt expect to have like what, 158 pairs of earrings? LOL I went to count. I think I can open a shop lor -.-


I think training is resuming this wednesday, but I feel damn sian. I dont feel like training at all, lol. Being very truthful here, I dont mean anything negative or what, but I really am very sick of training. Its been ten years since I started volleyball, the next year would definitely be my last year playing it competitively. Really quite sick of it already :/ Think of it also sian, zzz. I actually had the thought of giving it up, but I dont know. Its like part of me yet Im so sick of it. Feels so much like a commitment I HAVE to commit too not cos I want to -.- Hopefully I will stop feeling like this soon.

I was just thinking, I want to do a photoshoot of some sort :X Its like really fun, something I know I will enjoy ! Some time in my life I must must must go and do it (: And I was thinking, maybe I shouldnt have turned down the model agencies the past few rounds, cos Im quite interested leh. LOL. -.- Nevermind, maybe after my A levels next year when Im much free-er :)

I wanted to blog about makeup today ! LOL. Cos yesterday I was watching wo cai, and I realised how scary make up can be, not that I didnt know about it initially. However it really shocked me even more LOL. But then Im off to blogshop so I shall blog about this in my next post HAHA. Many many thoughts ! About fate also ! LOL. Okay Im off :D

Hi hi hi hi hi can you see this? :)

I feel quite shag now to think of a thousand and one words to write so that my post will not just be full of pictures, but equally evened out with words as well :O It seems like a challenge everything cos I always get very tired halfway through my post, but well I just have to do it like I always do ! Feel like sleeping early tonight cos I feel very shag :S

Woke up early this morning, at like 830 ! Very lazy one lor, but no choice need to wake up cos I need to bathe early in order for my hair to dry before I go out. ._. Was surfing the net and talking to airenz while waiting for my hair to dry, then I realised that actually there are many many many flea market events all year round ! Its not like a "rare occasion" thing, but the thing is how to find out about it :/ Hm. Im super interested in flea markets leh HAHAHA cos really very fun ! Anyone has any idea how to get frequent updates cos google.com.sg doesnt show perfect information all the time, and not every blogshop would participate in flea markets all the time D:


Was initially supposed to meet airenz at twelve, cos peg would supposedly be done with her dental only at two, as I was told. But then peg was done much earlier, wanted me to go and meet her so that she would have company, so hurriedly went to change and everything, :D Thankyou mommy for sending me to tpy so that I can train down to somerset. Quite proud of myself cos I only took like about half an hour to get ready :S


Met peg outside somerset mrt, walked to orchard central together cos I had to save her life HEHEHE. Only she knows what I mean LOL. :X Me likes central's toilet :D It only loses out to ion, cos ion's toilet really imbaaaaaaaaaaa super pretty :X


Since airenz was only on her way cos of the last minute notice that we should meet earlier, went to walk around orchard central with pegz first. Basically this is only my second time coming to orchard central, of which both times are with airenz and pegz. :O Actually orchard central is quite boring LOL. To me its neither here nor there, not as high end as ion, not as low end as far east :O Regardless, I just dont think the place is very interesting, not much shops to see, nothing much to buy. Went to this bookstore-like place and saw super cute stickers that pegz bought :D Really very cute LOL.


Spent most of our time while waiting for lover, at molecule :D I super duper uper love that shop ! Damn cool leh all their furniture. Too bad Im not some rich man's daughter :X Cos the stuff there really really really very unique and pretty. Super chic also, me likes ! From the most basic stuff like clocks to telescopes, I think its quite hard to find such pretty stuff in Singapore. Next time when I grow up Im gonna get my furniture from molecule ! :) Anyway there was this chair which was really cool. LOL. Shaped like a butt, it has cool details like the mould of a leg on the bottom part of the chair as well. LOL. Damn cooool. :D


Airenz arrived soon after, so we went to this shop thats similar to subway but is not subway ( Sorry I just cant recall the name of the shop LOL ) cos pegz was hungry and she hadnt eaten yet. Watched her eat, slow until want my life LOL. Airenz and I got a CUP of NOODLE SOUP, which was basically just like, 50ml worth of soup with a little macaroni. Quite you mo, but it reminded me of kindergarten days when they would provide us with different kinds of food during our breaks ! HAHA. Like kids food ! Didnt eat the macaroni and all the ingredients though, as usual I only dare to drink the soup :X

Pegz eat until DAMN SLOW, LOL. Cant blame her cos thats her speed, but she still lose qitian, qitian is the winner of eating slowly, nobody can ever win her :D LOL. But pegz is quite slow compared to normal people already, so many people came after us but left before us :D After that she even ordered a cup of this very very very disgusting and thick english tea, with like 3 tea sachets in it -.- Damn thick ! AND HOR SHE NEVER PUT SUGAR-.- Wa bitter until airenz& I almost died just tasting a sip of it -.- Ohoh and it was damn fun gossiping and eavesdropping on the woman the table next to us HAHA :X


Trained down to clarke quay after that, went to the central firstttttttt, cos I wanted to buy my favourite jap donuts ! Zomg seriously Marcia Kobe donuts is l o v e LOVEEE. :D Super yummy ! Why is it located only at clarke quay, so far leh ): Actually not very far but its quite inconvenient if I were to go there specially ._. After that we went to sticky, to watch the process of making sweets- again. We always go there and watch and it always stinks ! HAHA. But today we got to see the process of how they add colouring to it. However in my opinion it is still artificial and smelly and gross :x Dont dare to eat LOL.


Went to find the home club after that cos we were supposed to attend the flea market event, so that we can kio pretty clothes at cheap prices HAHA. Walked one whole big round, only to realise that it was actually at the riverwalk, which was just next to the central -.- But nevermind, no harm exercising and walking around HEHEHE, especially when clarke quay is like a lovely place :D We reached there at around 2, but the flea market started only at 1 or so, so it was quite quiet and there werent much things around :/ In addition, the loud music made it worse, super hard to shop in peace with the music booming away -.- Boomz? LOL. Didnt really see anything I like, bought a tube top that was meant to be a dress but obviously too short for me to wear as a dress. Didnt like it very much but just bought it for the sake of it, but after trying it on at home I realise that its pretty ! :D Pegz bought a dress and a shirt, while airenz bought a shirt. Only got a little stuff compared to the smu flea market last week, but still left happily :D

Went to songfa bak kut teh nearby, cos it smelt so good when we passed by ! Pegz and I bought drinks and watched airenz eat :D And airenz had the honour of me picking the meat out from the pork ribs for her to eat. LOL. :D She like xiaomeimei like that, and I dont mind taking care of children HEHEHE :X She's probably one of th few I will help when I cant even be bothered to do it for myself :X The soup was quite nice, can refill HAHA :D Quite a nice place to go to, I think ! Recommend to go there, although I still feel that balestier's bak kut teh tastes better :)

Went back to the flea market after that, thinking that there will be more stuffs since it was later already. And obviously they did put out new stuffs :D New booths were set up also, bought this really really pretty leather-like tube dress :D Have yet to really try it cos I dont wanna let mommy know I bought clothes again, then nobody help me zip up the zip at the back cos I cant reach LOL. ): But me likes it ! :D Walked back to the central after that in search of HURS but to no avail, I think close down already ): Decided to go to yoshinoya to sit downnnnnnn and we saw this super cool thing ! ( I dont know what are people walking on sticks called :X )


Ohya forgot to mention, before we went to yoshinoya, we were looking at this event that was going on in the central. Damn you mo, dno what miss beautiful woman, and some calendar guy thing -.- The woman was soooo not pretty, I think my mom looks better without makeup and without even dressing up-.- And the calendar guy was so not goodlooking or something tsk. Okay back to topic :X So lover bought her yoshinoyaaaaaa beef noodle or whatever that is :O She very you mo lor, the guy serving her was laughing at her also HEHE. My airenz is super cute LOL.


Spend the whole time staring at airenz eat her beef noodle, plus talk about all sorts of random stuffs. I think sitting down and chatting is enough for us already :X All those sharing information about other people HAHA. Not forgetting, our favourite topic, _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ! LOL. :X Damn funny we were mentioning it the entire time, especially when we were looking at clothes HAHAHA. POLKA DOT? LOL. :X Damn bad but nevermind love you two HAHA. :X


Went to look at sticky candy after that cos lover really loves going there I think LOL. Saw them pour the whole tray of sugar in, eew. D: All those calories ! More of diabetes actually. Went to the petshop after that to look at fishes and rabbits and hamsters :D And there was this hairy thing that looked like a guinea pig to me LOL. I think so? :O Soooo cute :X


I think airenz and pegz both very you mo, LOL. One is like this little kid, look at her in the mirror HAHA :x And and and, the other trying to be funny, wear big fake specs and walk around the central. LOL. Trying to be a nerd when she knows that there is no way she can be one :O Am I like the only normal one? :D :D


Didnt wanna spend all of our time in the central, so we went out to the river side after giving up looking for hurs among the tonnes and tonnes of shop. Ohya and lover was DAMN FUNNY LOL. Someone gave her a brochure, and being the very funny her, rolled it up and started blowing through the brochure to make sound -.- LOL. And she attempted shouting through the brochure like thing to scare people LOLOL-.- Luckily those people never turn back lor LOL.


Pegz was feeling damn tired I think :X Can tell that she was damn chui the entire day cos the poor girl hasnt been getting enough sleep the past few days. But then thank god she still stayed awake throughout the entire time and didnt fall asleep or something? :X


And miss shirley tan airenz was talking on the phone with ahemahem lor, dont care about us sobs?!?! How can ! D:


Sat by the river, chatted and took photos, had an enjoyable time spent with PMS like I always do :) It may be just a simple day, but fun like it always is :D


Pegz says that airenz is her most you mo friend. Mavis agrees. LOL.


HOW CAN I FORGET TO BLOG ABOUT THIS. LOL. While shopping, we were totally talking in the "plurking manner". For eg, mavis feels that peggy is stupid. peggy says she wants to slap mavis. LOL. Aiya nevermind non-plurkers dont understand. LOL. We were talking in a third-party manner HEHEHE, DAMN FUN LOL.


Oh right and there was this shop that I visited during the flea market, the people damn nice ! They let me try the dresses leh, somemore the toilet was so far away. Deep inside I was thinking, they not scared I take the dress and run meh :X Then pegz asked them directly, "what if she run away" LOL. But seriously they were damn nice to trust me ! Though in the end I didnt buy cos it was way too short for me and theres no way I can wear it as a top :/


Decided to stop sitting by the riverside, and take a walk instead :D Dont really like to sit down all the time unless we're playing board games like taboo HAHA :X I want to buy taboo lor but like waste money, cos theres no point after youve completed all the words once -.- Can like make yourself LOL.


And as usual, on the way there silly lover was doing stupid things, like this. LOLLLLL. She put a paper bag over her head-.-


There was this person who offered to take photo for us, but ended up the photo not even nice lor. D: I realise from this photo how we look like do re mi. LOL. Our height is like omggg lor :X


I hope we still remember our date ! 3rd april HAHA I just went to check my blogpost. LOL. Bungee jump + clinic ( Eh but 3rd april airenz and I still not legal age yet LOL. ) D: We're so going to clarke quay next year on 3rd april ! Die die must go. BOOKEDDDD :D


When we were done with this photo, the first thing airenz said was : " yay take my bag " LOL. Though I have to admit, her bag is damn cute ! But she is cuter LOL.


Hi pegz too chui until dont know what you doing already? LOL. :X


Step one ahlian ): scary sia LOL. So fierce and she said that this was nice zomg so I shall post it :X


Hugging the poles like we did the last time round ! :D This place holds super nice memories too, cos we spent many fun moments here :D I somehow like to take photos at the same place so we can compare between now and then :)


Decided to go and sit down, damn you mo. There was these 2 people sitting opposite us, I dont know why the hell they keep staring at us, but then they looked really scary -.- They looked like they were from some cast in some show -.- Looks exactly like those evil women who put curses on people zzzz. Felt so intimidated by them but I still wanted to take a photo of them LOL. Curse us isit?!?!


Sat there and stared at the women for damn long until they were gone. LOL. There were 3 angmoh guys who came to take photo near us, angmohs are damn friendlyyyyyy and nice people ! :) They were smiling and all, then they even took a photo of us LOL, came over to show us somemore. So nice unlike B-s ! ZZZ so yucky.


Alright so all in all, to summarise the day, enjoyed myself alot at clarke quay with the super nice atmosphere. Even though most people go there to enjoy the nightlife and I dont HAHA. But I still like the place ! :D Feels like Im overseas :D And yay daddy is planning for hongkong trip naoz ! :D


Airenz had to leave cos she was meeting keith for birthday steamboat or something, while pegz was feeling very tired so we decided to end the day early ! :D Shall come back another time ! And we have this mission of searching for flea markets. LOL. :X FUNNNN :D


Currently blogshopping, feel damn lazy to finish this post one lor, but I did it ! At this particular blogshop now, the model damn chui. Cant they like change the model? I mean seriously, there're many better looking people around. See the people also dont feel like buying the clothes already lor -.- Zzz. Dearest says that she covers the face if the looks are too chui LOL, but still ! Very disturbing leh wth -.- Not that Im discriminating or what, but dont use them as models ma -.- If they arent models I wont say anything lor :S

Mommy will be flying off to thailand tomorrow, I'll miss her ! Haven quarreled with her AT ALL these few days, happy ! I hope she has a safe trip and come back quicklyyyyy ): Days without her at home will be very lonely, Im gonna have to sleep myself every single night.

Was thinking about christmas, its around the corner ! Thinking of booking ksuite on christmas eve for countdown celebration ! They have ps3, pool tables, karaoke system, and even beds-.- LOL. Rather than squeezing in town with everybody else. Come join me if youre interested HAHA :D

Was quite pissed off just now but I dont wanna say anything cos I know this is gonna be read. But whatever-.-

I want more more more more updates from bonito, especially from viola ! Mavis says she loves to shop. LOL. I feel retarded -.- Was thinking about stuff, the last time I went clarke quay with airenz and pegz around was like 11july, that day Im trynna forget. Lol. ( Just realised that I went to clarke quay with dearest on 21july too HAHA, that horrible day when our legs almost broke ) About four months have passed already, things have changed so much since that fateful day. Ups and downs, sigh.

OMG I AM FINALLY DONE WITH MY BLOGPOST HAHAHAHAHAHA.


Trying to move on, trying to walk away. But here I am, stuck.

/Edit. Sometimes, just sometimes, I feel like Im alone. Lol.

