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Monday, December 14, 2009
Watching last episode of the hongkong serial naoz, but Im not really interested in the show though its super exciting naoz cos I dont see my favourite actors around. LOL. I wanna watch bosco wong& ron lee's shows :(

Was out the whole day with cass, haven seen her for such a long long long long long time ! :( So glad that we met up today, caught up alot, told her alot about what have been happening the past few months :) We met at orchard, which was actually a wrong decision cos we decided to catch a movie after we've met, so we shouldve met at taka instead ._. Walked all the way to taka to buy movie tickets, wanted to buy tickets for zombieland but it was m18, so we changed to the perfect getaway. After that we realised that we couldve faked our way through -.- So went up to the other box office to change our tickets to zombieland HEHE. Cass went by herself cos Im not 18 and if they ask for my ic gg liao LOL. My 4th m18 show ! HEHE.


Went to crystal jade for lunch after that ! HEHE my favourite place ! Love the porridge there LOL. So crowded :S Cass wanted xiao long bao but they dont have xiaolongbao there ): Quite weird though I thought that all dimsum places have xiao long bao ! :/ Ohwell D: Both of us had the same porridge which was loveeeee :D Had our favourite ha gao as well ! :) Super satisfying meal :D


Went to walk around taka after that since it was still early :D Bought christmas cards for I dont know what reason LOL. I dont think I'll write in the end, too lazy :S Not like people appreciates christmas cards. Some are just so practical yawns. Off to taka for our movie after that, and it was. What should I say? Funny but plotless. No climax at all. LOL. Quite gory though ! I found out something. CASSANDRA PINCHES PEOPLE WHEN SHES SCARED-.- LOL. She kept pinching me you mei you !!! :( SOBS. So yup, worth watching but dont expect too much :S

Headed for 313 after that. Didnt know that that shopping centre was opened already :S Finally after renovation for a super long time at somerset mrt, its finally opened ! Walked around the whole place, theres nothing much there actually, except for spammage of forever21 and zara. Two or three storeys each lol? Besides that there arent many shops. Saw icing room there ! Cool now theres one in town, convenient already :D:D Decided to sit down for high tea :D


Cassandra had tiramisu while I had english tea :D No idea whether theres a problem with my tongue today or not, everything tastes bitter to me. :S Added alot of sugar already and its still bitter -.- I like the cutlery there, super pretty ! :D The whole place looks sooooo princessy :D Had alot of fun camwhoring there with cass' camera, cos she has the multiple shot function, haven got the photos from her yet so I'll post it all when I get them :) For once photos are not with me :S


We came up with many many funny actions cos we had to react everytime the camera snapped, and ended up there were many shots in transition LOL. You will only get what I mean when you see the photos :S But I think all the photos today looked really nice ! Cant wait to get them soon :S Left for ion after our high tea, totally forgetting to buy cass' planner until we reached ion :S:S


Walked around ion, went to prologue to look for pretty things ! Wanted to buy files but then I found it too troublesome to bring home so didnt get it in the end. Cass got the diary for her sis, and after passing by hongkong cafe we decided to go in for dinner ! :)


Cass had the luncheon meat noodles in soup and milk tea, while I had ha gao, again. LOL. :S I like her soup leh !! :x Nothing much at ion, time passed by really quickly and it was about nine already :S Decided to go home after dinner :) Didnt buy anything the whole day besides the christmas cards LOL, but I still enjoyed myself alot, catching up with dear cass ! :D HEHE hope to see you tomorrow during training !!! :)


Theres training tomorrow, at 12pm, gotta reach by 1130am so Im not gonna sleep so late tonight, need enough rest for training. Actually I wanted to go and sleep already, but the freaking bartender's disturbing me like mad zzz. He's quoting from my past posts and laughing at me together with dearie and yfnh. Zzz?

Looking back I feel damn retarded and ridiculous. Well like I said my blog is my memory. I can totally relate to how I was feeling at times of posts, but then I still feel retarded -.- The way I typed is like totally. Incredibly mushy. -.- I swear if I ever have to type this kinda stuff again it wont be of this extent. Goshxzxz.

Quite eggcited for training tomorrow leh :X Provided I dont die of breathing difficulty that is :s I wanna watch new moon, wanna go out, wanna do sooo much things but the holidays are coming to an end already ! :(

Kinda wonder how joker is dying in camp LOL.

So where was the courage?
tear like raindrops. ♥ 11:42 PM


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Sunday, December 13, 2009
Just got back home not too long ago, from acs barker. Went to watch megan and christian's performance, feeling super shitty now cos my hair is horrible, my face is horrible, my mood is horrible. Was like thinking why that thing delayed for afew days when it usually comes early, then really come liao -.- Pms like mad, and Im totally breaking out cos of it -.- Annoyed lehxzxzxz I wanna sleep. Okay so, like I was saying, went to granny's place in the evening to pick herself and xiaogugu up, then we went to acs barker, together with dagugu.


Im not sure what place it was, but it seemed like an auditorium or something, though its meant to be a "church" for prayers within the school or something. I have no idea cos firstly Im not christian, and secondly I dont study in schools with religious background. :S Furthermore this will probably be the first and last time Im going there LOL. All the adults sat below, while nigel, kenwei, kenjin and myself stayed in the gallery above :D


The steps leading to the gallery was damn scary to walk, cos the entire stairway was dark and unlit, and it lasted for three storeys -.- I think Im damn brave, I actually walked up myself zzz. Was feeling quite scared but since its a church it should be safe or something :S Somehow whenever Im feeling scared I'll think of someone and I'll feel better LOL. Though it has been so long :)


So basically, the programme started at about 730 and ended at about 10+. It was quite boring for me cos I dont believe in christianism, so all the chapters and versus and whatever you call those, are quite irrelevant to me. The first part was.. I cant remember at all LOL. But it was just adults and old people singing and dancing and whatever and it was real boring -.-


The whole gallery was occupied by just the 4 of us, as well as xiaoshushu who joined us later. LOL. Damn cool. But all of us were so bored zzz, it was soooooooooooo freaking boring. The only interesting thing was the guy who played the guitar so well, and whats most fascinating is that hes very old LOL. Super cool :) There was a testimony being shared, whereby the guy was suffering from cancer and had only afew months to live. He had a tumour the size of his head, inside his abdomen, as well as 12 tumours all over his liver, but miraculously he survived o.o Quite sad :/ But hes fine afterall so ya LOL. Besides that it was just funny watching old people do funny actions :S


Intermission in between, and after that came what we have been enduring an hour plus for. -.- The purpose of attending the concert was only to watch megan and christian perform, specifically them. Not interested in the rest at all, so it was a super long way for us to watch them perform. So many people came down to support them leh tsktsk. :S Alright so megan and christian performed in the same item, but they were standing apart.. Megan's the one with untied long hair :)