Hello ! Feeling very lazy to update but I gotta update because... I dont know its just my habit to update after I go out or something :X To keep it as a memory or something, so that I can look back when I want to/need to :) I guess my blog is very important to me (: In any case Im feeling very sleepy now though I woke up barely 4 hours ago :x

Perhaps its cos I slept alot on wednesday, didnt sleep much and yet not tired so I woke up really early yesterday morning :x Got a shock when jo told me that mr chan wont be teaching our class next year :/ So sad, zzz. Why why why why why ): I dont want to change ct ! ): Okay nevermind its not even within my control. Shall go back to what I was originally talking about :X Right so, met dearest at tpy mrt, for once she is earlier than me ! :X Super long never see her :/ like ten days?! Sobs. Stupid girl never wear heeeeels then ended up I so much taller than her again ._. Okay but theres a price to pay for heels, damn it my feet hurt like mad at the end of the day-.-


Trained down to orchard, went to find connie cos dearest wanted to pass her something :) Shopped and looked at stuff on the way as we always do, but then somehow it seems hard to find stuff to buy, when we're so used to blogshopping and shopping at bugis :X Like everything seems like a scam, super not worth it ! :S Walked to taka after that because dearest wanted to go to the best denki fair to buy itouch :) Was considering from then on, then went to talk to dearest's friend hidayah :D Damn funny la she LOL. She sooo cute ! :D Super friendly, somemore will talk to me, ask for my name :X Hidayah my dearest very short hor HEHEHE ;X


Left first while waiting for Hidayah to ask her friend to sell voucher ! Our initial plan was to go to buy movie tickets at cine first, before going to far east. But then it was raining, so we had no choice but to go to far east first, since there's shelter all the way until ck tang, and hopefully the rain would stop when we reach there D: But then it didnt -.- Luckily it was only drizzling slightly :/ Then again, dearest and I didnt want to get our hair wet-.- Seriously the rain makes your hair very ugly ! Wind also tskkkkkkk. Like how my hair got blown until my fringe was all messed up before meeting dearest -.- Very annoying but in the end we still walked :x Covered our hair with our hands to protect it HAHA and we took photo at our favourite reflection place :D As nice as always :D Second photo taking spot similar to that of amk hub? :D


Shopped at far east, been such a long time since I went there ! I remember last time I always anyhow buy :X Regardless of the price so long I like it I'll buy it -.- Even if I dont really like it I'll buy it too. And in order to ensure that I have new clothes to wear every single week cos I used to meet dearest& joker& rude boy every weekend when rude boy and I were still together, I'll just anyhow buy something :X Even if I dont really like it, so long it looks alright :X Feel so dumb now that I come to think of it. That also explains why my wardrobe is bursting. ( Though those I bought recently contributes much more LOL )

Dont know why I keep drifting away :X Anyway although I havent been there for a long time, didnt buy much stuff :O Went to the best of blogshops, but then all I think all the clothes there not nice one :/ So unlike all the stuffs on the actual blogshops online :/ Got this they-are-scamming-me feeling :X Like all the ci huo that people dont want ! Went to hurs, they having saleeee, 2 for 30bucks ! Damn cheap leh LOL. Usual price like what, 49 per dress? I always buy clothes from there so this feels like such a great bargain to me :X Got a halter dress and dearest got a checkered top. We were like so excited la, 15bucks just kio only LOL. Now i regret not buying more, feel like going back tomorrow or something to buy somemore :/ But then the designs like repeated, just different colour D: All I have already ! But still worth it leh :/ Ohwell. Right then after that we went back taka to wait for hidayah to finish her lunch :D


Met hidayah to get the vouchers after she was done with her lunch, then dearest went to buy her itouch :D Ohya I forgot, on our way to taka I almost sprained my leg -.- For no reason one leh, I never even play with my heels or what, sprain on flat ground -.- Damn. Now that dearest bought her itouch, Im tempted to get one too. LOL. Have been asking daddy to get me a nano, but then on second thoughts, its true that itouch is more worth it :/ Its like just a little more expensive, with alot more functions. Should I get an itouch or a nano? :( But nano sooooo many colours, so pretty leh. Sigh still considering, my current nano is really screwed. :/

Went off to taka after that, bought tickets for love happens :D Dearest gave me her atm pin LOL, so now both of us know each other's atm pin ! :) Hehehe. Bought food then went for our movie. There was this really really really really really funny guy, HAHAHA LOL. He was damn epic, CRYING out loud and LAUGHING out loud throughout the movie. LOL. The movie was not bad but I dont think it was THAT sad until it was worth crying? LOLLLLLL. And he was literally weeping and sobbing away, I think he did it on purpose ! Even his laugh was like literally LOL- LAUGH OUT LOUD. LOL. Dont know he performing for who to see :X But then it was really funny, half the time I was distracted by him cos he was only 2 seats away from me :X

At the end of the show, he stood up almost immediately, dearest and I decided to follow him. LOL. But then suddenly he went to sit down at another seat -.- So we waited outside the entrance and observed how he looked like. LOL. Damn weird he looks like some mentally retarded person -.- The way he carry his bag also very funny :S Okay so overall the show was not bad, quite nice ! :D But the shows like the proposal and the ugly truth still nicer :X Saw a whole bunch of hwachong people :X Damn shy cos they were all staring @.@ Yeehong was there too but I dont think he saw me :X

Went to buy earrings after that, was super excited when I saw the shop LOL. Have been looking for all colours of ring earrings, but then cant find :( Went to kio many many earrings and bangles HAHA :X Damn cheap also ! Saw the hwachong people walk past again, damn paiseh cos they were all staring T_T Hi yeehong LOL. Dont know why I keep buying earrings but nevermind, so pretty ! Shall upload photos of my earring collection another time when I dont have any photos to post. X: This time many photos already so I shall just keep it for another time :D Took a bus down to bugis after that, damn it there was this lao tiko who came behind and said " So sexy eh " in chinese zzzzz. Everytime meet this kinda thing -.-

Went to illuma to buy movie tickets for jennifer's body later at night, saw jackson's girlfriend working :O But she didnt see us :X Anyway there wasnt much to shop there also, the whole shopping centre super empty and spacious -.- and cold ! Went to bugis street to shop after that, keep commenting only :X Nothing much cos we just visited that place last week :X We go there like super often nowadays but thats cos its really fun to shop there LOL. Didnt get anything there ( Omg amazing I never buy anything there LOL ) :X Because I was bent on not buying stuff I dont really like :X Would rather spend more money tomorrow at the flea market at clarke quay :X Gonna be super exciting shopping, I hope they have nice stuff ! :D Walked to bugis junction after that to buy drink and slack, the whole place so freaking freaking freaking packed with people -.- Went to hurs hoping that there would be sale also :X But then dont have :/ There're new nice clothes though, can get mommy to buy them for me when its closer to new year LOL. :X It was still way before the movie timing so we went to the food court to sit and slack :X


Chatted for awhile and time passed really quickly ! Went back to illuma after that cos we wanted to take photos :X All our photos of the day all reflection lor :S Wanted to go to the place that we went to take photo with rude boy& joker at the other time :X The last time we went there there wasnt anything on the 7th level, but this time there's an arcade-like place :D Saw two super cuteeeeee what-do-you-call thats ! :X


Super cute leh ! Especially the pikachu HAHAHA :D I remember I used to like it when I was young. Had this piggy bank that would say "Pikachu !" whenever I put money in so I always saved money then LOL. Ohya and we saw Isabella there as well :D I just had this feeling I would see people I know :X


Never did we realise that outside the cold air-conditioned shopping centre, would there be such a pretty place. Zomg seriously the place is damn pretty ! Like some overseas place :X


And there's also this restaurant there, should be very expensive I guess, but the atmosphere very nice ! Whole place super grassy, somemore is fake grass. Me like fake grass cos no disgusting soil and mud LOL. :D I like this picture alot :)

Not only were the grass nice, even the scenery also very nice ! The place overlooks many many many hotels that are all lighted. Can see many pretty buildings from there :D Damn nice jiu dui le, for a boring place like singapore :X


My hand shaked while taking this picture sob :/ If not surely very pretty one the scenery D:


Actually I like every single photo taken at this place LOL. Pebbles, grass, scenery, buildings, :D Super good place to take photos :D


All we lacked was a camera man, HAHA. Nobody take for us, then keep having to set timer :/ The worst thing is that there werent many places for us to place the camera :/ Somemore cannot aim properly, anyhow estimate only :X


It was raining before that, so super cold or something, hence condensation formed alot of mist on the glass panels :D


Being very playful we went to write words there HEHEHE. Love my sanbaaa dearest :D


Thought that the movie would start at 920, but then ended up I saw wrongly, it was 930 :X Wanted to go in first, but then the stupid girl asked us to wait downstairs cos they havent opened the cinema for sitting yet, even though it was already five minutes before the starting time of the movie. Horribleeeee.


Decided to go and buy drinks then, dearest very you mo, she asked me what is twisties. LOL. Cos she saw twisties on the menu, then I was like, uh potato chips lor? LOL. O_O The staff at the counter laughed at her HEHEHE :X Went in to nua after that, and to take photos as well, you mo cant open my eyes cos the flash very bright-.-


Dearest kept laughing at me cos every single photo my eyes are either closed or semi open. LOL. ): So we decided to just close our eyes and take photo suan le :X


You mo lor people go watch movie, we go there take photo HAHA. But we were early also, :X Influenced the people next to us to start taking photos as well HAHA. Teenagers this days, all like to take photo x:


Dearest was complaining the whole time about how scared she was LOL. Last time very daring one lor someone, we always watch horror movies together :X Bang our heads against each other's cos we were scared while watching coming soon HAHA. Can never forget that ! :X But someone become very scared... :X Overall the show wasnt like scary scary, it was more of gross than anything else. Nothing much actually, I think most people will watch the show just cos Megan fox is damn hot, that I have to agreeeee. But quite a dumb show with no plot :X


Didnt want to go home after that, and Im glad we didnt go home ! Otherwise I would have been rotting my day away thinking of things to do, and I know it'll just be another pointless and bored-to-death day again ._. Thought of going to sing overnight cos we haven done such a thing before, got lover to check opening hours of top one and kbox for me :O In the end I called up kbox, and they said it'd only be 27 after adding all charges, so we decided to go since it was quite cheap if we could sing until 6am ! Luckily mommy let me go, I have concluded that talking nicely to her does the trick :X


Trained down to cine and sang there all the way until 6am. Was quite irritating cos we got room 13 which was outside the kitchen place. So there were people walking in and out every now and then, outside can hear one lor LOL, :X Quite paiseh, and they kept staring ! Especially this male staff who was looked in every single time he walked past :s Overall it was not bad, though I slept for about, 30mins? :X Was really going to die, so let dearest sing herself while I took a nap :X My eyes were so dry cos I didnt change my contact lens for like since morning :/ After my nap it sinked into my eyes, had a hard time getting it out but I felt so refreshed after that -.- Should have taken it out right from the start x.x


Didnt know that we could refill the nuts, LOL. Luckily we didnt buy in ! Was intending to buy one lor :X When the guy asked us if we wanted a refill the first time, we thought need to pay so we said no LOL. Feel so stupid -.- In my opinion the package was damn worth it ! Cos it was ladies night, so we didnt have to pay for any package or cover charge or whatever o.o All we paid was for the drink, price of one bowl of nuts, and service charge. It totalled up to only 14bucks per person LOL. And we sang until morning ! Damn shiok, too bad this only applies on thursday night :X Guess we were lucky cos we werent actually aware of such a cheap deal before going there :X


Very satisfied with the cool experience, I dont mind going again on thursday ! Even cheaper cos Im a member :X Lost my card, wanted to get a replacement actually but I realised that there's no point paying for it when I can always use my ic :D Dont know who steal my kbox card ! T_T Sob.


The only bad point about the whole thing, is that we were damn chui after the whole thing. Felt damn tired and everything BUT we managed to resist the urge of taking cab cos its a serious waste of money :X Feel so proud of ourselves !


I realise that singapore got alot of boliao people because it wasnt just us who were waiting for lift after the thingy ended at 6am :O Many other people were waiting for lift too, so I conclude that singapore got alot of people who dont have to study/work tsk ! D: Damn cool cos whole of cine got nobody, ONLY US HEHEHE :D


I want to watch 2012 siaaaa. Lets go and watch together next week dearest ! :D Ohyes so after cine, walked to the mrt station to wait for train :D


The whole place was yet again, damn empty :X For one of the rare times the trains were so empty ! Like obviously la cos it was only 6am :X But then still, there were some who were going to work or something? So early leh so poor thing :X:X


Bus-ed home after that, empty bus also HEHEHE. Reached home in no time, thank god I didnt waste money on cab ! Can buy a dress leh :X Didnt sleep when I reach home, went to bonito to check rach's new update first :X Wanted to get something but I dont really like it, so nevermind :X Only after I finished blogshopping did I go to bed HAHA :x Ohya and I was really happy when I reached home cos I saw 2 packages on my table, one's my dress from bonito, one's lover's dress from cosycot ! HEHE :D The dress is super fitting, like tailor made for me LOL. I mean seriously :X


Woke up at 3+ to blogshop, now Im feeling tired all over again. Going to meet lover and peg tomorrow at clarke quay, theres a flea market sale thereee :X Super excited I hope there will be pretty stuffs ! Gonna be very disappointed if there isnt. Probably will be going for kbuffet with mommy and nigel tomorrow. But then again , not sure yet cos I just went kbox last night :S

My face very itchy leh. I need skin centre !!! Stop scratching mavis chua. Ohya and i have like 3 deep fingernail marks on my thigh, dont know what I was doing while sleeping. I totally just scratched myself zzz. Heal, faster heal please ):

And I also just realised that my skin is peeling due to sunburn ! Its been a week since I went to pulau ubin leh, now then realise that its peeling -.- So you mo. Also, I want to do something to my hair :/ I feel the perm isnt there anymore, should I go and perm it again? Its been a year !

Theres this really really funny video peg showed me the other day, DAMN CUTE GO WATCH HAHA. Its this baby who keeps trying to seek attention by falling down and crying, but is being ignored :X Then he will stand up and purposely fall again LOL. DAMN CUTE :X I'll share another link tomorrow LOL.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXP5rFAJQek&feature=PlayList&p=7CFD6A4E7FFF0756&index=0

I really really really want to go overseas, hongkong will do fine for me ! Shall go call daddy later on and plan :/ Probably before 20th december cos mommy cant make it after that, after 13th december cos 12th dec got flea market sale again LOL. I am obsessed with shopping zzz -.- Alright Im gonna nua now, byeeee :D

Dream a little dream of you.

I think I should start blogging as frequently as I used to in the past. At least I'll have something to take my time away, Im so free that I dont know what to do anymore. I wonder why -.- When Im super busy I'll hope to have more time to nua, when I can nua until I rot, I hope there're more stuff to spice up my life -.- Maybe its not that my life is boring, but rather more that the activities are not spread out. Like I'll be going out for the next few days all at once, but for the past few days Ive been rotting at home every single god damn day. Damn.

Ive slept so much for the past few days that Im beginning to suspect Im turning into a pig. ): Its like become a routine now, the stuff that I do everyday.
1. Try clothes.
2. Sleep.
3. Blogshop+ bloghop.

Ive been blogshopping so much that I visit more than 30 blogshops daily. I think I dont need mailing updates because I visit them so frequently that I cant be more aware about any updates that they have -.- See clothes see until I blur already. BUT. I STILL LOVE SHOPPING. LOL. Only more and more, shopping brings me so much happiness that I cant find a replacement for it :X Okay maybe Im exaggerating ! :D I want to go to thailand, hongkong, korea !!! T_T SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGXZXZZ AHHH.


Favourite blogshop is still bonitochico. So pretty leh their dresses :D Cant wait for the bebe inspired cocktail dress to reach me :) Going shopping with dearest tomorrow ! :D Bugis and town, HEHEHE :D Super happy, confirm will spend more money tomorrow ! We've got a super super packed schedule tomorrowwww :) Missed dearest !

Not going cycling with clique tomorrow cos miss social moth has something on last minute again, sigh. Seriously we need to go out someday lor, miss wan zhee will you stop being so busy, sob ):

A year has passed leh, this week is like the last day of school already. So scary lol. Last year was still o levels period for me in november :/ Seems just like yesterday when we entered jc, seems just like yesterday when we were having orientation :) Super fast.

Watching last episode of jia hao yue yuan now. Damn sweet, love the ending ! :D Though its not the first time Ive watched it :X And and and, Bosco wong damn shuai lor omg ;X Cant stand it, hes like super duper charming ! :S

Dramas remind me of many things, because the memories lead back to a similar spot, somewhere where everything seems so familiar to me.

Refresh my browser until I sian. The photos come out like part by part one lor, nehneh. Seriously I dont have any idea why photobucket photos can never appear on my browser? -.- I think it has something to do with my internet, but my family is paying for the highest internet connection speed already, the 100mbps one, how come still like that -_- Must keep refreshing very irritating leh, super super super super x10000 irritated wth. Someone tell me why please T_T Asked many people about it before but got no solution to it so far ._.

Was trying clothes yesterday, cos airen wanted to see how all the clothes we bought at smu look on me D: Scam me lor she, tell me her dress washing already, funny haven even wear before jiu wash !! D: But in the end I was too lazy to take photo of all the dresses one by one cos I already tried it on twice each and didnt wanna do it the third time :X Since got one photo, it gives me an excuse to blog HEHEHE cos I dont like my post to be empty without photos, cos usually I type alot, got alot of things on my mind that I wanna talk about :x But seriously I loved the flea market that day ! Sooo fun. Will be going to another flea market at clarke quay with PMS this coming saturday :D Eggcited !