The performance was sooooooo cute, especially christian ! LOL. His actions are soooooooo adorable and his smile is like charming. LOL. Hes my favourite cousin and probably the only one I love to play with so much x: Second comes megan, followed by yuhui :) The girl next to him was like a statue, she didnt move at all LOL. He was happily doing his actions, and towards the end he droppped his ribbon on the floor LOL, ended up he was so paiseh that he smiled so super sweetly HAHAHA :x


Yuhui and xiaogugu came up to the gallery to join us as well after that :D Guess its always better on top where you have your own freedom and privacy, we were totally walking around as and when we like it :X Unlike below, when we have to stay put in our seat :x So horrible :X I think we were making a god damn amount of noise though :S


Megan also took part in another item, whereby she was the lead. Can tell that she really enjoys dancing, which is really nice cos shes still young and dancing should be learnt and nurtured from young :) Er gu gu took part in the item as well, and I can totally tell that shes super proud of her daughter :X Kids nowadays are really getting more and more competitive lol :S


After that there was this god damn long address by some person, think it was a brainwash session for people to accept god and become a christian or whatever. Not that Im against any religion or what la -.- But since I dont believe in it I dont like people to try to make me believe in it. Wasnt listening to her address at all, busy playing with the children, since megan and christian had also came up to the gallery after their performances as well :D


Haven seen them for such a long time ! Megan is still as sweet as ever :D Cant wait to see them during chinese new year where we get to play like mad ! LOL. Thats practically the only time we get to play together I guess, they dont go over to granny's house much so not much opportunities to see them. For all you know she might be a future dancer LOL, both of them are in mediacorp's drama class or something O:


Let christian and megan play with nigel and my itouch, LOL so cute leh :S They dont know how to play, but just anyhow only HAHAHA, and they were totally psyched by me. Megan is intelligent by nature I feel, shocked to hear she doesnt like to study o.o Christian is oh so cute you mei you LOL. Im star struck whenever I see him HEHE.


Left early cos the address was so sickening, home sweet home after that ! Gonna meet cassandra tomorrow , haven seen her for such a longggg time :S Feel so disgusting cos of that thing sobs. :/ Hope we'll have a nice time catching up tomorrow, which Im sure we will ! :) I wanna get a denim jacket :( :(

My skin is getting really bad, I hope mommy manages to find the doctor tomorrow since she took leave -.- I cant stand it anymore, damn annoyed. And my hair is irritating the shit out of me. Went to perm it on friday afternoon cos I had nothing better to do at home. Freaking 180bucks when I didnt even have the time to do treatment. Just perming alone only -.-? I think I always get scammed by this salon lol. And thus now it is freaking curly, or maybe Im just over conscious.

Tomorrow is lover's first day of work, all the best to her ! LOL. Wont be last day for sure :S See you at my house very soon ya LOL. Lover shared this with me yesterday, which I find is super accurate of cancerians ! " Appropriately enough, Cancerians can seem easygoing, sympathetic, and patient one minute, then cranky and irritable the next. " LOL. Super true cos I can be patient enough to listen to you but if you irritate me long enough, I'll definitely become super irritable :X

" If they feel they need to, they will retreat to their own emotional shell to keep others out. However, Cancerians can be very sympathetic to others and readily show their affection. Cancerians are also very emotional and sensitive, which may be why they are so empathetic towards others. " HAHA this is very true too ! LOL.

" Cancerians need a lot of attention due to their unpredictable character, but if you give them the support they need, they will offer you their undying loyalty and love. Once you have won their trust, nothing anyone else can say will sway them against you. " What else can I say? :D LOL.

Shall share the rest tomorrow cos its too long, all of which are so true LOL. Im not really a horoscope person, but I dont mind reading cos its cool finding out how true some of these things are. However I dont believe it applies to everyone, otherwise there would be many emotional clones all around us :S

P.S I miss you dearest :(

Alright ben xiao jie going to sleep naoz, so early -.- Hardly sleep at 1am lol. Time to replenish my sleep :/

The only reason why Im kept on a wishing star.
tear like raindrops. ♥ 11:13 PM


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Saturday, December 12, 2009
Super lazy to do this post cos its 2.17am now, but.. Since I had a great day I ought to keep some form of memory of it :) Sometimes, things change. But some things dont change. Some people leave, but some stay. And Im thankful for everything that has remained well thus far, thankful for those who has chosen not to make a change (:

Was supposed to meet airenz at 1pm, but piggy woke up late ! LOL. No la its okay I didnt mind waiting for her at all cos I was nuaing at home anyway. Furthermore shes my airenxzxz leh. :D Hehehe. Ended up she was earlier than me due to her shitty estimation which scammed me !!! :@ LOL. Met her near jcube and then we went to the smu flea together :D Lover didnt quite like the stuff there this time round, but I still managed to get clothes LOL. Got a tube top thats pleated in front that I really like ! :D Also got a super translucent spag top that lover insisted I can wear to sentosa LOL. I will the next time we visit sentosa ! HEHE. :X The last one is.. a spag/tube top, quite similar to those I already have but the prints are really pretty :D

Halfway through shopping at the smu flea, we went to the food court to buy drinks, then and then we decided that after shopping we would go to the nearby famous youtiao+ soya bean shop for soya bean ! :D HEHE. Commented on alot of the clothes, LOL. Like how it is **** clothes, or how slutty it looks :X Still happy cos the 3 pieces of clothings I got are those I really really like, so it wont be a waste though theres no chong bo ( hahaha inside story :X ) :D Walked all the way to damn far away, even beyond park lane to the soya bean stall :D


It was damn good seriously LOL. The beancurd very sweet though, and I barely drank half my drink, :S Loved the you tiao though, suddenly had this urge of eating shao bing LOL, the one at geylang that we used to buy when daddy was still working in singapore when we had nothing better to do every weekend. :S Went for a walk after our snack, decided to walk around hotel rendezvous LOL. The whole hotel is damn cool for one that looks kinda.. run down :X


It wasnt run down at all to my surprise, despite being located like what, near park lane? LOL. Even though I have no idea what the rooms look like, but the lobby and everything was chio, and were based on some english theme I think. There were like internet kiosks and telephone booths in small rooms that were lighted super prettily :D


Airenz is damn cute, everywhere we go she'll definitely check to see if they have wireless LOL. As expected hotels dont provide free wireless, its a service only supplied upon payment so too bad LOL, no wireless :X Slacked at the hotel lobby for quite awhile while observing the people as well as the place :D


Left the hotel after much exploring, and decided to walk towards the direction of marina square cos airenz said that it was just nearby O: Then we passed by this huge food court, and the first stall was selling dian xin, and knowing that miss airenz wants to eat dian xin, we had 6 prawn dumplings ( of which 3 were supposed to be scallop but turned out to be prawn as well ) O: Ate two and I dont think its very nice LOL, passable only. I miss xing fu's dian xin zomg, damn good D: Our dian xin date leh?! LOL :X