Today no school one lor, cos of A levels chinese exam D: But then had to go back cos of oral presentation -.- But okay la at least get it done once and for all :D Dont have to go back on thurs and fri like mina's group :X Was quite pissed off cos of something, thankyou jo for listening to me rantxzxzxz hehehe, love you ! :) Overall it was okay but I had so much to say, I exceeded time limit like mad, gotta do something about it cos I need to round up the entire conclusion since Im the last speaker :/

For the rest of the week, there will only be like one hour of lesson per day, at least that'll be the case for tmr and wednesday o.o I think mr yeow will prob be able to finish his lecture tmr, so for all we know maybe wed cancelled then no need to come to school at all HAHA. Thursday would be principal address followed by compulsory ct, will end school by like 930? -.- Prob out with dearest if shes free, and friday no school, confirm going out with her. Super long never see her already, eggcited too :D

So fast and its the end of the year already, damn scary. Lol. Happened to be bloghopping and facebook-hopping, and realised that alot of things happened. Many many many changes :/ Its like for my social circle, ( excluding maplers ) everyone goes the same path from kindergarten to primary school to secondary school, without retaining/whatever nonsense. Thereafter we go to either poly/junior college, and thats where it starts to branch out. Its quite scary how other stuff might happen after that, like how some people retain, some people drop out, some people go poly instead, some people change course, or whatever, and it branches out further o.o It somehow widens the gaps, widens the differences, branches out everyone even more. I was just thinking, if I didnt promote, what would it be like for me? I dont think I'll be strong enough. Thank god it didnt happen :/

Was trying my clothes out just now, love the new dresses I got ! Waiting for the dress Ive already paid for to reach me, viola said she'll mail it out tmr :) Then still got 2 other backorders that Ive already paid for ! Wheeee super happy. But then again my wardrobe no space already -.- Recently Ive bought so much clothes that my wardrobe is exploding, literally. Im not kidding LOL. There's no more space to hang anymore hangers-.- No more space to take in whatever new clothes I add in every other day :x Its like I cant even find my clothes anymore-.- If you think Im kidding, just look at this o.o


Scary, still got like piles and piles of folded clothes that cant be seen in this pic, -.- I seriously need a new wardrobe, I dont think I can clear much clothes even if I were to discard those that I dont want anymore. Cos I like everything LOL. :X Me am greedy :x Sigh this is really disturbing, mommy I want a new wardrobe :(

Ohya I dreamt of superglue last night ! Super random but it makes me realise how long have I not seen her. Like since my birthday? Lets meet up soon okay superglue :)

Hm, nothing much, basically just nua-ing away. Bloghopping makes me shocked, like how i realise the tonnes of people who are getting pregnant before marriage, then having some shotgun wedding-.- Like out of nowhere so many people getting married, but its like cos they are already pregnant o.o So dramatic leh, I thought all these only happen in dramas o.o At least I know that it will never happen to me, right airen? :D V! LOL. :x Seeing all those wedding photos and looking at the venues of where all those weddings are held reminds me of how important it is to look clearly before I jump into anything. Afterall I wont want my wedding dinner to be held at some ulu and lousy place in future. I wont want some lousy ceremony or unprofessional photos or ugly gownssssss. Okay I have really random thoughts, but then when Im bored random thoughts are everything that keep me occupied. :S

Shall we go cycling at ecp soon clique? :D Zhee's idea. :x Sigh why must fac outing be changed to 14nov. Waste my saturday leh ! :S

My face is in a really horribleeee state now, zzz. I dont know what the shit happened okay, but then ever since my allergy, it has been so chui until I feel like dying. Wtf I really feel like chopping my face off okay. LIKE MY SKIN NOT LIKE THAT ONE LOR, ZZZZZZZZZZZ. GOD DAMN IT. It pisses me off like shit. Plus plus plus that thing came, make my mood even worse. Damn it I was like mentioning in my previous post how I think my mood swings are due to it coming soon, then today really come. Zzz.

I wonder, how are you doing now?

/EDIT. LOL. How could I forget to post about something that happened ! We were at the SMU flea market, then lover walk walk walk, she saw a pair of earrings on the floor, LOL. No matter how we tried to find we just couldnt find a store selling the same pair of earrings, so cant return. LOL. So I concluded that it dropped from the sky, and its a sign for her to pierce her ear but she just refuses to LOL. TSKTSK :X

Sometimes I feel tired, very tired.

Zzz I feel like fainting. I was typing halfway already then I didnt know the post hasnt been saved, I went to exit the page-.- What the hell then now Ive gotta retype again zzzzz. Okay nevermind slowly, before pw groupmates come. Feeling damn sleepy now but I woke up earlier specially to blog cos I know if I dont blog I'll only be able to post this like at night, after coming back from granny's place-.-

Was up super early yesterday morning because I wanted to blogshop. LOL. Crazy obsession of mine getting crazier and crazier, scarier and scarier. Ohwell :S Trained down to city hall to meet airenz and pegz who were both later than me, then off to tampines to buy food before we bus-ed down to changi village. Airenz damn cute seriously, there was this group of taiwanese people who asked if we were going to pulau ubin cos they wanted to follow us, then airenz told them we didnt know how to go. LOL. We even pretended that we walked the wrong direction-.- Pretended to point around like we werent sure which direction to go HAHA.


We managed to cut the queue of other people because each ferry had to fetch 12people before it would leave, probably to save petrol or something, and we made up the last 3 spots :D HEHEHE. I thought I haven been to pulau ubin before, but then the ferry makes me think twice, I think I go before leh, when I was very small. But just to eat or something. :S In any case the breeze was damnnnn shiok :D


Oh oh oh and there was also this very pretty girl on the ferry ! Mentioned this in the sentosa post when I visited sentosa with dearest, but I wanna mention it again LOL. Asians cannot compare to angmoh at all. That girl was probably our age but she was soooo pretty zomg ): Okay so we went to rent our bikes, scam people one lor they put like $2 there then they said it was for children's bike LOL. But nevermind if got no bicycle really can die -.-


Cycled all the way till we reached a hut. Thankyou lover for helping me keep my bag, if not I wouldnt have been able to cycle with a tote bag hanging on my shoulder-.- Settled down there and sprayed insect repellent, then ate our breakfast that we brought along :)


Saw this group of boys approaching the hut after that, apparently I think that they are boy scouts or something :O They were playing some game, whereby they had to stand on this mat, and turn the mat over with their legs, without their legs leaving the mat o.o Like damn pointless and dumb leh the game -.- I think there are much better games that promote team spirit, but make more sense around? -.- Sigh I really think schools should do things that are more useful D:


After that we cycled all the way until this place, where there was this this lake, with sticks poking out of the ground ( okay I cant describe this, I dont know what the shit are those stuff ) . Cute airen went to ask the boy scouts what was in front, then he said dead end LOL. Airen went on to ask him then why his friend go in front HAHA, the guy replied: TOILET. LOL :X Okay so we cycled back, sucks la many many upslopes -.-


Cycled until we almost died, just to see the scene below -.- Damn pretty sia the quarry LOL. The water sooooooooo blue ! The uncle we saw at the entrance bluff us ): He tell us that its very near ! Ended up soooo far plus sooo many upslopes, push bike push until want to die-.- But okay la worth it, so pretty ! Too bad cant take photo with us inside :S


The road was sooooooo narrow -.- Gosh it was damn horrible trying to get forward when it was so steep, plus so narrow -.- Half the time we were pushing our bikes D: Then we reached a point where we cant cycle in, had to walk D: Finally we got to this placeeeeee where there was a bridge leading halfway across the ocean/lake/sea/ whatever you call it LOL. :X


So all we did as we always do, was take photos :X


Didnt position the camera properly :X But then airenz look super cute in this, zoom in see what she doing HAHA.


Ohya how can I forget, on our way thr while we were cycling, there was this effing big insect on my hand zzzzzzz, I totally just screamed my lungs out-.- Scared die me okay damn scary, zzz. Thats the thing I hate, cycle halfway got like an ant crawling on my leg-.- Super many insects there, but then it was already much better than I thought it would be, much fewer insects than whatever I expected already D:


I think we were quite lucky throughout the entire time there, we always managed to find someone to take photo for us, someway or another. If not theres no way so many photos of ours couldve been 3 people one, cos not every place can put self timer, not everywhere self timer can capture the whole scenery D: Tripod please ):


Then after that we walked back the super duper uper long bridge, and walked another route, came to this house, damn cool ! Its actually a cottage, then there was this tank whereby there were aquamarine animals in it, and it was described as a tank to allow injured marine animals to recuperate, the fishes got name somemore LOL damn funny.


Then we began imagining, HEHE :x Imagining the rooftop got snow, imagining the bridge was snowy white, imagining the trees were those we see during winter. Wa in that case the place would be damn pretty! Like some western cottage out of nowhere :D Pretty !


HAHAHA then there was this group of girl guides there who were marching. LOL damn pooor thing, while we happily taking photos and laughing away, they were going "left, left, left right left" LOLLLLLLLLL. Uniformed groups seriously damn sad life lor :X Hais then we laughed at them somemore HEHEHE.


Love this photo alot, like we in some overseas cottage liddat. LOL. :D But spoilt by those blue people on the left side of the picture-.- Should just colour that part black. :X LOL and they looked like they were receiving some maid training cos their shirt like those that maids wear when they are undergoing training-.-


Dont like this photo cos I wasnt ready but lover say the effect very nice so.. ): Post lor. Ugly leh D:


Then after that we went inside the house to exploreeeeeee. This was super sudden, was buying drinks from the vending machine, then airenz was like "faster faster come take!" LOL. But very bright also cant see clearly.


This photo funny@@@ HAHAHA. Scroll down for the transition :D


Tada. Dont know what peg doing but funny la :X Second funny transition photo of hers. I remember the smile one LOL.


Why singapore no fireplaceeeeee :X Maybe like instead of fire, put ice or something. Instead of air conditioner replace it with iceplace :D So cute leh the fireplace :D Me like !


After that we went to yet another routeeee, and came to another bridge leading out to the lake/ocean/sea/whatever you call it :O


And peg our dearest photographer was taking sooo many photos along the way ( Which she claimed was artistic HEHEHE I agree that some was :X )


Airen and I was making up some storey about how a shark might suddenly appear and jump up towards the drain and we'll probably get our feet bitten off or something. LOL. :X


Okay so basically this was just a bridge, normal and long long bridge, took like forever for us to finish walking -.- Was discussing how bridges were built LOL. Seriously I wonder lor, building of infrastructures = damn scary, damn amazing ! Like how sia :S Especially the base foundation O_O


Then towards the end of the bridge I looked down and saw these O_O It probably looks like just a lump of dirt LOL. Or rather many many lumps of moss :X But then actually its just more than that LOL. Must zoom in like ten thousand times before you can see crabs and mudskippers HAHA. Many many many many many many of them :X


Besides many tiny crabs and mudskippers there were like many many holes, those crabs made those holes HAHA. So funny, they kept fighting, then like when one crab tried to dig a hole and go in, another crab would pull it out LOLLL. Funny ! And there were two mudskippers chasing each other, FUNNY :x Dno how those crabs actually grow until soooo big, very tiny leh seriously :S


Peg: Post on your blog, what the f is this
Me: *Points to sign* There you got your answer
Sign: Nipah :D


Continued walking on and on, wanted to go to the viewing tower and after walking for one thousand years we finally reached :D But then when we saw the flight of steps we had to climb we almost fainted zzzzzz. So much higher than those flight of stairs that we had to climb at wild wild wet-.-


And peg our photographer took a long time to climb because on her way up she was taking photos :X Really should have taken photography ! Not bad leh your skills :X


Was just wondering, theres no one controlling the number of people who are actually on the viewing tower, how would anyone know when its safe to actually climb up? O_O Later collapse good game lor X.X Okay nevermind dont anyhow talk X;


In any case, the climb was... only a little worth it. This is what we got after walking damn long + climbing damn highhhhhh D:


Actually it was nothing special at all LOL. Like nothing one, same as whatever we saw previously. :S


Got someone to take for us, her finger block the camera, but then I cant post the other one cos... Airen's hair damn funny in that one LOLLLL, break apart one omg HEHEHE, nevermind she knows what Im talking abt :X


Right then after photo taking climbed down again-.- I like this photo very very much HEHEHE all thanks to peg :D


Luckily we didnt have to make a detour back, and walk the path that we did once again, would have been damn sian-.- Walked only for a little while and we were back at the place where we parked our bikes at ! HEHE happyyyyy.


Then it was cycling time, again -.- LOL. Was damn irritating cos it was about 2+ at that time, got many many vans ( which are actually taxis on pulau ubin ), then it was sooooo scary to cycle cos its like I have this phobia from bike hike. Swerved onto the road cos I kinda cant control my direction properly, so didnt really dare to cycle when the van was moving :S


Somemore on our way up right, we saw this guy who was badly injured cos apparently he fell off his bike or something o.o So eeky leh he was bleeding like everywhere, his face and shoulder especially -_- Being very afraid to fall, I was damn cautious in my cycling and basically I didnt have the confidence to look at anything else around me -.- LOL scared fall down.


Then miss photographer peg also very you mo, so dangerous and scary liao she still dare to take photograph WHILST cycling D: Zai leh somebody, I dont dare, even push up my sunglass also dont dare-.- So scary :S Its a miracle no one got hurt, thank god ! Especially airen, cos she kept looking around while cycling when it was already so rocky, so scared for her you mei you.


Returned our bikes, was feeling super scared towards the end cos my bike was getting damn loose, super weird to cycle. Was afraid that I would die or something or maybe the bicycle would dismantle. Super glad when it finally ended, spent no time getting out of the place after returning our bikes :D Compare our before entering pulau ubin and after leaving pulau ubin photo, damn different cos we were damn shag :S


Took a ferry back, then cabbed down to SMU after that, because I wanted to go for the flea market sale LOL. Happened to come across it while bloghopping the blogshops. I knew it started at 1pm and it was about 3pm when we reached changi village, so I didnt quite feel like missing out even more pretty clothes :x Reached there in no time but the cab fare was like O_O also LOL. But nevermind its always worth it for clothes :S Expected more stalls around cos I saw the event details, supposed to have more than 100 stalls but I dont think I saw that many :X Nevertheless it was damn fun !


At first I felt like I was the only interested one, but luckily awhile later peg got excited too, and even airenz started buying clothes ! LOL. :D Damn happy cos shopping is something Im really interested in, so when I see people shopping I feel excited too. Especially airenz ! :D:D Next time shopping hor airenz, must wear more colourful ! :D Eggcited for our dress date ! :D Right so after one round, we even walked a second time to see if we missed out anything HAHA. ;X Super tempting, especially when the prices were like what, 5,10,15 that kind HEHE :D Was wearing on me a bikini I bought from cosycoterie a few days back, and I saw the cosycoterie booth selling bikinis also LOL.


So all of us bought alot of stuffs LOL. Airen bought a dress and many shirts, hm I think like 4-5? :X Then peg bought 2 dresses and 3 shirts? I dont know I cant remember LOL. On the other hand I bought 2 normal dresses, 1 tube dress, 1 halter top and 1 tube top :D Happy ! Wanted to buy more one lor :X Okay then we were supposed to go sentosa for halloween one, but after discussing about the price, which was 25bucks for 15mins of fun, we decided not to go afterall :S Somemore the weather seemed like it was going to rain heavily, so we decided to go to the settlers' cafe which was just in front of us, inside smu :O Dont regret that choice HEHE :D


Ordered our food, had this package thing :) Quite cool, their menu very cute ! Too bad I forgot to take a photo of it :( Played taboo for awhile, was quite bad at it in the beginning cos I never played it before :X Only seen the rest play it before at may's housewarming but I didnt wanna try cos sooo many people were around :X SHY :S HEHE. Then when my food came, decided to walk the flea market a last time with lover, cos it was about 7pm then, towards the end of the flea market already, the prices would definitely be slashed :X We were right about that but then couldnt find anything else we like, so no choice didnt get anything :X One regret is that we didnt bargain for prices :( Flea market can one lor :S Would have been more fun, but once again : SHY :x


Went back to have our dinner, lover's expression when playing taboo damn funny LOL. Super cuteeeeee. Ohya then cos we couldnt get the package if we only had 3 people ( minimum is 4 ), decided to call people to comeeee. Peg's friends didnt wanna come, then derek was working, so we got joker to come :D Super steady leh he HEHEHE :X But then he came so late so we just didnt wait for him :X Just continued our games :D Taboo was fun cos we kept using sentences that were only relevant to us, for example when the word was "round" , i said ********** is ? Then lover immediately replied round. LOL. Then when the word is "flat", i went " ***** is ? " HAHA. Damn funny LOL.


Played many other games besides taboo, some stacko thingy which was really dumb cos theres nothing much to dig about each other ( we already know EVERYTHING :X ) and we didnt wanna do the dares also :X Played the panda game also, was really dumb LOL. And some game similar to snap, called ugly. LOL. :X That one was damn funny :X Super violent also HEHE. Ended up we were back to taboo, cos I think seriously thats a really really really fun and intellectual game :X


When joker came with tey, he wanted to play also LOL. But then he totally just skipped all the cards, he stare at the cards also blur. But he very funny la LOL. I remember there was a round of taboo when I wasted the whole minute trying to get them to guess chicken rice, and they just couldnt. Its like the answer was already out already lor, qi si wo. That one damn funny. LOL. I asked whats singapore's famous food, then lover said fried rice i think. Then i said second word right. I then asked, besides beef, duck, pork, still got what? They said black pepper chicken or dno what then in the end they just couldnt piece chicken rice together ZZZZZZZZ LOL. But damn funny :X It was soo much funnier yesterday okay :X


Okay so basically the place was damn nice, looks like a furniture shop lor o.o Will definitely come back again ! The people there so friendly, they so willingly taught us how to play different games :D Super patient and attentive also :) Service damn good ! But their job also very fun la, can play one :S I think this is the perfect place we should hang out when we simply need a place to talk :D Recommend this place for hanging out ! :D


Then cos it was halloween, there were some smu students doing some challenge or dno what activity. They needed a girl to kiss some "mummy" guy, ( guy who was wrapped in paper/tissue like a mummy), then they kept asking, so no choice i went to kiss the guy just for the sake of them taking the photo :S Though never really kiss dao but then still very shy ya LOL -.-


Nevertheless it was a really really fun night and we were all very chui ! Wanted to explore smu at first cos joker would never get a chance to study there HAHA :X ( Oops :X ) Super many students still studying when it was like what, 9pm? -.- LOL on a saturday somemore. Didnt know which part to explore so we decided to walk towards dhoby ghaut cos he wanted to go to Jcube and we could go home also after that :)


Since like damn long ago PC Bunk closed down already, now Jcube is so much more re nao than bunk-.- lol. Seriously ! Many memories X; But then all of which most are not pleasant :O Decided to take a photo there cos its been like one thousand years since we last went to bunk ! HEHE :D Home sweet home after that, didnt go to newton to eat with joker and tey cos I was damn sticky and dirty and tireddddddd :) Hm, as we were walking to Jcube, I was reminded of many stuff. Ps holds alot of memories for me, especially like last year. Come to think of it, its already november 2009. A year back things were so different, now it doesnt even bother me anymore. In fact its something else now, lol. Sigh -.- Life sucks.


Didnt manage to finish my post before the pw groupmates came over :X But then our day was spent editting our OP slides, watching jia hao yue yuan LOL. Damn cute sia the granny, feels like my granny actually LOL. Fed them with as much food as I could, this is what I always do when people come over to my place :X

Currently not feeling very well -.- Having bad bad bad bad flu, feel very weak, like I cant even walk properly. No appetite also, plus whole body very pain, especially my hand/fingers o.o Weird lol. :( Or maybe cos I cried just now? No idea.

I wanna buy many many dresses. My best friend is a non living thing, my best friend is a dress. LOL okay Im just talking nonsense -.- Dont know what the hell Im talking about o.o

Tomorrow got op practise with mr lim, sigh. Tomorrow no school one lor, then must go back -.- So sad, tomorrow dearest off :/ Waste my day. Plus I cant sleep when I get home later ( in the car now ) cos I haven prepared for my op :/

Feel like singing k. Feel like going msia. Feel like.. many many things.

Dont feel in a good mood also, I find everything scary. Aiya like once in a while feel this, maybe that thing coming, dont know. I cant believe I felt so sad this afternoon that I actually felt like contacting a particular someone. But then I managed to stop myself, I dont know how to also.

Actually I just wanna say sorry for everything previously. Everything I made you unhappy/irritated about. ): I miss you so badly.

Many regrets.
I hope you care.

Im supposed to be bathing now ! But since my cafe world left 5mins before it is cooked I shall wait for it to be cooked before I go and bathe, if not the time keeps dragging later and later and laterrrrrrrrr ):

School these few days have been really really boring, not that I dont like it la :X I love school this way, its like lessons end soooo early that I simply dont know what to do with my remaining time of the day O_O Bu xi guan but its really really really shuang to suddenly realise that school ends like out of nowhere cos all the lessons are cancelled HEHEHE :D Went to curry wok with the girls yesterday after school, watched them eat cos all those stuff are inedible in my opinion :x Yes I am so free that I have nothing better to do LOL -.-


Going to pulau ubin with airenz and pegz tomorrow, then prob going to the halloween event at sentosa, wonder if its fun D: But I die die also wanna go -.- Its like Ive been longing to go for this entire month already -.- Was trying clothes just now and I ended up camwhoring in front of the mirror for like half an hour, totally forgetting I was talking to pegz. LOL. :X I hope the mosquitoes dont kill me tomorrow, I hope insects dont attack me, I hope it wont rain tomorrow, I hope it'll be safe and I dont fall down or get any injuries or whatsoever tomorrow. Damn Im actually wondering why Im even going to pulau ubin for no reason-.- Because of google.com.sg when airenz and I were discussing what to do tmr? LOL.


I cant actually wait for holidays ! :D Next week will be the last week of school already, thereafter have to chiong our PW oral presentation. But nevermind la according to zhiyi and jerrold our pw kings, we so zai no need scared. LOL. -.- But still scary, especially the q&a ! :( And I hope I dont keep twirling my hair like I always do -.- Okay nevermind still got about two weeks to prepareeeee, :) Will probably be meeting the group on sunday at my place to practise ! There goes my weekend, today and tmr :X But then lessons next week also very slack, monday no official lessons also, so nevermind-.-


Subscribed to the mailing lists of like one thousand blogshops just now, dont know what got into me-.- But then I keep on visiting the few blogshops that I always do, like daily. I dont think I even need mailing lists cos each day I visit them like more than 5 times each? LOL I think Im obssessed-.- But at this rate my shopaholic character is going to develop more and more and more and Im gonna die. :( But I really enjoy shopping :/ Why cant mommy be a shopaholic too, then maybe she'll understand my mindset and let me buy whatever I wanna HAHA. Project to change mommy's thinking ! We are like totally different she doesnt care a damn about her dressing -.-


Am I like the only free one around :( Where's everyone when Im so god damn free now? -.- Previously during my exam period everyone was like asking me out, now that Im so damn free everyone's getting busy. Zzz. Including mommy-.- Wanted to go out tonight, prob to night safari or something LOL, but then ended up she came home so late from work. Im kinda obssessed over attending halloween related activities this year, dont know why. Never even knew about its existence or when it actually took place -.- Only this time o.o


I really need more things to occupy me -.- Sigh cant wait for the thousand and one things coming alongggggxzxzxzxz. Class chalet on 25thnov, class bbq on 21st nov, ares fac outing on 13thnov, and blablablablabla. Wanna know dearest's schedule damn badly so that I can arrange times when we can meet :( Haven seen her for about a week already, bla ): Sobs.

Been sleeping so much lately cos I really dont have anything to do, but I still feel tired -.- Basically these few days it has really just been blogshop, bloghop, msn, facebook, viwawa, and nothing else ! -.- Sigh, oh I love my cafe world layout :D Pink ! So BOOMZ. HAHA. :x

Ohya did I mention my com almost crashed on me that day ! I switched it on and it was like restored to default settings, like a brand new com with nothing inside, my files all gone. My heart totally dropped out but luckily after I restarted it everything was still around-.- Its only been half a year dearest laptop, please dont die on me, got tonnes of stuff in here that I will die without. All my songs and especially, PHOTOS AHHH. :(

Was bloghopping this afternoon and I saw something really really funny, laugh die me seriously LOL. Ohyessssss I hate my fringe, dont know what to do to it. Sometimes nice, sometimes so annoying ! :(

Okay Im just ranting away, its time for me to bathe, will update tomorrow after the very busy day ! Bye ! :D

Stared at your pic for like the entire night until I fell asleep thinking about you.
Imissyouxzfhduasfhueahfuewaguthaugaeufawugfweuagh till its making me sad.

Just finished my bath, damn shiok :D Wanted to sleep, but Im feeling quite awake now after my bath -.- Had training just now, finished gym early so I left to come home and nua, very tired ): How i wish I still feel tired but nooo ):

Hm so how long have I not blogged? Cant even remember already leh x.x Nothing much happened actually :X Otherwise I would have photos also :( Had FOS yesterday, it was quite okay, not as boring as I imagined it would be :) But nothing much to talk about also, basically it was just all the respective representatives of the respective faculties playing respective games LOL. Yeah then for the vball girls, won artemis and apollo, lost to athena. But overall ares is the champion for all the games or something :) Guys match was uber exciting la ! LOL. The ares vs apollo. Quite shocked to see teckseng playing for apollo cos i didnt know he knows how to play vball ! Okay la actually all guys are good in all sports -.- Anyhow play also zai one D: But seriously they were all damn pia, like fighting for life liddat :O

On a more serious note, I feel super happy that we finished and handed up our WR for PW already ! :D I&R alsooooooo, so now it seems much much much more relaxing for us :) Left with OP only, gogogogo and we'll be done with it by 13nov :D Ohya 13nov got ares fac outing ! Hope it'll be good :) Zhee wear astronaut suit? LOL.

Went to school today, shouldnt even have went seriously. Staff wellness day today, all lesson ends at 11am. However lecture from 10-11am was cancelled, 9-10am was break, and 8-9am maths tutorial was cancelled last minute-.- Damn retarded we basically went to school today just for morning assembly zzz. Nua-ed in school and played :X After that Zhee, Jo, Mina, Limmin, Dillon, Weilun, Eileen, Hongliang, and I left school at about 930, bused down to cine cos there was supposed to be at 1030am show for my sister's keeper :O


Seriously mina is damn gross. Like wth who takes this kinda picture of themselves LOL damn erxin-.- Donwan take face cos jian bu de ren ah mina HAHAH :X


Went to buy tickets and to our dismay, dont have 1030 timing? Zzzzzz seriously waste my time, scam me-.- Confirm is not I see wrong, it wasnt just me who saw the sms -.- Damn ittttttt. No choice, wanted to watch imagine that at 11am but then couldnt, cos Zhee, Weilun& Dillon had to reach school by 1pm ): So in the end, bought tickets for myself, jo, lim min, mina, and hongliang, for the 12pm show of my sister's keeper, then we went to find somewhere to eat cos it was only 10+ and nowhere open-.- On the way, we saw this ! LOL.


Dont know why the above picture so blur though :X Wa seriously this is a blessing in disguise, if it wasnt for the stupid wrong movie timing given to us we wouldnt be at cine at such an early timing, then wouldnt have a chance to take this photo. LOL. DAMN FUNNY. BOOMZ. :X


The shop also very bad lor, so openly ridicule her :X But then I think shes kinda enjoying the "fame" given to her, after I watched "shingz" yesterday LOL. But really damn funny leh, especially to clique& I, we damn excited when we see this BOOMZ LOL. REALLY DAMN BOOMZ LEH. LOL.


And they even had a contest, whereby prizes would be given to the person who made the best sentence with boomz-.- One of them was " You are so boomz can I have your number " LOLLLLLLLL. J O K E :X Damn funny seriously HEHEHE MADE MY DAY. Super boomz sia this thing ! LOL. :D


After that in order to pass time, we went to 7-11 to buy yakult, then subway to buy cookies, then burger king to buy hashbrowns :D Waited damn long for the stupid shop to open lor, 11am then open. We literally camped outside the shop, there see the guy was opening it lor LOL. So you mo. :X


Went for our lunch finally, Dillon really damn hao se sia tsktsk LOL. He was like interested in the waitress-.- Okay wait he is interested in soooo many people tsktsk. Infamous liao la you :S Ohwelllll. Had our lunch thr, wanted to play cards but then too lazy to start :X All of us ate until damnnnn full, I miss hk cafe, used to go thr so often with dearest& rude boy& joker :/ Long time never go already ! Alright then Zhee, Dillon, Weilun and Eileen left after that to go back to school while the rest of us went for the movie.


The movie was quite good ! But then I feel tsunami was better :X Cos I cried more. LOL. I quite enjoy crying during movies :X Afterall the show was very touching and very sweet, I didnt read the book so I didnt know Anna so wei da one, I thought she really so selfish ._. But ended up very touching, kept crying and crying throughout zzz. :X Tsktsk hongliang also sniffing away?!?! Guy?!?! LOL. Okay la but really v touching. :X Chionged back to school after that cos we were kinda late for our cca alreadyyyyyyy.

Alright thats all ! Received my corset tulip dress from bonitochico yesterday, and my bikini from cosycoterie today. Very happy ! Another 2 dresses from bonitochico will arrive 2 weeks or so later, as well as another zipper pullover thing 2 weeks later. Happy ! I need to stop spending but nevermind la it makes me happy so I dont care :X

Ohyes, happy birthday to you Youting ! Damn long never see you already, enjoy your 18th ! :)

Too late to sleep now :( Later got launch need to camp at the website LOL. Nevermind :X Shall rest earlier tonight, long week ahead till weekends. Only Wednesday but it feels like friday already zzz. -.-

Okay gonna slack now ! Bye ! ( wth I thought today was tuesday -.- )

Always on my mind.

/Edit. Should I go korea? :/ 25dec night, but then I'll only be back on the first, which means I'll miss new year countdown, as well as cedar homecoming :( But then I feel like going to play snow leh. xzxz -.-

Feeling very very very very x1000000 shag now but since mommy's not gonna be sleeping until like at least half an hour later, I shall blog first, though I doubt that I can actually finish a post in half an hour especially since today has been a really long day D: But then I will try my best because all I wanna do at this point of time is to. SLEEP. ):

Yesterday night was super fun with dearest, after finishing our 27dresses all we did was slack around and bloghop. Seriously stalking people is damn fun LOL. All dearest's stalking targets has become my targets as well :X Just for the sake of curiosity and having fun when Im bored :X Gossiped about people and stuff, aiya nevermind though its immoral thats what we always do LOL. Went to bed at around 1am cos we had to wake up early this morning, but ended up we chatted all the way until like close to 3am before we actually slept. Talked about alot alot alot of things, damn erxin LOL. :X Recalled many stuffs that happened in the past, sometimes when I think back I feel so retarded LOL. Peng-ed after that and woke up at like 8am-.- Totally not enough sleep and my eyes were like super swollen, everytime when I dont get enough sleep thats what I get D:

Woke up and bathed ( yes I have NO IDEA why we bathed when we were going to sentosa but since dearest wanted to be weird so I shall be weird with her :D ) , then nua-ed around a little while and left house after we were done with our breakfast. Wanted to cab there one lor but fate tells us that we should just take public transport so we trained down all the way there, ji far yi xia but nevermind with dearest's company it was fine :X Our journeys are NEVER quiet cos we are full of crap to talk about :D Bought apple juice from giant before heading over to sentosa :)


Bought bubble tea before we left also, dearest very you mo, how old liao still play with pearls LOL. Bite the pearl somemore-.- you mo :X But then this photo failed to show it :X


This is how childish dearest can get. Like owner bring dog go out liddat lor ^^


Took the tram down to siloso beach, nehneh la hot until want to die-.- There was beach volleyball competition or something, super interesting looking at all the people play :D Thought I'd see some people I know cos of the beach vball comp going on, but never leh dont have :X But it was fun watching them fly around, so zai :X


Didnt wanna tan lor, I put sunblock somemore-.- Thank god I did cos dearest is damn burnt now :X:X But being dearest's very nice dearest I kept her company though I totally didnt wanna tan, so nice you mei you :X


You mo lor the sun was soooo freaking bright that we totally couldnt look up without sunglasses D: Luckily we brought lor, though look like goggles HAHA. But nevermind fun :X


Actually I dont really mind tanning after trying it with dearest today, unintentionally. But then next time la, now dont really like to tan cos I rather remain fair :X Maybe when I decide to we'll come again HAHA :D Got uneven tan now cos previously every single time I went sentosa with the volleyballers I wore sleeved shirt and somehow I would definitely kena tan-.-


Ohya, dont know who said that if Im around the sun wont come out, confirm rain one lor. Who ah LOL. Stupid dearest so irritating X: The sun today dont know how bright lor ! Must be cos today you bark lesser thats why the sun decided to come out :X


Alright so basically the whole time at sentosa was spent talking nonsense with each other, gossiping, commenting about other people :X


And looking at super hot angmoh guys LOL. :X Seriously asian guys cant compare at all lor :S


Then for a period of time dearest pangseh-ed me and went into the water ): You mo lor no wonder she abandoned me, the water so comfortable LOL-.-


As usual we always wanted to take photos :X Wherever we go, especially when its places like sentosa ! :x But then since its only the two of us, no one to take for us leh -.- No choice so we had to ask random strangers-.-


Then right ended up the people that helped us take photos, asked us to take photo with them-.- Like zouk sia dearest LOL so you mo-.-


So no choice, in order to return their favour we just took with them -.- Spoil my pic sia dearest zzz.


Sat at the sand thinking for a long time whether we wanted to go into the water D:


Ended up we decided to camwhore first before we get into the water, cos the moment we go in dont need to take anymore photos already D: confirm go bathe :X


Sometimes I think we need to get a tripod stand or something, everytime so troublesome when we set self timer, must find all ways to let the camera stand and stuff-.- Hiring a personal photographer to follow me everywhere I go ~ :X


But then we can still do without other people's help lor :X I like this photo like to the max HEHEHE :D


Had alot of fun crapping with dearest, like when she threw sand on my leg tsktsk, kept commenting my sunglass looks like goggles, running away from crazy people ( LOL to be elaborated later ) :X ♥ dearest :D


And as usual my eyes are semi ( sammy LOL ) cos I freaking cannot open it under sunlight-.-


Alright then dearest and I decided to leave our spot after sitting there for a very long time cos we wanted to go to the bridge at the other end, so walked there. And our adventure of running away began LOL.