On our way to marina square, we saw chijmes, and being curious us who have never visited chijmes before in our lives, we decided to explore the place before making our way to our supposed destination LOL. All the while I thought chijmes was a museum-like place, but its just a nice place for fine dining, furnished with bars and stuff. Stupid me-.-


Spent quite some time exploring the place and taking photos, and I think in the process we probably got bitten by something, started to itch like mad sometime then :/ So annoying. Left chijmes after that and we continued walking :D The journey with lover is never too boring cos we somehow wont run out of things to talk about o.o All sorts of things, from strangers, to gossips, to our favourite topics, LOL. :D


We seemed to take a super long time to reach marina square cos we kept stopping in our tracks along the way. Before we could actually reach marina square, we stopped once again, this time at raffles hotel. LOL. Explored around raffles hotel, way more high class than hotel rendezvous LOL. They have cute and pretty shops below the hotels, and there were trees like everywhere, so peaceful you mei you :D


I still think singapore hotels are better than those overseas ones LOL. Stayed before in the mandarin oriental hotel suite and the experience was wonderful :X:X Finally we didnt stop anymore, HAHAHA. Reached suntec city and took some time to find the link to marina square, and we finally did so in the end :D When we're talking I dont think we really know where we're walking :X Just drifting around LOL. Somehow marina square brings back alot alot alot of memories for me, especially during this period of time last year. But I dont feel sad anymore, I'll just think back and smile at how funny everything was. Lol. :)


Saw this pair of wedges that I like, but looks similar to my wedges that I bought back from thailand -.- Zzz. It makes me feel like going back to thailand again, cos I didnt shop detailed-ly enough, :/ Shouldve gotten more shoes but I spent so much time on clothes in the beginning that I felt bad to continue dragging mommy to keep me accompany and shop with me towards the end :/ The shoes here are so expensive and compared to bangkok, I dont feel like buying anything in singapore at all -_-

We were at action city and there was this very enthusiastic promoter who was trying to promote his product to us. He was so into it that he really began singing those songs LOL, made me quite amazed -.- So you mo please HAHA. Went to those toy-catching-machines to observe people catch soft toys, and its quite fascinating how people are willing to spend so much money on those soft toys when they can easily buy it straight. Maybe its the satisfaction but its really a waste of money, though it tests the brain as well HAHAHA :X After a long long long walk from marina square, we finally reached singapore flyer, which was our actual destination LOL, because we wanted to eat POPEYES :D


There was a whole area that was wet for I dont know what reaosn, but it was clean o.o Since we would be able to get our own quiet corner there with most people not daring to sit at that area, lover and I went to order food and went to our little corner HAHA. Popeyes' food is seriously uncomparable to any fast food. Not that I wanna say this, but if there were more branches of popeyes around, KFC would have closed down long ago-.-


Love their food that is crispy, yet dry, thus preventing it from producing this really disgusting oily feeling. Damn nice HAHAHA. Shared another calamari with lover after that, which both of us failed to finish, :X Was disturbing lover by wrapping the remaining portions up, and asking her to take it away with her LOL. But failed ! :@


Had a nice time there eating and everything :D Despite being so big, the place is still damn crowded, though I have to say that their service is super horrible -.- Super dao and rude, as though you owe them money tsk. Their portion is also smaller than that of changi airport's, but besides that everything else is fine :D The food is still damn good ! Bought fish home cos mommy told me to :)


Went to explore the rainforest thingy after that ! The place looks really different with all the christmas decorations. Thats why I enjoy the festive season so much :D Its because of all the pretty decorations, that the whole spirit feels liven up :D It was totally pitch dark the last time I took photos with dearest in the rainforest O:


Actually its more of photospam in the following photos, cos its just pictures of us with different backgrounds :X Ive already tried my best to upload as little as possible, the rest are on facebook. But still it turned out to be quite an amount. :X


I like this photo alot ! LOL. The background looks as though we're like shooting some olden day's martial arts drama :X The fountain so pretty please :D Though the water stank like holy shit. It was damn bad, the smell was overwhelming, but for the sake of photos... ohwell :X


This is my favourite photo of the day LOL. Feels nice being in singapore where there's little to worry about peopel running away with your camera, unlike in thailand where you cant ask strangers to take photo for you, because you dont really have an idea of who you can trust. Speaking of that, lover and I saw trishaws on the way, and we wanted to take LOL. Chinatown the next time okays lover :X Lets go for k ! LOL. :D


Our last photo at the rainforest :D Was quite thankful that this time I didnt get to meet any low flight flying animals or something. The last time round with dearest, a bat was flying so low that it almost knocked into me, and I was so scared that I screamed and ran out of the place-.- I can totally imagine myself doing that LOL, and I remember that incident super vividly. The only disgusting things I saw were ants, and we saw a rat as well -.- Wtf?


Went to 7-11 to buy yakult after that, HEHEHE. Super proud of myself that I managed to curb the whole yakult craze ! :D Used to drink like ten bottles a day but today I only drank two. Lover looks so cute in this photo LOL, happily lying on the monkey :X But after this, nobody would wanna take photo with the monkey anymore cos... you lay on it :X


Explored around and headed for the direction of the f1 track or whatever thing you call it, the same one that I went the last time round during fac outing at o'learys which was one of the restaurants at the flyer as well. The street lights always look as though they are candles dont they :)


Wanted to take photos using self timer but I realise that most photos will fail cos my camera will auto focus on the ground since its so low, and ended up we wont be seen at all LOL. I freaking need a tripod :( Anyway this is the bad thing about going out in twos, but the good thing is that my company is lover and thats what covers up all the disadvantages :D


Lover was telling me how shes gonna use her pay, hahaha, so xiao shun leh, plus sooo sweet ! Super looking forward to her working near my house LOL. I guess I'll be seeing her very often, which is a good thing cos I enjoy her company alot ! :D Its only like a 3min walk away from my house LOL, super coincidence :D


I like this photo alot LOL, thanks to lover the photographer HAHAHA. Too bad we dont have dslr, otherwise the photo would be way prettier ! But theres not much of a choice because I dont like big and bulky cameras, and dslr(s) are usually huge, which doesnt suit my needs cos I bring my camera everywhere I go :/ But until now, I still regret asking daddy to focus on buying a pink coloured camera when the more important thing is the quality of the camera-.-


Sat by the river, chatted and talked about all kinds of stuff :) Time passed super quickly, and by the time we left it was close to ten. Walked back together and lover bus-ed home while I took a train home :D Today has been a super enjoyable day and I had lots of fun with lover though it was only the two of us. Its never awkward and I never have to think of topics to talk about cos they just come naturally :D thankyou for the day lover, love you ! :D Cant wait to see more of ya when youre stuck to me near my house all day long HEHEHE :D


I am god damn sleepy now LOL. Its 4.57am zzzzzzz. I wanted to blog about some horoscope thingy that lover showed me, but I guess I shall leave that till tomorrow, I am seriously shagged to the max and I have to watch megan's performance tomorrow evening, which means I wont be able to sleep for like twelve hours :S I hope she does well and Im so excited to see her, as well as christian ! HAHAHA. :D Feels like some cny gathering. :D

Speaking of that, I cant wait for cny to come ! I love cny :D So fun ! Lover was telling me how she likes christmas as well as cny, cos of those songs and stuff LOL. :D We wish you a merry christmas ~ hehe. I used to learn hw to play those pieces on the piano when I was younger LOL, I wonder how miss lee is now :X

For the past few nights whenever I slept late, I would always hear this sound near the door, as though someone is trying to open the door. I'll always feel so scared by it, cos its like in the middle of the night and everyone is asleep except me. Heard the sound again just nw and I just realised that its the sound of the newspaper being slotted through the gates LOL. Zzz.