Initially we only wanted to take photo together, so we kinda approached people who were walking towards us for help. Nb the china woman dao me when I asked zzz -.- Then this other guy helped us take, after that there was another guy walking towards us, he wanted to take a photo of us -.-? Then after that he offered to take for us using my camera? ... Then at first we thought maybe he was just kind or something. Thereafter he started to blabber alot of rubbish nonsense that does not interest us at all, ( who cares if they're staying for 3 days or forever zzz ) only after that did we realise that he belonged to the same group who took photo for us previously, the one that took with us -.-? Wth D:


Then they invited us to join them like wth? -.- Felt super scared cos it was like 6 indian guys vs 2 of us -.- You mo, they were totally following us. Didnt know what to do/where to settle before we get into the water since we were afraid that they would snatch our belongings or something -.- Plus they were so scary la zzz like stalkers. Ended up we walked back so freaking far, to where we originally started off cos it felt safer. Nb all their fault make us walk so far-.-


We were in the water then those indian guys started swimming over zzz. Like shark sia LOL ZZZZZZZZZZ. Dearest and I ran away like mad la -.- Went up ashore, then when they left we went back to the water and they came again -.- So annoying. Anyway it was quite annoying cos the seaweed kept floating to us -.- Kept screaming like mad, so we decided to leave and go bathe :x Yay no more disgusting stalkers zzzzzzz, so effing you mo, really attack from all directions lor. Nb-.-


Bathed and stuff and walked all the way back to the beach station, took the skytrain back to vivo. Went to watsons to buy some stuff, zzz I lost like 2 clips today, 2 precious butterfly clips that I love alot-.- No idea when I lost it also, Just disappeared or something zzz, nevermind -.- Thank god nothing happened ( only for dearest and I to understand :X ), then we went to meet derek outside candy empire after we were done :X Think we made him wait for damn long :S


Wanted to go holland village cos dearest wanted to go there to eat, but then he didnt know how to drive there :X So we went to pasir ris instead. Wa the journey so long, and it was sooooo hot -.- I was totally sleeping in his car already lor-.- Damn tired you mei you. Its always like that after sentosa :S Anyway he wanted to take us to this restaurant beside the beach, but then it wasnt open for business yet :X It was only 3+ then and the restaurant operates from 5pm LOL-.- So no choice, left and he brought us to another place nearby, see horse o.o


Nehneh so smelly lor the horse/pony/whatever shit LOL. Stupid dearest and derek both like no sense of smell one leh, tell me no smell lor so you mo-.- Soooo smelly leh, couldnt stand the thought of having to dine there when I would probably die trying to survive that smell LOL. But then stupid dearest like kid liddat, keep wanting to take photo with the horse, even after we left she wanted to bring the horse home LOL. Yucks :X Refused to take photo with her LOL.


After that stupid derek play with us, drive the car away without us sia. LOL. So we went to hide also-.- Damn funny we didnt want to come out one lor, then ended up we decided to stop playing :X Leave without us sibo ! :x Didnt know where to go after that so he drove us around, went to see the red house from the outside. Dont look very scary though, maybe cos it was bright daylight :X Kinda interested to see how old changi hospital looks like but Im kinda scared :X


Drove around aimlessly because we had no idea what to eat, LOL. Was deciding between all kinda random stuffs, from chicken to laksa to bachormee to roti prata LOL. Ended up we were almost going to go to the foodcourt near derek's house at tampines-.- So you mo lor bring us out to eat, end up at his own house LOL. So dearest suggested going to tampines mall :O


Not bad quite lucky, there were parking lots :X derek speak really very you mo lor, he got this really cute accent LOL. Speak english very funny, chinese also very funny, hokkien also very funny, cantonese also very funny HAHA :x Okay very random. Anyway, decided to eat ding tai fung cos its usually very packed and crowded and stuffs and most people say that its nice. Ended up it was really really disappointing. I ordered soup and it felt like I was drinking tasteless oil -.- Dearest's noodles also not nice -.- Not sure about derek's cos I never try his, but then I think it looked horrible too LOL. So in conclusion I am never going back there again, I think crystal jade is like a thousand times nicer -.-


Walked to T1 after that, but nothing much to see also, cept the body shop sale. Went wallet shop and couldnt see anything I like :( I want new wallet leh, but very stubborn I only want elle one LOL. Other brands all I dont want-.- Even if its more expensive or what I dont give a damn. D: Went to sasa to buy my mask, then decided to buy food first before heading to marina barrage, dearest bought her donuts, then we went old chang kee to buy finger food cos I was god damn hungry. Bought stuff from polar after that, then we went down to marina barrage :O


You mo lor on the way there the sun was setting already, and the nicest scenery is to capture the sunset LOL. Derek was speeding like hell cos we wanted to chase the sun LOL. Nehneh today he put my life in danger alot alot alot of times, the way he turns is uber scary :S Think one day will die in his hands lor :X Okay choy :X


So in the case by the time we reached the sun already set :X Didnt manage to catch the sun or something, but we managed to catch the moon according to derek LOL.


Always heard people talking about how nice marina barrage is :O But maybe cos we were quite late and we didnt like bring stuffs for picnic or something, it wasnt as fun as we imagined :X The scenery was quite nice but then it cant really be seen unless you zoom in :X The scenery kinda same as those we took at singapore flyer the last time round O_O


Sat down and dearest ate her stupid donuts while I had my polar puff :D Stupid derek had like disgusting sweets that I refused to try :X I quite like the place actually, just that we went too late already D: And no picnic ! If got picnic sure very fun lor :X


Dearest wanted to take photo with this squid kite that someone else was flying LOL. But then by the time she ran there the squid not in the air already HAHAHA. LOL. See la tell you faster dont want listen to me :X Nevermind kays dearest, next time we bring kite go there fly ! Though both of us dont know how to LOL. Call other people go fly for us :X Pikachu sibo HEHE :D Hello kitty? :X


Walked around trying to find nicer sceneries to take photo, but then there wasnt much cos the place was more of construction than anything else :x Probably it'll be much nicer when the IR has finished building :D Quite looking forward to it leh, especially the one at sentosa LOL. I wanna play the rides :( And I wanna try staying at the hotel also :S Cant wait cant wait !


Went downstairs after that, bought drinks and sat down to stare at lights and slack. :X Damn nice leh the light colour, so pretty that I was totally absorbed into staring at it -.- Totally forgot everything else that was happening. LOL :x Had to leave after that cos mommy was meeting us at bugis for movieeeeee, so derek drove us to bugis :D Dearest was debating with him on the direction LOL, damn you mo. ( okay I know I used this word like a thousand times in this post -.- ) Took some time to find the way to get there but we did so in the end and he dropped us at bugis junction before he left, thankyou :D:D


Met mommy after that, nigel didnt come cos he was so tired after 6 days at obs :X Poor thing. Was supposed to watch movie but then no more tickets for my sister's keeper. Didnt wanna stay out too late so we went to bugis junction to shop instead, mommy didnt wanna shop with us so she went home lol :/ Second time going there this week with dearest, but then still managed to buy stuff LOL. The whole place selling the halter top that I just bought a few days back lor-.- Damn you mo. And its the same halter top I was wearing in the above photos-.- Was super tempted to buy alot more stuffs but then I managed to control, only bought a tube dress and 3 belts :X I seriously need to stop shopping but I cant stop myself -.- Die la -.- My wardrobe exploding soon. :S

After that dearest and I was so shagged that we trained home straight -.- Hardly de leh, tomorrow dearest work afternoon and we actually reached home before eleven. But really very tired lor, feel like dying. Quite amazed that Im actually able to finish this post. But I took like 1 hour of course, -.- Ohya and we didnt go for scream, heard that its quite good, but nevermind I enjoy shopping better LOL.

Was just thinking and considering about some stuff, hm Im quite confused over what I really want now. Somemore after hearing what mommy said, and what dearest feels, aiya I dont know la LOL. Nevermind shall see how, after all my main consideration was that I dont wanna feel upset, dont wanna feel tired, dont wanna feel confused cos Im sick of feeling all these :S

For the I-cant-count-how-many-hours dearest spent with me, we talked about alot alot alot alot of things, which reminded me of alot of other stuff. Past, present, future, whatever possible, lol. Suddenly at this point of time I miss the other two jokers alot, pure and ws, aka rude boy and joker. Times with them used to be sooo fun because they are so full of crap, like small kids liddat :X Even though things change, some memories would last for a lifetime :D Somewhat miss the four of us together :)

Ohyes, the other photos are up on facebook already, took many many many photos, many of which are repeated so I dont really feel like uploading every single one of it here, very tiring one :S You mo lor I tag already then never appear, make me tag again zzzzz. Waste alot of energy ! Okay my point is simply that if you wanna see the other photos can go my facebook, lazy upload all :S

Alright ! Im off to bed now, dont know whats up tmr, maybe pw? Very effing tired, goodnight !

Everything stopped at that moment, that moment when time just froze for me.

Currently watching 27dresses with dearest now, rented this dvd when we were out just now :)

Didnt go to school yesterday, my body was aching like nobody's business and my allergy was getting so badddddddddddd, went to the doctor's in the evening :) After that practically nua-ed the whole day at home, until now my body is still aching like mad due to the gym training, could hardly walk in school today -.-

Got back results today, I hope whatever reflected on the isp initially was correct because I really need to promote :S If whatever I saw on isp just nw is accurate, then most likely I'll be able to promote already (: Nevertheless Im just gonna believe that its true if not Im gonna suffer in pain until we get to see our econs paper ._. Played dai dee in school just now, super excited especially when we were playing the asshole dai dee or whatever they call it :X

Went to meet dearest after school at tpy central, nehneh la LOL, should have alighted afew bus stops before tpy central, but then I forgot, and by the time I told dearest to alight I was already at tpy central, so just had to walk all the way to find dearest at the library area. -_- nehneh then that stupid girl keeps barking at me !!! D: LOL ):


Walked to the dvd rental shop at I-cant-rmb-lorong-what :O Searched for a really really long time before deciding to rent the 27dresses show, I remember I wanted to watch it long long long long ago but then by the time I was free the show was off the screens already :S Damn D: So borrowed that show, then walked to the seng siong or dno what provision shop that is, to buy tidbits :D Bought like all sorts of stuff and of courseeeeee, HELLO KITTY MARSHMALLOWS LOL.


Walked back to tpy central, damn far lor dearest and I were like damn tired -.- But I think it was fine afterall since we were talking all sorts of crap on the way back :S Bused back home and nua-ed at homeeeeeeee, she was so super psyched when she opened the hello kitty marshmallow pack and realised that there was this hello kitty sticker inside LOL.


Nehneh and she keeps wanting to paste it on my head?!?! LOL.


Try me ah dearest :D LOL. Careful I chase you out of my house :X:X


Did all sorts of funny stuffs with the webcam, we basically slacked the whole night away :X But it was fun cos its been a long time since dearest came over already :D Happy !


Will be going to sentosa tomorrow morning with dearest, cos she wants to tannnnnn, then probably meeting derek for lunch together, before going for scream with jo& joey :D


Super exciting day ahead and blaaaaaaa I dont feel like thinking of photo captions anymore, very very shag liao :X I wanna watch my 27dresses ! So I shall just finish the post with the rest of the photos ! :D
















Lurbs dearest HEHEHE. Okay off to my show :D Update tmr !

Hello people ! :D Just got back from training, my leg hurts like i-dont-know-what-now after the intensive gym session we had, okay maybe it wasnt THAT intensive but i was close to dying cos its been a long time since I last trained ._. I think tmr wake up no need to walk already lor. Morever the floor was soooo dirty and my skin's quite sensitive-.- I think I need to visit the doctor's tomorrow. Since the allergy on my face hasnt fully recovered as well D:

Today was a really really bad day for me, cried like hell and stuff. I dont know whats gonna come up next, but all I know is that Im gonna be really strong and continue facing whatever is coming up for me. Like noob said, I believe that there will always be exceptions. There will always be another route out, and I dont know if you'll actually see this, but I really wanna tell you thankyou. For all the assurance, all the encouragement, instead of telling me nonsense that makes no sense at all. You made me feel like a thousand times better. I hope we'll get to treat each other that meal ! You know what Im talking about :D Very thankful for your "sagely words of advice and encouragements" LOL. :)

And of course thankyou clique for being thr, :/ And everyone who tried to cheer me up, especially dearest and airenz and peg.

Damn okay so I wanna share something with everyone HEHE :D This is what Ive seen on my phone for most of the day ! :D Super interesting I tell you :D


The max number my phone can show is 30missed calls, but in actual fact this very miserable person called me more than 30 times. Hm I think she called about hundreds of times, whenever she couldnt find her boyfriend, so in order to make herself feel better, she needs to push all the shit blame to me to get rid of her insecurity. LOL. Basically whenever I pick up, she simply puts me on hold, or choose to keep quiet. Up till now Im still not sure if she's a guy/girl ( maybe is he, maybe is it :D ), or maybe it doesnt even exist, cos it/she/he dont dare to talk ):


And my inbox totally spammed by her lor, LOL. Damn joke, jam up my inbox, damn it lor, make me reply other people super slowly, since my inbox ji limited yi xia. Then i felt very bad cos I keep replying noob very very slowly though hes trying his best to make me feel better, all her fault you mei you. Tsktsk. But its okay Im going to the police tomorrow, :D No more having to receive these messages or crazy phone calls anymore :D


Okay la actually I didnt wanna blog one lor, but I really need to share this, too interesting already :D Gonna go slack now since there's no pw cos we just handed it up today :) Confirm sleep very very early cos Im very very very shag tonight, byebye :D

Ohyes, happy birthday to huishan, grace, and bianca ! :D

Out with my dearest for the entire afternoon, had alot of fun :D As usual, thats why my dearest is one and only, irreplacable :D Previously there was a whole period of time when I was preparing for promos, couldnt meet dearest much, then just nice dearest had new events entering her life also, I dont deny there was a whole period of time I was so afraid that we would grow apart from each other but Im glad we havent :D Very the important you mei you :)

Woke up very early this morning, like about 9 when I dont even have school, its quite a miracle :X But its because I slept quite early last night, head ached super badly though I took an afternoon nap D: Slacked and used computer because I forgot that dearest was off today, if not we'd have planned to meet earlier lor :( Sobs, was talking to her on msn then we decided to meet :D Rushed to prepare and stuff, super amazing that we managed to prepare sooooo quickly, super impromptu HEHEHE :D Was out of the house like within slightly more than an hour :O


Boarded the train when dearest's train reached tpy. Damn zhun we always get onto the same cabin, same door somemore HEHE :D Happy ! Trained down to bugis, bought tickets for the show- 500 days with summer, before we went to bugis street to shop :) Only managed to walk 2 lanes, but we managed to get stuffs like even within that short period of time LOL. :X Bought a white halter dress exactly the same as dearest did, yay now we have exactly the same dress :D More more more same clothes :D Felt that it was such a steal cos I saw exactly the same dress selling at cosycoterie for like more than twice the price we brought it for-.- Bought a bag as well, stupid shop no mirror LOL, but i trust dearest's taste :) Had to rush back to bugis after that because the movie was about to start :X Bought food in, rushed like madxzxzxz but we just took our own sweet time cos we dont like to rush :x :x


When we went into the cinema it was so freaking dark that I didnt dare to walk at all-.- Cant even freaking see what was in front of me D: Luckily dearest was around if not I surely dno how to walk LOL, stupid shaw cinema ! Basically the show was really really stupid and boring -.- Was reading Weichieh aka huairen's blog in the morning, then I kinda read his comments about the show :O It was quite positive, cos he said it was even nicer than the proposal LOL, so decided to go and watch -.- Ended up it was just the whole process of them being close and apart, close and apart, and in the end Summer married another guy-.- Was quite bored throughout, wouldnt really recommend catching that show :X We'd rather have spent the time walking around and slacking, shopping or whatever :S Shouldnt have rushed our way through just to catch the show ): Not nice dont watch okay LOL, no wonder some people say they fell asleep in the cinema during the show -.- Basically I hate summer in the show, cos shes damn irresponsible-.- The way she doesnt wanna take things seriously, then keep leading him on -.-? Damn it, love is so not a game, angry ! D: It was quite distracting because throughout the whole show some kids kept spilling drinks and making noise and stuff LOL-.-


Went back to bugis street to walk after the movie ended, finished the other 2 lanes :D Bought another halter top LOL :X Stupid salesgirl damn rude, luckily we found the same top at another shop-.- Both of us bought another bag each at another shop, hehehe. :D Seriously I have to stop shopping, but then the things there are so cheap that I just cant stop myself-.- zzz. Blogshop I already cant control, no way to control buying stuff at bugis street when it feels like its free HAHA. :X After that we had to leave because dearest was going to meet connie, thought that we would reach late but ended up we reached earlier :O So accompanied dearest to wait for connie, went to our favourite place to take photo LOL. Came to the conclusion that somehow the photos there look nicer at night instead of in the day :D We really buay paiseh one, so many people walk here walk there we also dont care, just take only LOL. :X


In the end, went to buy our friendship ring at bits& pieces :D havent engraved it yet cos the ring too small to engrave many characters, but the lazy said 2-3 will be possible. No idea what to engrave yet so we'll probably bring it back another time :) 38? LOL :D After that dearest left while i went to buy powder for Nigel's obs, and home sweet home after that. :) Had a great time with dearest, I love you many many much much most most HEHE :D Im sure you'll wear our ring and nt leave it aside right !!! So pretty :D Happy !


Spent alot of money today but its okay :D Had alot of fun :) Will probably be going to the zoo with dearest this saturday, scream should be at night if im not wrong, not sure who is going also, shall see when it comes nearer :) This thought often comes to me: If dearest didnt appear, what would it be like now? I guess sometimes its all predicted, things happen for a reason, its all put in place for us :O There're many friends who have once been close to me, but I guess it didnt last for very long, or might not be consistent now. Everytime I recall, I'll wanna cherish dearest more, cherish those who are close to me now more :) Will not let it happen ! Thats why i rather spend more time going out with my loves, rather than spending time in front of the computer :O

Yet to have the time to try out dota ! LOL but its okay, I dont even know how to open the game anyway. Ohya why the blogshop haven send me my confirmation mail ! ): So long already leh !

School tmr, damn sian, no idea what the timetable is like, this week's gonna be really boring all the way until friday& saturday cos dearest is off for both days HEHEHE :D Cant wait at all :D

Short and simple days like today make me very happy :D LUV MY PUNDANG ( HAHA LOL ) :D pundang pundang :D

There's no such thing as love, only fantasy.

I feel so much better now, after my bath :D Somehow, everytime we have sleepovers i just feel so dirty and sticky and everything, be it whether im at home or at someone else's house. Dont know why either D: I will try my very best to make this post as short and sweet as possible though I always fail to do so in the end :X

Balloons were always a fear but it seemed better to get into a sabbatical course that my clique is in even if I know I will not enjoy it, in comparison to getting into a course with probably no one i know of in it D: Was assigned flower arrangement initially, but ended up I changed to balloon sculpting because Jo& Jii was assigned that course as well :D I thought the course was at 9am, but on my way to the bus stop Jii messaged me to confirm with me that it was supposed to be at 10am, so I decided to walk back home and nap -.- Overslept and mommy sent me to school instead, thanks mommy :D

Was feeling really really scared with the balloons, and they kept suan-ing me cos its a fact that Im very scared of balloons and all i did was to scream and shriek whenever I heard the sound of a balloon burst. And Im proud to say that at the end of the balloon sculpting course, I still dont know how to tie a balloon LOL. Damn it lor, but i really scared ma dui bu dui D: Was afraid that Weiyi, Jii& Jo would be irritated with me if I kept asking them to do every single step for me, so slowly I tried to overcome my fear of twisting the balloons, -.-


Although I didnt do like the entire balloon sculpture on own ( HAHA actually I didnt complete a single balloon sculpture on my own LOL, cos every single sculpture requires very complicated steps which I can get really really afraid of D: ) At the end of the lesson we brought many many many ballon sculptures back, LOL. Since the demonstraters didnt want the balloons that they made during their demonstrations, we decided to ask if we could take them home since they were so uber cute :D There was elmo, tweety, swans, etcetc leh, so cute :D Though its really useless but I think most girls just love these things :)


Thursday was back to school, but lessons were quite slack, I cant really remember what happened :X But then it was just a really really slack day for us ._. Had sexuality education talk and stuff, gossiped like mad and it was really fun HAHA. Jasmine and Melissa? HEHEHE :X Right, then the allergy on my face started breaking out, for no apparent reason that I can be sure of :O But i think its most probably either cos of threading that I did with dearest, or maybe because I used the mask and it doesnt suit me D: In any case the allergy is really irritating me cos all the while my skin complexion is quite okay. Even though its not perfect but at least I dont get pimples and stuff unless its the time of the month, then occasionally one or two will pop out. But this time is really bad D: Asked mommy to bring me to the doctor's that night, got medicine and cream to apply, till now it still hasnt fully recovered but Im at least quite glad that there is gradual improvement ._. Cant wait for it to recover totally manz.

Friday's lessons were even more boring and mundane than before, lol-.- We had so much time in between that we could even play bridge, watch saw, etcetc. Bridge with Waikeat& Jojo& Hongliang was super fun, :) I quite like this feeling of being very free, cos it reminds me of primary school days when we have post exam free periods ! :D But of course I still prefer to go home early la :X Mommy came to fetch Nigel& I after school, went grocery shopping before going for my haircut :D Its been a year since I cut my hair, just like it has been a year since I last permed my hair :O But the perm is still there HEHEHE, didnt do perming, trimmed and did hair treatment :) Very happy with it now because its fair less heavy than before, less burden :) Maybe I'll go and perm again in afew months time when the curl starts to fall even more significantly :)

Woke up really early on Saturday morning to bake cupcakes, then was supposed to meet groupmates for pw on saturday morning, at esplanade library. However it didnt occur to us that the library would be closed on a public holiday, until Jii's mom reminded her. So it was a really last minute decision to change the location to my place instead, waited for very the long for all of them to reach, especially Zhiyi who was like damn late tsktsk :X But I think it was quite productive, we did quite alot for our WR which is due really really soon. All we have left now would just be some final parts, before we concentrate more on our OP. Not much time left and its really crucial that we do our best now D: But I think we're progressing relatively well :) The whole time they were here, I was like feeding them with food :X Like 2 drinks, 2 packets of prawn crackers, luncheon meat bread, countless packets of biscuits :X Tsktsk pigs, but somehow I really enjoy feeding my guests LOL. Guess its just my habit :X Did our pw all the way until about 640 before we left cos i had something else on, mommy sent us to the mrt :D Hopefully we will complete our WR and prepare for our OP well very very soon ! (:

Sorry to Bh cos I was really really late :X Was supposed to meet him at 645 at Dhobyghaut but I think I didnt reach until like 7+ :X Walked to alps cafe opposite parklane with Bartender& Korkor Dearie, as well as Bh, since Loberz& Leslie would be late. :O Like that place alot because of the whole environment, but I hate the service there as much as I did the previous time I visited alps cafe during my birthday -.- But overall I think it was a nice place to catch up& slack& sing& do whatever we wantz :D


Bh& John the bartender who is still as irritating as ever, always disiao me tsk :X


Ohya and Leslie cut his hair, LOL. I think he looks much better before his hair was cut D: Seriously ! Dont cut your hair anymore okay belated 15th-oct-bday-boy! :D Last time nicer :X Ooh and yesterday you never do beatbox for me to listen ! Besides attempting to interupt my song when I was singing ._.


Beloved airenz was really really high yesterday, she totally just spoke nonsense into the mic, LOL. Seldom see her so crazy :X Maybe its the hormones? HAHA.


So the celebration yesterday was mainly for Leslie, as well as Korkor dearie whose birthday was on 10oct, :D Legal age already siaxzxzxz, finally tsktsk. Grats on being one year older !!! :D And one year closer to 3x? LOL.


And as usual Bh was playing with his magic cards-.- He can play his magic cards all day long without feeling sian or what D: Its like you can just leave him alone there and he wont feel bored so long he has his cards with him, be it hours or days -.- I want big coin... ):


Loberz and I were quite bored because we had to wait for a long long time before it was our turn to sing ! Each table were only allowed to sing 2 songs at once, and each table would get a turn, so we had to wait for quite a long time. I think this is someting that can be improved on since there were some tables who didnt sing, they just dian the song for the fun of listening it, and it kinda beats the purpose-.- lol.


And i koped Bartender's drink, whatever it was. Winter rose or something?


So basically the drink was horrible, hated it. LOL. Loberz should have drank Shirley's temple because she should show support to her own temple ! :X


And then Bartender just loves to crash my photo :X I look different from the last time I took photo with a drink at alps cafe :S


Once again, stupid guy crashed our photo LOL. He took like the entire 2-3hours to finish his drink-.-


Im very lazy to think of photo captions for the remaining photos, so I'll just alternate words with photos so that the entire post wouldnt look so wordy D: So the happenings would most probably not tally with the photos :X The rest was quite bored, so we decided to leaveeeeeeeee. Stood outside thinking for a long time before deciding to go to plaza sing for I-dont-know-what. Loberz wanted to eat dou hua one, but everyone was very full ._. Next time okay airenz, i promise you ! We go together :D


Ohyes and I forgot to mention, the food at alps cafe is really good, super affordable if you go on weekdays. First main course for 1280, and second one for 190-.- what the heck :O The fish&chips is damn good! Maybe cause its the kinda fish I like so I enjoyed it alot, but I really think its very nice :D


Went to ps and discussed for a very long time before deciding that they wanted to drop by my house to slack :O Went to Carrefour to buy drinks and stuff before training back to my place ! Leslie didnt go because he had church this morning , D: another time okays !! Happy belated birthday birthday boy :D


The weather was D A M N hot -.- I was complaining the entire time, cos i felt humid and hot and still air for the entire time. Especially since there were so many people around there was a serious lack of oxygen. They helped me to install dota into my computer ( not cos they are kind but cos they themselves wanna play too LOL ) , kept complaining my com speed very slow. I also know, no choice I have no idea how to secure the network so people keeps tapping into my network-.- Confirm slow :O


Joker came after awhile, slacked awhile before playing mahjong :O Played mahjong all the way until about 630, when i couldnt take it anymore. Got one of them to take over me and i went to lie on the beanbags LOL, and I think I fell asleep for quite some time, was really really really tired. Ohoh and we ordered macs HEHE, we always order macs breakfast during sleepovers ! Me lurbs macs breakfast :D


Bartender& Korkor dearie& Bh left in the morning at around 7, while we went to sleep D: Was feeling super sleepy and all, but mommy had to wake me up to lecture me, lol. Had a good talk with her, cried like mad but I hope things will get better. Sometimes I know that there's the need to put things across but that cant be acheived without an open mind, seriously lol. Maybe my crying contributed to the reason why Im feeling so tired now-.-


Woke up at 11+ and gossiped, stalked people on facebook and stuff HAHA. Blogshopped, for the second consecutive time, I haven bought anything at bonitochico :D Was really tempted to purchase the pretty dress but I kinda decided that it was really similar to the one that I just got, though it hasnt been delivered to me yet D: I must stop shopping so much ): I want new shoessssss roar D:


Ordered canadian pizza for lunch, thanks mommy :) Luv the chicken wings very very very much, damn nice ! Besides that it wasnt really interesting. Hehe. Watched tv and slacked and stufffff, before joker decided to go home after lunch :O I still dont know how to play dota even though it has been installed into my computer ! In fact I dont even have any idea how to start it lol. -.-


After that it was left with only Loberz& i, was bloghopping and we managed to link from one person to another, LOL. The world is really really small, everyone is like linked in one way or another in a particular area. Tsktsk. Anyway ! I think that the stupid feeling is fading already, quite happy about it cos it isnt bothering me unless I go and think about it :D


Loberz went back about an hour ago, its 440 now ! Had quite alot of fun though i really hate waking up sweating when i fell asleep in the hall. Mahjong was love :D And a simple dinner with the rest was really enjoyable :) I think we should always do this consistently, but Singapore is just so boring. Lol.


Very sleepy now, Im going to sleep soon ! But then my cafe world food will rot if i dont collect it -.- Dont know how, it just doesnt make sense to sacrifice my sleep for a stupid game D: Sobs. But I dont wanna waste my food ! D: Dang. I only slept for like 3 hours or so, Im so tired now that I'll probably fall asleep all the way until night :O

Not sure if Im going for the 4z gathering tomorrow, it'll depend on whether Huishan& Levinia will be going. And it depends on whether I have the energy to as well, today has been extremely exhausting though Ive been slacking for the past few days. I want to go out so much but then again I feel so very very very tired. -.-

Thanks Loberz& Joker for helping me secure my internet, now people cant tap in anymore ! Yay. I hope no one accidentally switches off the settings, lol. It doesnt dc anymore now, so lovely ! Not like previously when I had to reset the modem like all the time. I love the internet now, so fast !! :)

I wonder why my confirmation email for the two dresses that i ordered through backorders isnt here yet :( So long already, somemore i paid already ! Hopefully it'll come really soon cos I want that dress so badly.

Sometimes I think life is great, though sometimes its a little contradicting and untrue. But nevertheless all these are enough for me already. At least Im not some no-confidence-no-friends-so-I-have-nothing-better-to-do-crazy-woman-that-goes-around-insulting-other-people. LOL. No lifer. -.-

I decided to get back to my diet ! These few days have been eating, I feel so guilty -.- Back to my crazy diet, no more food, even those low-fat ones tsk. D I E T. F A T.

Okay its time for bed, nights ! :) Will upload the photos to facebook later when Im awake !

Im serious, DO NOT PUSH ME. It will only backfire.

everyday's super tiring for me, wonder when i can finally have a good night's sleep and rest well zzz. this kinda short sleeping hour makes my mood really bad and i can get really touchy at times though its supposed to be happy times now ._. was damn sian in the morning cos i looked at the sabbaticals list and no one i knew was in the same course as me, cept for linying and debbie. linying was on mc and didnt come in the end, then thank god debbie was around, so i had the company of yiran, michelle& mei ling. really xing hao lor, if not bored die me. i expected sabbats to be quite bad since i didnt know anyone well, but turned out it was fine and i met new people :D felt like orientation at first LOL and i forgot my indemnity form :x as expected HAHA. took bus all the way down to bukit merah central for the thing, the place so ulu lor ! and this is what we did !


okay la LOL. besides camwhoring we did other stuffs too :X although i admit we did camwhore quite a fair bit for a baking course LOL. :X but it was fun during the hands on part, :D theory part was damn boring, can fall asleep-.-


paired with yiran for the doughnut making part, damn cool HEHE, we had heart shaped doughnuts, normal doughnuts, sticks and the curry kind O_O


had alot of fun shaping the doughnuts with yiran, cos i think thats the only thing we did to the doughnuts ! the other ingredients were all prepared by the ladies, all we had to do was mix everything or something -.- quite unrealistic but nevermind. D:


went for breakfast/lunch while waiting for our dough to rest, had macs breakfast HEHEHE, love macs breakfast alot alot alot ! :D chatted about all sorts of stuffs while we were having our breakfast, then went back up, only to see that we were prob the last group to reach HAHA, everyone damn enthu LOL. after donuts was the demo of muffin makinggggggg


then we fried our donuts after that, debbie's turned out quite burnt and she was upset :X


and i loved the way yiran& mine turned out, not burnt :D got to decorate our doughnuts ! those on the rght is mine while those on the left is hers :D p r e t t y ! :D got to take back with us the curry donuts, packed up and then we left the place, back to school :D sabbats was much better than i expected heh heh hehhhhhh :D


went to meet dearest after that, bus-ed down to amk hub :) damn long never dan du go out with dearest, today was a happy day ! its our .. beauty day. LOL. our aims for today wasnt to shop for clothes but to look for make up and facial stuff :X went to buy movie tickets first, got the tickets for the 730 movie for the tsunami show whose title i have no idea how to spell. forgot :X walked down to amk central to choose the shop we wanted to do threading at, since it was our aim of the day. chose this shop in the end, took turns to do our threading x.x watched dearest first, and when it came to me i really felt like dying , damn pain leh zzz. like want my life liddat, it was so much more painful than the last time i did at bioskin. -.- the one at bioskin hurts but i didnt like cry, i teared only. this time i was totally moaning in pain out loud LOL. this shows how pain it is !!! sobs. dearest keep saying me crybaby-.- did eyebrow trimming as well, quite sad she cut off my very long eyebrows, but okay la at least it doesnt look too bad now D: ohohoh and when she was done with our threading at first, we had like white spots all over our face, spots that looked like mosquito bites but they arent mosquito bites :O

bought tiptop curry puff for both of us, then went to look for mascara after that, wanted to try it out LOL. have yet to try it cos im very very tired now, i'll probably do it tomorrow when im more free since most prob i'll be at home tomorrow or something, unless something crops up. chose for a long time before i bought the one that dearest recommended, and she bought stockings as well :) wanted to buy the glitter thing one lor, but cos my double eyelid very obvious, if i put that there's no effect at all, so decided to just stop at mascara for today :X bought koi milk tea HEHEHE, loveeeeeeeeeeee. bought mask, and went to look at rings after that, from couple lab to bits and pieces. i think dearest and i both like the one at bits and pieces lor D: dearest shall we get that one for our friendship ring ): me really like that very very very much. got the urge to go and get it like tmr LOL-.-


walked around after that, went to look for stickers at mini toons HAHA, dearest bought this sticker LOL you mo :X but damn cuteeeeeeee. the expressions are damn cute when its close up ! but cant really see here ):


went to buy cass' present after that ! dont know if she likes it but i think i already tried my best D: still haven got leslie's gift and his birthday is like god damn soon, no idea what to get for him at all. bought rubberbands and then we went to buy food to bring into the cinema since we hadnt had our meals yet ! somehow time passes very very quickly when im with dearest, we had so many hours to spare before our movie, but somehow or another all the time just flew away ._. bought food from shi lin and drinks from ntuc before we went in :)


the movie was damn good i think :D cried like mad LOL. somehow i can picture myself in the same event, though i hope singapore will never have to experience whatever was reflected in the show, cos i think singapore would just totally be wiped out, dont even need to run lor lol. D: the show was damn sad, most of the main leads lost their loved ones :/ cried like mad esp when the guy cut the rope at the expense of his life, and when the old man died while saving the young chap. zzz. damn touching you mei you. very worth watching !