I dont know why but Im quite psyched about training on tuesday ! LOL. Though my body hurts like hell from yesterday's training, but then I'm still looking forward to playing on tuesday :x I hope that this signifies my interesting swarming back to me all over again :D H A P P Y !

The backorder for the denim jacket I was waiting for, will not be arriving due to sea mishap LOL? First time I heard of such a thing. Anyway its just quite annoying cos Ive been waiting so long for it and I didnt buy it in bangkok cos I already purchased it from the blogshop, and ended up now its not arriving. Sobs. :(

I realise I like to divert alot at the end of my posts LOL. Its like this little corner for me to gather small thoughts :X Ive tonnes of blogshops to visit, many notifications of updates, but Im way too tired, so nights ! :D

We have our fair share of memories that we never let go, constantly recurring, with no exceptions.
tear like raindrops. ♥ 11:49 PM


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Thursday, December 10, 2009
I remember hearing from joker that it was 50plus days to his enlistment into ns, and tada, tomorrow's the day. 11dec is here tomorrow ! I'll definitely miss all his crap and nonsense, we've been talking religiously almost every single day for more than the past year. It has been a solid one and a half years since Ive known him, and I can only say this friend has been a blessing to me ! :) All the crap and rubbish, as well as all the advices and comments, I'll always remember every single incident we experienced as the four of us, and the friendship between you& I ! I know I sound like youre dying LOL, but then its just cos I know Im gonna miss the crazy idiot barking at my msn S:

From knowing each other through maple, to going out for the first time together to chambers, to constantly meeting each other every week with rude boy& dearest, to meeting with different groups of people instead, to dotaing together, it has been an amazing process :D I'll miss you HAHAHA, come out in one piece okay ! I can never forget what you told us at long johns in june, that after you enlist there'll be no more terrorists cos everyone will be so afraid of you LOL. And we were disturbing you, saying that with you enlisted, singapore will be bound to fall :X:X Nevertheless, come out stronger and more matured than before alright ! See you back on the 25dec, all the best joker ! Press on :D I shall reveal your kid photo LOL.


Derek will be going in tomorrow too, all the best to you too ! And to everyone I know who is enlisting tomorrow :) I think this is my first group of close friends enlisting into ns :X Other friends that I have have already enlisted into ns by the time I know them, or have already completed ORD :X First time I feel sad when my friends are enlisting -.-

Alright, training today was damn good. :D Beginning was quite bad cos I dont know for whatever reason, I actually vomitted -.- Felt quite horrible, took a short rest and after that it got better :) Perhaps its cos coach knew that I wasnt feeling well, so he didnt push me as much as he usually does, he gave me super many opportunities to rest. And with ample rest, I didnt feel breathless or strengthless or whatever, thats why I had the motivation to play properly and give my best :) Totally found back the love for volleyball, enjoyed the last part so much :D I hope every training will be like that :)


Im currently suffering from post-thailand-shopping-like-mad-syndrome. I wanna shop so badly la. Zzz. Am not stopping online shopping even though my ibank thing has been confiscated. -.- Then again, I should totally pause shopping for awhile la :( But I cant help it -.- I wanna go bangkok again lehxzxz. Like what, tomorrow? LOL. I will never give up any opportunity to shop :(


And this are my shou huos from the trip ! LOL. Damn shiok. :X I was so bored last night so I decided to try all my clothes :X All of them are sooo pretty, especially the shiny looking ones :D The more I try my clothes, the more I feel like flying all the way back to bangkok naoz, and get similar clothes from the same shops. -.- Angry, why does singapore lack of such wholesale malls, when theres soooo many high end shopping centres like ion and vivo city etc. -.-


Airenz will be working near my house soon ! HEHE, So eggcited for her leh. Its so near my house that she can drop by my place anytime she want ! :D LOL. Happy. She can even come over for lunch :X I think I can go duplicate a set of keys for her liao HAHA. :X Seeing her work makes me feel like working also leh. LOL. I have never worked before in my life, but her job like so slack :S 9am-3pm, and with the pay I can shop even more, yet have enough time to go out at the same time :( Too bad next year its my important year zzz. Havent touched my work LOL.


I haven had the motivation to start on my christmas presents yet. Lol. I typed a whole chunk here but I decided to delete it. Shall just keep it to myself.


My body is aching like mad now :X But when I recall training just now its just so worth it, so fun ! And I found a junior who lives so super near me :X Cheryl's dad sent me to my doorstep just now ! HAHAHA yay :X Saved me alot of energy ^^ The holidays are freaking coming to an end sooner than I choose to believe, lol. Going to watch megan's performance on sunday, then probably will be going out with cass on monday. Miss her sooo much :D


Realised so much things. Maybe thats my motivation to give up and move on. Cos its all the same. I guess the personality is already well determined enough. So freaking not worth it at all and crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap it is just so annoying cos I cant stop dreaming of it even if I dont think about it -.-

Cupcakes session soon lover? :)

I feel very sad and disappointed hahahaha.

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Tuesday, December 08, 2009
I AM BACK IN SINGAPOREEEEE, very very very super duper uper idiotically tired now, shag to the max -.- Got alot to update though, its been five days since I last used my laptop ! But I had a very great time with beloved mommy, daddy and nigel ! Though there were good and bad and ups and downs which I will mention later in my post, but I guess this trip was not just fruitful, but meaningful as well :)

Left for the airport super early on friday, being super kiasu that it'll be super crowded or something. Was feeling all so psyched about all the shopping :X :X Checked in and went through the usual procedures, before going for lunch at popeyes. The first and the last time I ate popeyes was with dearest at singapore flyer like months ago, lol. Speaking of that I miss dearest alot :( Okay anyway thats besides the point, totally fell in love with the fish ! Ive kinda developed this liking for fish, cos its healthy and good for the body and everything.