walked to i-dont-know-what-block after our movie, sat there and chatted like we always do. didnt know fountains are built among estates o.o lol. so weird but cool, the feeling was as though we were at taka, like we always do sit thr to chat after our movies, before we go home :D talked and caught up, since dearest and i haven met for like in a long long time ): back to times when we saw each other so very often k dearest :X:X


took photos at the fountain place :D wanted to take photo when the fountain was stil on one lor, but then at 1010 or so it switched off-.- like 1010 only lor ! so we had no choice but to climb up and make do with the waterless fountains D: though the effects still quite nice cos of the lightings, as seen in the above picssssssss :D went back to amk hub after that and bought yakult LOL. its like our routine, and thereafter, at our usual spot ~ LOL. :X


and i think we kinda fount a new spot we can take photos at :x :X cabbed home after that while dearest took her bus home ! me am very very very tired now, eyes going to close alr, but i had alot of fun with dearest today though it might be a very very simple day. missed you alot alot alot dearest though i just saw you yesterday LOL. wear the same shirt another time okayyyy x;


there's sabbats tmr, again. balloon sculpting. should be okay cos jii& jojo inside. but still feeling uber sian cos i dont feel like waking up so early in the morning for sabbats-.- zzz. haven bloghop but im very sleepy now !! today couldnt enjoy myself fully cos i was harassed by this person the entire day. me have changed my phoine number cos of that, my mom will be using my number now, while i will be using her.s chat me to get my new number !!! unless you wanna contact my mom, dont contact me at my number :X

i hate home, i hate being at home. zzz.

feel like playing dota ! LOL okay this is lame zz. i will upload the photos onto facebook tmr !

mei you shi wang de xi wang shi ren sheng zui bu ling ren shi wang de xi wang.
h o p e.

Trying to protect you from the lies that your heart tells,

time to blogxzxzxzxz after editting many many many photos, cos javier has some "nan yan zhi yu" so his face cannot be shown LOL. walaoz edit until i want to die !!! one by one you mei you ! angryz.

slept until bao bao yesterday, before rushing out to meet joker& his friend for movie, sorrority sow ( forgot how to spell LOL damnz ). nehnehneh, make me rush down all the way to woodlands, quite surprised that mommy let me go also, lol. cos didnt go granny's house though it was a sunday :X on the way to the cinema , saw da yi zhang O_O LOL. damn qiao ! bought tickets before we went to the arcade to walk around, then went back up for the movie. bought popcorn, the girl in front of me damn annoying, she totally just stood everyone up zzz. the movie was abcDAMN nice :D so exciting ! not horror though, but its the kinda action show that i enjoy watching, so i liked the show alot (: worth watching !

after that joker's friend left cos he had to book in back to camp, was about to go home alr, then decided that i wanted to go to ikea to take a walk ! wanted to take a look at the possible furniture i can get to revamp my room, so joker kept me company. waited for tey at yewtee, while we went to the foodcourt and whatsoever to rot, then joker took me to pet shops and stuff-.- think he wanted to buy a leash to tie himself up ^^ waited a super long time for tey to reach before we trained down to commonwealth and took a bus down to ikea, thanks peg dear for keeping me company on the phone on the way thr :)

didnt walk much, cos i shy LOL. tey was around then i also not very sure what i was looking for, so just bought something on behalf of someone, took a catalogue and left. yes thats what i did after travelling for so long zzz. ohoh and i saw theodore there with his parents. :D waited for joker to finish his food before we attempted to walk back to the mrt, almost sprained my leg on the way, so i decided to just flag a cab and go home instead (: joker refused to take photo so i can only tou pai his hair. his new hair style HAHA.


peg dear& javier came over at about 1am last night, so you mo, both lost LOL. peg alighted at the wrong bus stop, took a cab over at the expense of the midnight charge :X come so many times le still lost tsktsktsk :X then javier was lost too, had to go and fetch him at i-dont-know-where-he-even-was. D: so basically we spent the whole night playing mahjong at viwawa with joker& tey, as well as played wii, mario kart so fun !!! own die you all LOL. :D didnt sleep until like about 5, and we woke up at 8+ -.- rushed and prepared because we were supposed to meet dearest& gp& shu at 10 at vivo x.x was in a super duper hurry that i didnt take one million years to try clothes LOL. :X and somehow we reached earlier than them ;x


peg's favourite sentence today is, "take money throw at them" LOL. okay our inside joke, very lazy to type it all out. waited for dearest& gp to reach, went giant to buy tidbits and drinks, then left for sentosa without shu cos he would be joining us only later :) this gp hor, damn you mo, even hairdryer also bring-.- bth LOL. so hiao, worse than girl ! :S while we were on the tram it started raining zzz. LOL. without fail everytime i go sentosa, it would rain-.-


but luckily it stopped when we got thr, and the whole place quite empty, i like !! dont have to snatch for court like we do everytime we go thr, cos very few ppl around :D but the nets that were closer to the sea were all taken, only left with those v far from the sea :O so no choice, took the net nearer to the road and we kept having to pick the ball back halfway through-.-


gp didnt play much cos he needed to protect his hand from injuries. LOL-.- must maintain fair and white skin -______- so he became our photographer LOL, which was quite good in a way cos we hardly get shots of us playing ball cos usually no one would be free to take photo for us :X HEHE.


i realize i have this really bad habit LOL, my leg will lift up when im setting or hitting in a very relaxed way :O


dearest played very very well after guiding herrrrrrrr, she could receive most ball, even those hard spikes HEHEHE. :D happyz !!!


peggy also hen hao !! LOL. not bad alr i think, from totally dont know how to play, we managed to play some rallies :)


this photo very you mo peg looks like shes running for her life or something LOL.


dearest very cute one, throughout the whole time she kept telling me " bu ke yi bu ke yi " and then she hit the ball over LOL. "ke yi de la dearest" ;x


and javier's favourite action, jump. LOL. okay this is second favourite, the epic one is behind :X


gp kept saying that his photo taking skills very good, anyhow take also can take photo of the ball in the air LOL. take me fall down?!


not bad you mei you. serve you mei you peg. :D


credits to the pro photographer mr liew hua feng :O


dearest and my mo qi was damn good LOL. :X bu kui shi wo de dearest :D


wheres the ball LOL. oi gp, what happen to your pro photography :X


HAHA THIS ONE DAMN FUNNY LOL. javier's epic move and favourite action, LOL. dearest said he looks like he is jumping up and scolding "f you" LOL.


gogogo dearest HEHEHE. poor thingz lor. play until blue black D:


nv play ball for a long time, my hand was damn red after the whole thing also, though it doesnt really hurt as much as it did for the rest :x


see javier always got you mo actions.


run peg run LOL dk what she doing in this photo though :X


okay last one ;x the rest will be up on facebook once ive added the smiley face in the photos that require my handling. lazy to upload so many !


gp: i really look like girl in this photo lor !


after that shu came and joined us, played ball for awhile until dearest and peg's hand both hurt alot already, was too painful for them alr so we decided to stop and rest. shu's ball also damn power one lor, alot alot alot alot of strength tsk. and gp very you mo, in order to protect his lovely hand, the only thing he did was to set LOL. but okay la nt bad alr :X while everyone's hands felt so painful, stupid javier was like "mine not pain cos i hit it the other way ( which is apparently wrong LOL) " -.-


i think this photo very artistic lor, then stupid peg say not sobz? artistic what.


and as usual, we just had to take photos since we were already at sentosa :D all of us who went !! (:


the girlsssssssssssssssssssss


and the guysssssssssssssss


and the girls again cos the girls always have privellege in taking photos LOL.


very lazy to put captions alr lol, 1154 alr i want to slp :(


there was one photo that i totally looked freaky, like some non living doll or something. just looked funny and it was just weird -.- scary :S


but these two were much better, luv self timer :D


decided to buy drinks after that, so the guys stayed behind to look after our stuff while the girls went ! saw peacocks on the way and dearest wanted to take photo with it, but the peacock so scared that it ran away, with dearest chasing it LOL.


bought drinks back, dearest& peg wanted to eat ice cream so we went to ben& jerry's together to buy :D they were making waffle cones and it smelt so nice, so i bought waffle cone without ice cream LOL. gp laughed at me when i went back, very funny meh LOL. nice what. :S even the stupid sales girl also laugh at me, nehneh whats wrong siaxzxzxz. sobz ):


we wanted to take photo of the siloso, before going down to the waters :X so some of us put our lives at risk to take this photo LOL. seriously so many dangerous stunts okay, all climbing around like monkeys. i didnt dare though LOL. couldnt overcome my fear-.-


it was super funny cos dearest couldnt get down LOL. then javier couldnt get down too HAHAHA. that one super funny he was stuck in this awkward position :X shu best liao, dno how he climb up so high one, guo ran is ns finish de nan ren LOL. super satisfied with the photos !!


down in the water it was super duper uper x100 fun LOL. all of us went in cept gp who insisted on keeping his hair dry, but ended up he went in also. played monkey in the water, gp tried so hard to intercept the ball but he just couldnt LOLLLLLLLLLLLL. then when he finally did so, we called it the end of the game LOL. damn funny, all bully him HAHA.


gp also like one tiko, keep swimming towards us, zzz like pervertic liddat so scary LOL. eh no shouldnt say swim cos he dont know how to swim ^^ LOL. we kept laughing at him throughout the whole time cos he really damn joke LOL. his pockets on his shorts bloated up so much with the seawater that it looked like boobs that sagged HAHAHA.


played loads of stuffs in the water, damn funny LOL. from piggy backing each other, to somersaults ( ya peg somersaulted into the water and gp shouted SEALION LOL ), to chasing each other, to splashing water, it was soooooooo much fun in the water LOL :D


the tide was quite high though, couldnt go very deep into the water. it was still quite near shore when i already had to tiptoe to reach the ground lol. D: that shows how high the tide was ! oh how can i forget to mention, gp was bio-ing girls like the entire time LOL. tsktsktsk, OHHHHH and we kept disturbing him, cos he is so fair that he looks like a girl more than a guy, kept trying to psycho him to tan, but he refused to listen, insisted on remaining fair like my fair lady -.-


lightning alert was on after that but we refused to get out of the water cos it was so much fun LOL. dno what javier& gp was doing, zzz, they a hole so deep to booby trap ppl-.- then they kept kicking sand on me, ended up so much sand entered my fbt that i had totally no idea how to remove it LOL. first time experiencing such nonsense :X cos hardly go sentosa with such nonsense ppl also LOL. the lifeguard wanted us to get out of the water cos of the lightning alert, so he kinda made a deal with us, for us to get out of the water if he took a photo for us :X so no choice, made the deal and went to bathe after that LOL.


the cubicles were ALL OCCUPIED-.- no choice so we decided to bathe in the public showers, but the insides damn sandy, spent a damn long time trying to become clean again, but it was quite a fun process HAHA. halfway through our bath it started pouring LOL, we're seriously damn lucky, if we hadnt left we'd probably have been caught in the rain :X i kinda agree with dearest that this sentosa experience is so fun, that even the bathing experience is damn fun LOL. :X waited for the guys to be done ( ya guys take longer than girls nowadays eh, what more do you expect with gp around LOL ). too bad gp couldnt find a power socket so he couldnt use his stupid hair dryer LOL. took the tram back to beach station :)


when we reached there the sky train just left zzz. so you mo. cant wait for the stupid ir to open soon ! i wanna go and stay, for experience sake at least once D: and i hope the rides will be fun, the roller coaster looks fun ;x they keep extending the opening of the ir, it was scheduled to be end of 2009 previously and now its going to open only in 2010 :O sadz. singapore too boring we need more places of attractions to go to ! D:


went to meet airenz after we reached, decided to go and eat cos we were all very hungry, didnt eat anything the entire day and we spent so much energy running here and thr chasing after the ball and laughing like mad when we were in the sea LOL. i ran alot especially when i was alone in the entire court trying receive set and spike by myself every single time :s conclusion, the food was quite nice i think HEHE, or maybe we were just hungry ! left after that, and while waiting for shu to smoke we went to the national geographic placeeeeeeee to walk around :O


somehow we spent alot of time in that place. quite curious to know how the place with temperature of minus something something feels like LOL. but then no point going in when we were wearing fbts. cold die us D: the stuff there, is damn expensive and pointless to purchase. seriously have no idea how come people would even spend those amounts of money buying those stuffs that are not worth the money. $23 500 for a cupboard? crazy LOL. not even a cupboard, its a drawer -.-


shopped around after that, went to many many many shops ! i like the heels at zara sobz, but i so tall already, with that heels my height would be life threatening to many people LOL -.- sometimes i wish im a little shorter so that i can wear higher heels LOL. maybe im weird but i just like heels :S pretty leh, envious of ppl who can wear heels without worrying its too high ): went to forever21 i think, then airenz& peg very you mo, they went to wear this damn you-mo-looking hat LOL-.-


went to slack at a place after that, sat down and chatted about all sorts of stuff, for quite a period of time :O i think simply slacking like that was already very fun in my opinion. dont know if its cos im very easily satisfied, or maybe it was really very fun today, took me away from all the nonsense that i dread thinking about. was deciding where to go/what to do, but didnt think that coming to my place tonight is a really good idea cos nigel is still having exams, cant make noise or what also. if you guys wanna come over sat night will be alright, let me know if you all intend to plan anything (:


decided to leave after tht, cos we were all really tired alreadyz. all of us went back home respectively while dearest& gp went to collect shoes together. todayz was a really fun day, everything from 10am all the way until 8pm :) we should have this more often HAHA. the weather today super love, super on our side :D

loberz me wants you to be happyz, make sure you release enough, dont bottle everything up inside. being quiet doesnt show youre fine, it shows something is wrong ._. dont make me worryz kayz !!! lurbz.


those who went to sentosa today, if you want the uncensored photos you can get it from me ! if not just get all the censored ones that im gonna post onto facebook right after im done with this. damn shag but i wanna get everything done tonight. ji mafan lor all that editting zzz.

sabbaticals tmr, feel damn sian about it -.- sigh dont feel like going but i have no choice, my attendance very chui already. will most prob be meeting dearest after my sabbats, hopefully it doesnt end late or something.

these few days life has been very bad, i feel so sick of home. its just a thought, im not some crazy kid who will do immature stuff lol.
then again it will make me think of how you always used to calm me down.

If i were you i would stay right where you are, i wouldnt come near this broken heart, just turn around and leave here. Cause i think my heart is giving up.

i take my words back, because i didnt mean everything mean i said.
cause i had always hoped for something positive, nt otherwise.

HELLLLLLLLO HAHAHA, PROMOS ARE LIKE OFFICIALLY O-V-E-R since yesterday 1015am ! :D maths paper on thursday was screwed, like totally -.- bio was quite manageable i think, dont know if i answered correctly or not though ! :S lover& peg dear came over on thursday night at around 11+, ( yes thurs night though i had a paper on fri HEHE :X ) tried cramming in stuffs while they were around, went to sleep around two while the two crazy girls went on fa shen jing-ing the entire night. i was like half asleep the whole night, was so sure about them disturbing me-.- LOL laughter the whole night manz. and ended up this is what they did when i was asleep:


what the hell LOL. and they even webcammed with gp, and through the webcam he obviously saw me sleeping damn LOL. but nvm gp saw me sleep before also so buyaojin. stupid girls so bad you mei you D:


so finally now i know why they were laughing THE ENTIRE NIGHT. i think i heard them saying that they wanted to sleep at five, when i was slping :O in any case they really crazy one :X who laughs over videos at midnight 4am while their friend is asleep. no one other than them HEHE.


after the paper ended instead of feeling happiness at the very instance, the girls were helping me to cover cos something horrible occured during the horrible time of the month -.- went all the way to betty ( name of a toilet LOL ) with clique before going home, thanks girls for helping me :X cabbed home and the two crazy girls were awake alr :O


that stupid peg quite disiaoing about the. "help you put" thing LOL. nvm our inside secret that only the three of us know-.- asked auntie to prepare food for them before we set off for www, we had SWEET clam chowder that was like condensed-milk-sweet -.- damn damn damn disgusting, first time drinking such disgusting soup D: prepared in a rush and i left out alot of things in the process cos we were late -.- got auntie to bring my hair cream and sunblock down for me after we left but then i still left my charger out in the end zzz-.-


waited super long for the bus, there were renovation works going on, which made us almost deaf -.- met my long lost friends at bugis, then we went trained down to pasir ris together, the journey super duper duper long ! neh. bus-ed down to wild wild wet, bought tickets, waited for friends to finish kfc, before we went to change and off we went to the water :D


OHYA just to show you how cute my airen is, :D


peg repeatedly told me how boring www was but i wouldnt believe it, cos the first and last time i went to www was when it just opened in i-cant-even-remember-which-year. the queues were so bad then, i didnt manage to play anything besides dip inside the shiok river :O played every single attraction they had yesterday, excluding open slide waterworks cos it was under maintenance. we even played the cycling thing LOL-.- cos airenz wanted to :D ular ular was quite fun in my opinion, though they all felt it was nothing LOL-.- the wave pool was quite boring cos the wave was quite weak i feel, in comparison to the one at jurong. so was the lazy river, though we spent most of our time in there, pushing each other off our floats HAHA. damn fun LOL. and overturning ourselves ;x like retards but its okay i think that was fun :D poor lover got "knocked down" by a little boy who came zooming down from the mini slides, poor airenz !! :( the waterworks was super boring cos it was so bloody slow, besides absolute darkness i dont see the point of that attraction at all -.- enjoyed the v shaped thing most, so fun LOL. but it was so torturing carrying that freaking thing up the steps, firstly its so heavy secondly its so high up-.- i think they should like invest in a machine to bring it up or something-.- okay in conclusion 8 bucks for off peak student promo price is fine for the very limited stuff we can do there, but i wont be gg there for a long long time ;X


went to ehub, transferred money for my dresses while friend bought slippers. went to downtown east fish& co express for dinner :D seriously i think fish& co express is damn nice LOL. compared to fish& co, so much cheaper and nicer. tsk D: though its really weird that they dont provide knives-.- decided for a long time our plans after that, then we decided to train down to amk for pool :o stopped at bugis along the way to city hall to change train, because we had to pass something to rude boy pure, and he reached so late that we missed 4 trains just to pass him the stupid cd-.- went to pool, saw gp ! LOL. damn qiao, like always camp thr one lor he :S and i thought i saw someone who looked really really really like ass! but is nt him, but really hen xiang lor !!!

my friend left halfway through to go home to put stuffs, while we continued ! after that keith came to find airenz so she left, played with gp& matt after that :D damn cool the two of them hen power :x like wanna kill the ball liddat -.- continued with our plan after that, other friend went home to take stuff, while peg& i trained back to her placeeeeeeee, met my friend on the train and we went tgt :O checked movie timings but no nice movies, then the 3m acne patch thing out of stock also. so no choice, went back to peg's place, watched invitation only. cos the stupid joker told me that it was how nice how nice, but i was having exams so couldnt watch. he said it was nicer than saw-.- imo saw is a v v v v v nice show with extremely good plots, so i expected alot from the show, which in the end was just about a group of saddistic ppl who loved to kill other ppl, and went on to stab, cut, torture the victims-.-

went to fetch other friend after that, then peg taught them hw to play mahjong :D happy cos now i can play better alr LOL. next time can play already :) played all the way until 430 when our macs delivery arrived HEHE. i love macs breakfast alot ! but usually got sch cant eat, weekends wont wake up so early also :O macs breakfast delivery reminds me of the past where i stayed up till 7am/9am every morning to keep someone company, then macs delivery always arrived when i was zaking halfway HAHA. right then after breakfast, my friend decided to cab back homeeeeee, while the remaining three of us slacked and nua-ed since nt enough ppl to play mahjong alr D: went to rest on the bed and ended up i fell asleep and couldnt wake up alr LOL. so sorry friends i couldnt tong all the way till morning with you all :x slept all the way until 11+ i realised everyone else was asleep too :X after that we woke up and talked a little while before going back to sleep and waking up at 1+ LOL. :X

went to fetch lover after that, and my friend took the cab that airenz alighted from and went home :) after that airenz, peg& i walked to boonlay market ntuc to buy drinks for the bbq, walao damn heavy -.- while we were walking down the steps there was a lady who slipped and fell down like on the steps-.- must havebeen really painful O_O taught airenz how to play mahjong, nt bad airenz very smart, smarter than my friend LOL. after that keith and matt arrived, played 4 ppl mahjong for a little while before going out to the bbq pit to prepare :O


was opening the umbrella thing connected to the table, airenz saw something moving, she said it was a frog. then keith said it was a toad LOL. there was so much commotion that even the ppl at the next pit came over to look :O ended up it was a bat i think O_O damn eeky, zzz. stoned at the pit while waiting for wc to come, but he was uncontactable -.- decided to start the fire with mainly keith and matt doing the job, luckily nv wait for him cos he didnt reach all the way until 8+ -.-


damn proud of myself, cos i helped with cooking the food ! LOL. ben xiao jie normally dont cook for people one lor, kai wan xiao :X but i actually helped to cook despite it being very hot :X okay i know its a small thing but im still v proud of myself LOL. hate peg, keep say i useless -.- airenz said she will keep the food she ate in her stomach, cos cooked by me HAHA. :X


tou-pai-ed by airenz while i was bbqing the food with siegy. thank god he helped out quite alot, if not i dont think we'd have been able to cook the food :O nicole, audrey& her friend came as well :O


after that was slacking time with airenz at the playground cos i was feeling damn hot from all the bbq-ing LOL. :D LURBSSSSSSSSSSS.


thanks alot airenz for listening to me talk, complain and everything. thankful i had you around just now, thanks for nt neglecting me or leaving me alone cos i dont know everyone else well besides you and peg :s sometimes small actions like this leave a lasting positive impression ! :D and similarly small actions may also leave a horrible imprint of a dismerit. lol.


was talking to airenz and we were planning a barbecue another time soon HEHEHE. though i dont really like to eat bbq food, but then i enjoy the process of it all, that is if there is no rain-.- the other time we had a bbq it rained so heavily that we had to seek refuge and we lost alot of food in the process-.- the pit was so wet that we could hardly start a fire. aiya i remember how bad it was the other time LOL, and the pit was so far-.- this time round i will make sure it goes well, cept for the fact that i cant control the weather zzz-.-


airenz always like little girl liddat, walk also cant walk straight line, then always hungry also, like toddler LOL. super duper cute xzxzxz :X


decided to leave at around 10+, shared cab with matt, keith& airenz as the driver dropped us off one by one :) feeling damn shag now cos i haven had a good rest since i cant even remember when. before exams it was mugging, after exams im struggling for time to play, so many activities-.- wild wild wet made me damn shag, and tonning as well, with the bbq added on. super sleepy now ! but i had alot of fun these few days, BYE TO EXAMS, for now. ._.


tmr's sleepover with the clique is cancelled cos of last minute stuffs, nevermind we'll go out next week okay ! :) feeling really bored, feel like going to ikea tmr lol. shall see how it goes ! sentosa on monday !

ohyes, once again, happy birthday to michelle darling ! wishing you a very very happy 19th birthday, i dont want to see you sad ever again kays, must always keep that smile going. love you !! :) anddddddd, happy birthday to korkor dearie ! happy 21st, legal age finally HAHA. enjoy finally being an adult, a botak adult LOL. :D

OKAY OFF TO BED NOW VERY TIREDDDDDDDDD HAHAHA NIGHTS. im so gonna sleep until 3pm !!! must wake up at 3 if nt my cafe world food will be overcooked LOL. okay bye !!

i dont know if you would see this, dont know if you would know/ understand. but if i could turn time back, i wouldnt do things the way you didnt like it. if you let me know, i'd do everything i can to change 180degrees for you, because i believed it was meant to be.


and until now i still hope it is.

edit/ IVE DECIDED THAT.........
i dont actually need what i think i need. it is whom i am sure i need, who i really need, not who i think i need. and i already have those i neeeeeeeeeeeed :D with my beloved airenz, peg, dearest, mich, clique of crazy jojiijasmine, superglue, and those i know i can always talk to when i need ( shy to say LOL ) the rest doesnt matter anymore.

YOU, YOU BELONG TO THE REST YOU JERK. I WAS SO WRONG ABOUT YOUUUUU :D i know you will see this ! cos you are just person whom i thought was different but no youre not ! :) die, you !

hesitated for a very long time before deciding that i should blog. lol :x for too long a period of time, blogging to me has been just all about posting photos that i forgot the basic purpose of blogging. O_O

just saw something lol. felt very upset by it, but then i cant say anything nor do anything about it, so here i am :)

three papers down, two more to go. gp and chem was generally manageable, econs was okay except that i have no idea if i wrote the correct thing or not. besides that, promos hasnt made me felt like dying so far. two more papers, maths tmr and bio on fri and its liberation thereafter ! :) i hope i'll really be able to enjoy myself :/ i am so gonna die for tmr's maths paper cos i know nth about maths, prob will spend more time on bio to make sure i make it for bio. x.x

i felt really happy about the fact that chem today was so manageable but when i reached home and saw whatever i saw all my mood just flew away. gah whatever-.- its been so long but i still cant seem to let go :O its still on my mind just that i dont bring it up to talk about it as often as before. then somehow or another it just gets me really down but i know i gotta put it aside cos...

ITS STILL PROMOS PERIOD-.-

okay bye me am off to study. the next time i update would probably be after liberation ! to count in terms of hours, i have less than 48hours to endure to liberation HAHA. about slightly less than 46hours ! ohmy HEHEHE. cant wait !!

if i had a choice to restart, i just wouldnt.
i had so many plans, just that you wanted to exclude yourself outta it. lol.

happy mooncake festival ! :)
actually i thought that this day should be filled with warmth and love and happiness. but today i feel so empty lol. yes the family is at home, but each doing our own stuff, dont feel anything at all. maybe its cos exams are just a few days away, have to stay at home and study. but still very sad lol.

staying at home makes me feel really bored and lonely, i wish i can be out there playing candles also. but too bad i cant. haven really experienced this kinda feeling before. even when it was o levels period last year, i went out as usual with my four loves. so today makes me feel bored& sian& lonely, and makes me miss the three of them alot.

today is just a crappy day where i feel really emotional. okay ive been feeling like this the whole week lol.

i miss everyone.

spent these few days doing maths& watching ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni at the same time. its been only two days and im already at episode 21 :x lol. shed alot of tears, thought alot of stuff while i was watching the drama :/ though its a drama, many many many things are true, but many of which arent realistic enough to be carried out. because life is actual, there are no ngs. apparently. :)


i simply cannot wait for promos to end. yet at the same time there is no way i can describe the fear in me.

i hope everyone had a nice day today, enjoyed the love the fun.
i hope you did too. i miss you so much. holding back.

dont know why i clicked on the 7a posting site instead. almost posted there O_O xia si ren LOL.

i haven blogged for a week ! so scary, many many cobwebs already, but then i cant do anything about it cos im really really really busy with all the revisions. promos are just next week, time really flies like crazy, i recall thinking that promos are still like 2months away. lol :/ so basically life has been really dead, boring, and basically life is nothing this period of time.

all i do everyday, is wake up, go to school, come home mug, go to bed, then the cycle repeats. with perhaps piano in between ! and a little blogshopping here and there, besides that there has been so much less procrastination compared to the past few weeks. maybe its cos i feel the urge already, the exams really coming and its really really really important this time :(

to be frank im really really scared. but i am sure that noob will treat me ! i will pass my promos ! i will D: then that idiot will owe me a its complicated story that im really really looking forward to. and there are so many things im looking forward to after exams ! :D www after bio paper, bbq at peg's on sat, sleepover on sun& mon with clique ! :) supa exciting. and of course, must must must go out with dearest sometime very soon, i miss her like madxzxz. like alot ! most liao D: sobs, damn long nv see her alr :( and i will be renovating my room !!! D: gah i really want this to end soon ( on the other hand im so not looking forward to something -.- )

so basically i have nothing to blog about except that, life sucks. whole day mug mug mug. these 4 subjects seem so much more than the 8 i used to have in sec sch-.- though the content is just as heavy. tsk. D: okay i'll be back after my exams, dead blog for now.

looking forward to 9th october 10.15am !

hello ! nao so early and im already home ! LOL. super fast and effecient, thank god theres such an invention as a cab HEHE. :x today's lessons were damn torturous lor, i needed sweet to keep me awake, but bad mina& jiii confiscated my sweets SOB. damn D: so bad. LOL :( later go study bio !!!! :) few more days to promos sob.

met dearest yesterday after school for the ugly truth ! HEHEHE. damn long never see dearest already, miss many many :( chionged down to ps, went to buy tickets for dearest, myself as well as javier ! but then i couldnt buy 3 tickets cos i only got 1 student pass-.- stupid gv person sob. but just nice, saw superglue and zhenna there LOL. super qiao :O got them to buy tickets for meeeee :) after that we walked to b1 together, met dearest and bade them goodbye alr. go out soon ok superglue, after my exams hehe. me super envious of all ite and poly ppl who are having holidays now zzz. damn. walked around with dearest before deciding to go to burger king for lunch :) damn funny lor kan men gou?! LOL.


finished our lunch very quickly, went to charles and keith to see shoe! you mo woman tell me the shop close down, LOL. anyhow ! :X javier came to find us after that, then we went to basement and decided a long time on what to buy into the movie theatre :O dearest wanted to eat cake but then there dont have ! dearest bought eclair and tako while javier bought cheese cake, then we went into the theatre alr :D discuss abt chalet until damn excited LOL. xmas chalet !!! :( the movie took v long to start, but it was a super funny show. different from proposal cos proposal is more romantic than funny. this one has quite alot of dirty jokes but super funny LOL. worth watching ! :) we left after that cos i needed to go home early, if not mommy nag-.-


mrt-ed back and javier alighted before us, walked around at tpy central, bought pretty striped slippers LOL. actually idk why i bought it when i dont need slippers but aiya whatever LOL. dearest still dare to say i spend money, when she herself........ -.- nevermind dont scold her. sob. angry !!! waste so much money on handphone strap ( landyard but imo its just a hp strap ) LOL. bought milk tea and then we bus-ed home after that :) watched tv , slacked and nua-ed as usual, dearest kept saying my shirt v cute LOL. of course la :X


i also wanna cut hair after my exam ends dearest ! cant stand my hair already, i need to do something to my fringe but i got alot of baby hair so very hard to get nice fringe-.- how to remove baby hair sob. lets go cut hair together after my exam okay dearest, plus threading ! ok everything is after exam zzz. must wait for me ! :(


then i tried my best to study LOL, for today's test which was screwed in the end. so different from whatever i studied from the lecture notes, totally see no link lol. aiya whatever i dont care abt 1.25%, promos more impt, 60% ! D: damn.


dearest: you totally dao me la. LOL. :x people studying maaa :X HEHEHE. after my exams i give you all my time also can you mei you :X ohya, dearest surprised me with this earphones that i wanted to buy the last time, the m&ms one LOL. thanks alot dearest, for remembering that my earphones spoil and at the same time remembering that i once said i would get that if my tiara heart earphones spoilt. :) thats why youre different, cos you remember what i say hehe. sorry for making you waste so much money cos it isnt cheap :( but i loved it thankyou !! :D will take care of it ok HEHE.


after that we went on a stalking mission HAHAHA. but didnt really manage to stalk dao YET. waiting !! LOL. i think dearest damn scary at stalking also. but still lose lover. lover more pro LOL. in the end we gave up and decided to go and sleep cos it was already 1+ and i have sch today, dearest has to work too :O as usual lay on the bed and talked for quite some time before we fell asleep. like sleepovers alot dearest, love you !!! :D see you after my exams okayyyyy, or next week want come over also can HAHA. :X


life is damn sian when its all abt studies. or rather all abt trying to study. like dog sia. nehneh. :( got many many many plans after my exams !!! HEHEHE.

suddenly all the memories come flooding back.
thats when i love you when nothing you do can change my mind.