Hm I cant really remember what happened then cos it seems so long ago -.- But then I dont think there can be anything much at the airport :X Checked in after that, was supposed to walk around and shop at the duty free shops, but then mommy and nigel had some conflict thingy which was quite bad so ended up we simply went all the way to the boarding gate to wait-.-


It was like a god damn freaking long wait seriously, cos there was a delay of the aircraft. :/ Was so afraid I couldnt enter cos I forgot to put my perfume into a separate casing ! Thank god it wasnt sooooo strict, if my perfume got confiscated I'll be sooo sad ! :( After a super long wait and finally we got to board :D


Luckily we got 3 seats side by side, I dont like anyone to be separated when we're out together :( It was raining during the take off time, there was quite a bad turbulance that kinda scared me but thank god I was in the middle of mommy and nigel :D Hen you an quan gan :X


Actually I do feel quite like a baby when Im with my family members, cos they will take care of me :) Unlike when I go out with my friends, Im usually the one making decisions, organising, planning. Quite a nice feeling actually, I preferred getting taken care of LOL. And for the first time I have to say the food on the plane was quite nice, I ate a quarter :S


Hm, we set off from singapore at about 1plus I think, and theres a time difference of one hour between singapore and thailand, so when we reached there it was about four plus, if I didnt remember wrongly ! :) However, because we booked our tickets and hotel and everything through an agency, even though it was a free& easy tour, we still had to rush to look for the bus driver and everything :/ Thats something I hate cos its like we have to hurry and worry if the bus left without us or something -.-


So we got onto this coach, which sends us from the airport to one of the nearest airports, whereby smaller buses/cars would pick us up from wherever we were dropped off after that. This arrangement was made so cos almost every single family stayed in different hotels, so they only wanted the coach to go towards P2 botique hotel in order to save time. I think this arrangement is not too bad though we wasted alot of time in the midst of moving from vehicle to vehicle. However it was only until we got onto the car part that became really horrible.


3 of us sat in the backseat, and basically it was already quite stuffy already, cos we're all the way at the back. Ohyes forgot to mention, daddy didnt take transport with us cos he flew directly from china, which meant that the flight timing cant be exactly the same as ours. Right so, by right the car can only take a maximum of 3 at the back, 3 in the middle, 3 in front and another 2 at the driver's seat. However they wanted to squeeze 14 people in -.-? Its totally impossible cos everyone there was a grown up. In order to save costs, they actually made the arrangement such that a 14year old boy would sit on top of his mom's leg wth? Mommy was super agitated cos she really couldnt breathe anymore-.- I understand how she felt cos it was really bad and the bus looked like it was about to topple -.- Ended up we decided to just pay for our own cab fare and go back to the hotel without using their transport-.- Unpacked and waited for daddy to arrive at the hotel before going for dinner together :D


Was so happy to see daddy ! He hasnt been back for quite some time :/ Poor thing he got stopped somewhere else away from the hotel and he actually walked over -.- Stupid cab driver. Was super hungry while waiting for him so we decided to settle for dinner at the teochew restaurant located at the lobby of our hotel- grand diamond suites hotel. Ordered super super super alot of food cos whenever daddy does the ordering, theres always alot of food ! :X


The food was surprisingly good, like totally not what I expected. Maybe its because hotel restaurants usually serve food of quite horrible quality, but this one was totally an exception. We had fish maw soup, fried rice, roasted duck, 2 veg, fish and some other soup. I only tried the duck, fish and fried rice but it was amazingly good ! :D Damn I miss the fried rice LOL. Damn nice seriously :(


Wanted to try the yakult but it was more like "betagen" instead of yakult, and it sounds like vitagen -.- I dont fancy vitagen at all so I decided to just stay away from it :S I think all of us had a very very very fulfilled first dinner ! The food was super fresh and all, loved the fish most HAHA :X You can hardly find such nice fish in singapore lor :(


It was still early after that, probably only like what, 8 plus or so after we were done with our dinner. But somehow, in thailand it gets dark super early. By 6pm the whole place is already like dark :/ Wanted to walk around the shopping centre next to our hotel, which is the well known platinum mall. However the mall closes at 8pm -.- So early right, its like their night ends super young :/ The day is super short over there !


Nothing much we could look at, except suspicious looking taxi drivers. They dont actually drive cars but they drive this trishaw-look-alike thingy, and we were told that its quite dangerous O: In the sense that the drivers do not own a license so no one would be able to track back if they were to abduct you or something :S For the entire trip there wasnt even once when we took the trishaw-like-cab :O


Walked along the streets for awhile before deciding to return to the hotel after considering the option of walking less to ensure that nigel's fractured-two-weeks-ago-but-has-yet-to-recover-fully leg would not have to tolerate any unnecessary strain. Saw afew pretty christmas decorations arounds the area but there wasnt much :/


On our way back to the hotel we passed by this advertisement that nigel keeps talking about LOL. Blakc is black (?!?!), black is best, but theres only white coffee, not a single black coloured coffee in the shop O.O Okay la this is what nigel said LOL, but I kinda think it makes sense :X Went back to the hotel and visited the swimming pool area, as well as the other restaurants. I think the swimming pool area is super nice, but too bad we didnt have enough time for swimming in the end :/


Back to the room, washed up and started preparing daddy's birthday cake that we bought from the airport in singapore before flying over to thailand. The cake was freaking melting when we arrived, cos it wasnt refrigerated for a super duper long time. But luckily after we left it in the fridge it became how it used to be again ! :D Daddy's birthday was on 2nd december, so we decided to give him a mini birthday celebration since he wasnt around with us on his birthday itself :)


Sadly we didnt manage to fully surprise him cos he came over to my room while I was lighting the candles. Nevertheless, he was quite surprised that we had a cake ! LOL. :X Though he was alone during his birthday itself, its okay cos theres still us around to celebrate with him, even though its belated ! :)


Its quite scary, now that I come to think of it. Daddy is already 50 this year. Lol. It totally doesnt seem like that cos daddy is somewhat much older than mommy, by like 6 years. Though its not an extremely huge wide cap, Ive never remembered that daddy has already hit his fifties ! :/ And yet he was alone in china celebrating by himself :(


Whatever wish he made, I hope it comes true ! :) I hope daddy will be able to return to work in singapore much sooner than expected, Im sure he wishes for that too :) The cake was horribly disgusting, it was so freaking rubbery or something -.- Ive actually came to a conclusion through my past experiences that polar cakes arent nice :X Their puffs are delicious though :D


After cake cutting was our favourite card session ! We used to do this all the time in the past when daddy was still working in singapore. Thinking back it doesnt seem that long ago, when it actually is :/ Daddy has been overseas for the past few years, except when he comes back on leave or for special occasions. Love all the card games ! :D Attempted teaching them how to play bridge but nigel& I almost died so we gave up and settled with asshole daidee in the end :) Super funny and fun to have their company :D


Lights off after that and the very next morning, we woke up super early for our first round of buffet breakfast in the hotel ! :) Super funny I placed 3 items on my plate and it looked really funny -.- Buffet breakfasts are usually good on the first day, but deteriorate day by day. Lol. Thats always the case cos the variety of food doesnt change, so we tend to eat the same thing every single day -.- But for the first day, it was good enough except that the food wasnt hot enough D:


Off we went to the lobby after that because we had to attend a city tour that was given as part of the package we signed up for, though its free and easy. Actually I wasnt interested nor keen in the city tour at all, but since its just half a day and I dont wanna be so selfish as to just spend all my time shopping when the rest dont enjoy it, we went for it afterall :D


The bus picked us up at our hotel, but we waited a super long time before that ! Initially we were wondering if the bus left without us, but its actually cos there was a traffic jam, causing them to be later than the expected time.


The coach drove us to the pier, where we took a boat after that. Quite a scary process trying to get onto the boat cos it was super rocky and unstable, and there were like four tourguides with us -.- I dont understand why there was a need for so many especially since the tip that we had to give was 100baht per person, which means we only pay 4bucks per person to all of them-.-


There was this woman who was stranded cos the boat left without her being able to get onto it -.- But luckily she was stranded together with two of the tourguides HAHAHA. Initially we were wondering why the boat left without her instead of waiting for her to get onto the boat first before leaving :O Poor thing leh.


Ended up we realised that its cos the boat had no more fuel LOL. Had to pump petrol, coolios. And this is actually their petrol kiosk -.- So weird looking O:


Turned back to fetch the stranded woman after pumping petrol, and we toured around the river. I wonder if you can actually see the leaves on the river. Its not leaves its... something like vegetable thats discarded into the river-.- Damn disgusting because this river actually contains the water thats being transferred to the taps that everyone uses -.- Wth?


Luckily I wasnt sitting at the sides, otherwise I wouldve screamed like mad LOL. The boat was moving at quite a high speed, so there were waves splashing in. After hearing what the tourguide said, about how the waste materials and everything were released into the river, we just felt damn disgusted if the waves splash on us -.-


Passed by this tower that was standing on the water, super cool ! So high leh. Infrastructures never fail to amaze me, I wonder how they actually built it lol. This is actually the place where the rich stay, isit? Or isit the place where representatives from other countries meet for meetings :X Cant remember ;S


After that we docked at a pier near some temple cos part of the itinery was to visit the temple -.- Felt like dying seriously, it was so boring. Bangkok is really all about shopping -.- Even at the temples, all there is to do is to shop. -_- But theres really nothing to buy la :S Spent our time walking and looking around only, daddy bought some bird nest thing that really sucks, damn sweet -.-


Since we had alot of spare time and had nothing to do at all, daddy went to buy fish food and bread so that we could feed the fish LOL. Didnt feed cos its dirty, dont wanna dirty my hand -.- The river is seriously flooded with fishes, its like they dont even have space to swim -.- They cant swim at all actually, theres no space. All they can do is to stay in the water and go with the flow -.- Quite a horrible sight cos fishes are supposed to be carefree :/


The fishes were damn hungry and all -.- Even the pigeons were flying around to fight for food, I freaking hate pigeons. -.- Totally put off by them. Im especially scared of pigeons especially since young, cos I grew up thinking that pigeon shit kills -.- So ya -.- Really hate flying things :/ Alright after that it was time to go somewhere else , like finally :X


Daddy bought coconut before we left. I have never eaten coconut before in my life LOL. Coconuts can be found practically everywhere in bangkok ! My whole family loves it except for me HAHA. Anyway I just found their coconut super cool cos you can literally tear out the meat like this. o.o It usually doesnt look like that :S


The boat set off after that to allow us to experience something like a floating market. It wasnt a floating market though, cos there were only a few people selling stuff. But it was a cool experience seeing people try selling things to us on the water HAHA. Life is really hard for some of the thais, its like they have to use so much effort to row the boat and stuff, and usually people dont buy whatever they sell :/ I wonder how they survive D:


Back to the coach after that, then we went to visit some jewellery store, but we werent really interested in it. -.- Those tour agencies always arrange some trips, Im sure they get commissions and stuff if the tourists purchase their items. After that was a visit to a place that sells honey related stuff. Had to listen to a talk -.- It was worse than a lecture I totally wanted to sleep lor -.- Damn boring ! Bought pollen powder which I feel is absolutely useless, but mommy believes that it will help to cure nigel's sensitive nose -.- Nigel got some honey ice cream as well yucks D:


And that spelt the end of our city tour, thank god. It was so boring -.- The coach sent us to MBK, where we went for lunch at the food court cos we wanted a fast meal :) Nothing special but the sharks fin was really good ! Shopped at MBK, but there wasnt anything much cos the place is mainly for guys I feel, very few female clothing shops around :/ I have totally no idea why people keep telling me that MBK is super nice to shop at ! All I see are tshirts which I dont wear :X Maybe thats the reason HAHA. More suitable for the guys I felt. Daddy and nigel were freaking lazy to walk, so after slacking at macs they went back to the hotel first, while mommy and I went to siam paragon.

So proud of ourselves, we managed to find our way there when we dont know the place at all ! Was feeling quite scared cos it was only two of us around, no guys to protect us at all :S In the end after a long walk, we realised that siam paragon is about the same as paragon in singapore -.- All the expensive stuff can actually be bought in singapore for the same price, theres actually no need to shop there because my aim is to find cheap steals ! :( Crossed opposite to take cab, only to realise that there were more suitable clothes there and I got a spag top HAHA :D Its so fun seeing mommy bargain cos we can chop the price from 380 to 200, and the woman even had to chase after us LOLLLL. Cabbed back to the hotel after that, and met daddy and nigel to go for dinner together at platinum mall.


It was quite a rush as like I mentioned previously, the mall closes at 8pm, and it was already 7pm when we arrived. They take last orders at 730 LOL. Went to this jap restaurant, had jap food cos nigel wanted to eat ramen ! The ramen was quite gross though, cos there was this smell of bamboo shoot -.- But the squid was damn good ! :X I like LOL. Decided to go back to the hotel after that cos theres nothing much in that area. Went to wash up before going for thai traditional massage in the hotel !


I totally freaked out when the lady took my leg and started scrubbing the bottom LOL. Damn ticklish you mei you, I was totally shrieking :S My tolerance for stuff is quite low, so yeah -.- Put our foot into this basin of roses, and they cleaned our legs for us -.-


The massage was quite good initially, it was quite comfy though the masseuer tried to kill me. Probably cos daddy said something like, "lets change the channel, they very distracted", and it was my masseuer who wanted to watch that channel. She probably understood and decided to channel her energy to take revenge on poor me ! :( I have no idea why we extended it from 1hour to 1.5hours, when it hurt so much -.- Its like they use alot alot alot of strength to stretch your body and they dont actually stop until they've totally hit the limit wth D: Hurt like hell. But I liked the part where she massaged my head cos I always get bad headaches. Besides that, I think she hurt my knee lol-.-


Buffet breakfast again the next morning, LOL. It was getting more and more boring :/ Except that during the second day, there was you tiao ! Totally loved it :X Maybe its cos I miss singapore food HAHA. The last time I ate you tiao was when we went over to peg's house to drink with zh& co :/


It was sunday then, and on sundays theres this sunday market where you can get really cheap steals, supposedly. Bought vases, cups, pottery and stuff like this. The lanes are really really really hard to explore because the place is so huge and the lanes are so messy. You totally have no idea where youve walked and where you havent ! There was this section with pets and we saw dogs that were SOOOO CUTEEE.


Im totally not a fan of dogs at all, but I couldnt help but snap photos cos the dogs were so adorable ! They were playing with the ball hanging from the basket HAHAHA. And they look like foxes ! I cant remember whats the breed cos I dislike animals :x But then this is really cute leh :/ Too bad they will grow up, otherwise I wouldnt mind keeping them at home LOL. Nigel has always wanted a dog but I have always been objecting :D


Beloved pig family was feeling super tired, yet again, so we went to this cafe to rest and have some drinks. Somehow the whole family got addicted to doodle jump, that itouch game that both nigel& I have on our phones ! LOL. Its like even daddy and mommy were fascinated and playing with it :O Made super alot of noise and the weather was oh-so-effing-hot the moment we left the cafe. Was totally going crazy under that weather -.-


Was quite unhappy initially cos we barely finished walking the market, probably missed huge sections of apparels. But its okay cos the apparels there dont really suit me, its the usual tshirts stuff :/ Took a cab down to chinatown, where people have always said that the food is nice ! :D Went to nam sing restaurant for sharks fin and stuff. The sharks fin was so yucky, totally hate it -.- We spent a few thousand on that meal, but I think it was totally not worth it :/ Besides the fish which was amazingly delicious, I think the meal was like quite bad overall :S Somemore it was our most expensive meal !


Cabbed back to the hotel after that, the guys wanted to rest as usual, while mommy and I went to platinum mall to shop. LOL. We spent 4hours, but only shopped levels 1 and 2-.- Wanted to continue but the shops start closing at about 6pm. I seriously dont understand why. The clothes there are effing cheap, especially if you buy wholesale amounts :D Now I understand how blogshops earn money, they're really damn cheap. Some even have good quality ! Thank mommy alot for shopping with me though she hates to shop :X This was my shou huo for 2 levels LOL.


Was too lazy to go out cos mommy's poor leg was about to break :X Seriously I felt nothing at all, it didnt even hurt or feel suan or something :X Since we have never ordered room service before, we decided to try it once ! So cool HAHAHA, the person pushed our food up to us. Maybe I sound silly but its really a new experience to me :X Even though the food was totally not nice and nothing special -.-


Heard about this suan lum night market or something, I cant remember the name of the night market already. Changed and prepared, cabbed down to the night market. We reached there super quickly, only took 10mins when the hotel people told us that it would take 30mins ! I thought night markets would actually open until wee hours of the night, but nope it only lasts until about 11pm D:


HAHAHA mommy was so blur, she was preparing to go out and she was in BEDROOM SLIPPERS LOL. Shop until blue already, so cute leh wear bedroom slippers out HEHE :X


And tadah this was the night market ! The people there really jack up the price alot -.- There was this top that I wanted to get, but she quoted me 1200 LOL, go die please :D Ended up we walked away and she lowered the price all the way until 270-.- Ridiculous please. I dont like dishonest sellers :/ No idea what is the reasonable price also :/ Daddy and nigel bought lots of stuff there, and I got this necklace, happy happy :D


Left cos it was quite late already. Was planning what time to wake up the next day, then there was some misunderstanding between mommy and I lol. Cried like hell that night, my eyes were totally swollen the next morning :/ Ohwell nevermind its over. :) Had breakfast, then we went to shop at platinum mall, again ! Covered basement, as well as 3rd-5th floor HAHA, bought so much stuff that we had to get a new luggage bag-.- Excluding the stuff bought for friends, I got myself 14 apparels, 2 bikinis, 4 bangles, 1 set of matching bracelet and necklace, 1 pair of heels, 2 pairs of flipflops, 1 laptop bag and 4 bags. LOL. If it wasnt cos I bought alot of stuff for my friends, I'd have bought more for myself :X Felt bad to make mommy spend so much money :S

Back to the hotel after that, rested for awhile before going off to MBK again, cos daddy wanted to buy his bean-filled aritificial fruits that we all love :D Bought like 10 boxes leh -.- Like crazy one you mei you. Anyway we had lunch there, at nova kitchen. If youre going to bangkok and will be heading to MBK, do try this restaurant ! The food is damn good, especially the spring roll with ham and cheese, as well as the fried fish, and hor fun :D LOL okay its practically everything. The sharks fin was good too ! :D


Shopped at MBK, bought the remaining stuff that we have yet to buy, mainly it was the guys buying stuff cos MBK really sucks for female apparels lor :/ Had to go back to the hotel cos the artificial fruits had to be refrigerated D: Left it in the hotel before cabbing down to the central ! Wanted to walk there from pratunam centre but it was kinda difficult :/


I think this is the first time we keep going back to the hotels leh. Usually on our trips it takes much longer for us to travel to and fro the airport :S There wasnt anything much there cos its the big brands again. Only decided to go there because we passed by that place afew nights back and it looked super happening. But ended up there was really nothing much at all cept many christmas decorations :S


Wasnt feeling well at all, my head hurt like mad. Therefore we decided to go back to the hotel to have dinner at our favourite teochew restaurant cos we were craving for good fish HAHA. Really fish craze :S Took photos with all the decorations first ! Not as many as singapore but still pretty :)


The place was damn big and crowded but we had no idea who we could trust and who we couldnt. There was always this fear that someone would just take our camera and run off with it :/ Think we need a portable tripod HAHA. Sad, couldnt take a nice family photo with this tree :( The world of happiness, so meaningfulxzxz.


I love to see mommy and daddy being very loving cos watching them quarrel is really a disgusting process that I hate :/ Really really really dislike watching them quarrel -.- I rather they be super lovey dovey or something, but too bad daddy is hardly around in singapore sigh.


Saw some super kind hearted people who took our photo for us, yay. Photos with every single person in it, is very important to me. I dont know why but I dont like ANYONE to be left out from photographs. No matter how nice it is it just wont be wan mei anymore :/


On our way to the taxi place, we saw this security guard which was sleeping LOL, and daddy asked me to take a photo of him TSKTSK. So childish you mei you :S


Got a cab really really quickly, bye to central ! There isnt a problem getting a cab in bangkok at all. I wanna share something that I enjoyed alot !


I enjoyed cabbing like it was free. LOL. The starting fare is 35 baht, which is like less than 2bucks -.- Everything it jumps, it only jumps 2baht, which is about 8cents, and it doesnt jump much. -.- Our most expensive cabfare so far has only been 100baht, which is only slightly more than 4 dollars LOL. Ridiculously cheap, I love taking cabs ! LOL. Just that its quite irritating cos cab drivers can choose to turn you down if they do not wanna travel to your destination for whatever reason they have :S I'll miss the taxi system ! In singapore when theres a jam, our heart jumps as the meter jumps. Over there, who cares if it jams :X


Our favourite restaurant- the one we visited on our first night ! :D Nigel ordered this really pretty drink. :D Actually, mommy, daddy, and nigel's drinks were all pretty, except for mine cos I oredered tea. :( Seriously damn mei :D


We had a really full dinner, wanted to die. Was intending to order lesser, but we still ordered alot -.- Had 2 plates of duck cos the first plate wasnt breast meat and thus we dont like it. Wth :/ We really wasted alot of food these few days ! Had dessert after that, but we were so full that we decided to play zhong ji mi ma, so the loser will have to eat LOL. IT WAS SUPER FUN LOLOL. Was laughing like mad, the whole restaurant was plagued with our laughter :X I only lost once LOL, of which I didnt eat much cos we were about to go off already HAHA. It was damn fun playing zhong ji mi ma cos daddy was trying to guess nigel's mind and nigel was trying to think how daddy's mind was thinking and this goes on and on :X Interesting HAHA.


Back to the hotel after that, wanted to go down to the lounge but it closes super early. Its supposed to close at 12am, but when we went down at 10pm they told us they were going to close already :/ Sobs nevermind another time !!! Nothing special about the lounge also. There was this major quarrel and the main character was nigel. I cried alot again :/

Thought about alot alot alot of stuffs. Though it didnt concern me directly, it did concern me indirectly. Recently Ive realised how important everyone in the family is to me. Previously, especially last year when I was attached, I totally neglected my family. Nothing mattered besides my boyfriend and my friends. But now I realise, that everything is so fragile, except family. Theres no way the blood ties and the bonds can be broken. Theres always a huge gap between our parents and us, sometimes when you think of it, how many years would they have to see us grow up? How many years more do we have together? 30? 40? 50? Time flies so quickly. After life, what happens? Whats gonna link us together after that? It really scares me, alot :/


Cleared all the misunderstandings that night, I hope. Went to bed feeling uber shag, and we all had to wake up early the next morning, because daddy was taking an earlier flight back to china cos there were no other suitable timings :/ It felt so sad watching daddy walk away, because I really miss him.


Last night when he told us about how he would rather be at home than be all alone in china, I felt so heartbroken. Perhaps he doesnt call back often, but it doesnt mean he doesnt love us, doesnt care about us, doesnt wanna be with us. When he cried last night, and said that he really wanna come home, I felt that he was really sincere :/ But theres no choice cos his position is too high and there arent as many high positioned job vacancies available in singapore for him :/ If he can come back, I hope he will be back :(


Went for breakfast together, and after that we sent daddy off to take cab :/ Glad that hes already safely back in his apartment in china already. After that, mommy, nigel and I spent our time playing cards in the hotel :) Daidee is super fun ! Hahaha, but time flies super quickly, soon it was 9 already and we had to head off to the lobby to checkout :(


Checked our stuff a thousand times, Im sure we didnt leave anything behind ! Will miss the hotel alot cos its more like an apartment than a hotel. Love the room connected to the hall, maybe next time we can try the deluxe suite ! Would definitely come back to this hotel again, the staff are all so nice. I loved the whole trip :) Alot. The shopping, the company, the place :)


Took the transport arranged for us all the way to the airport, glad it wasnt another cramped up bus trying to kill us again. Checked in super early so that we could shop at the transit hall :D Bought lots of tidbits and stuff to give away, as well as for whoever wants to eat to eat :) We were shopping even in the transit hall LOL. Nigel was so annoyed cos we kept on walking :X Couldnt find the pork floss roll thingy we wanted :/ So weird lor its a local product ! :( Ohwell, and I got a mac lipgloss :D


Was totally behaving retarded while trying to think of ideas how to switch seats with other people so that the three of us could sit together, but nope, there were only 2 connecting seats, with another one all the way at the other end. Sigh -.- Nigel sacrificed and kept insisting that mommy and I should take care of each other so he would sit alone x.x Sometimes so childish sometimes so mature :X


Used to be really afraid of flights, in the sense that the moment the plane started to take off I'd have to force myself to sleep, so that I wont feel very horrible. But now I feel totally fine about it already. I remember how I used to want to be an air stewardess when I was younger LOL. But cant cos I dont wanna serve people and I cant stand feeling uncomfortable on a flight :S


I was hugging my soft toy, when one of the crew members walked past and looked so fascinated. She was so amused and in love with my soft toy that she even picked apple up, and asked so many questions, like where I got it, what it is, and stuff like that HAHA. Its actually mommy's travelling companion not mine, but mommy doesnt wanna feel embarassed LOL :X


The clouds is chio or chio lor. While I was on the plane I stared at the clouds thinking of many many stuffs. Many things are just like clouds. We go through them, pass by them, but once we're away, its just over. We go through another cycle of events, another fluff of clouds. This is life. I wanna stop thinking of whatever shitty, but whenever I feel upset, I would recall that person, cos somehow he was my pillar of strength that I haven really let go of :/ I would always have this urge of finding him -.- Dont know what I should be thinking -.-


HAHAHA and this is how singapore looks like from the top ! Landed, and went to the duty free shop to buy alcohol. Wanted to buy vodka absolut mango one lor, but then only mommy's passport could buy, so no choice, she wanted to buy a bottle of vodka for her gift exchange, :/ Its okay anyway I have one brand new bottle of vodka absolut peach at home, as well as a bottle of smirnoff vodka at home. I dont even drink anymore, its like a thing of the past. Depends on the company and occasion :/


Took a long time to find our luggage, was so afraid it would go missing -.- If it was really lost then there goes my whole trip, cos all the new stuffs are inside -.- Thank god it was safe and sound !!! :D Went to popeyes to eat after that cos the lunch on the plane was inedible :D Damn shiok I love popeyes ! Super fresh fish plus biscuit bread = love :D


I am totally falling asleep now, its 353am and I slept so little last night. Dying soon lor -.- But nevermind I managed to persevere all the way to the end to type this blogpost. Have concluded that 5days is not enough for bangkok, theres just so much to walk ! In order to shop properly I think you need like more than a week lor :( Each shopping centre has like thousands of shops ! Shall visit safari next time cos the hotel staff say that its damn interesting ! I think we will come back again LOL, quite a nice experience ! :)

Just wanna say, I love mommy and daddy and nigel alot. You guys will always be my closest family members and nothing will change this. Despite all the fights and quarrels, Im sure we are bonded, by something that only we share. Love you all :)

I was looking through facebook, at the j2s' prom photos ! But Im not even halfway through and Im very tired already. Shall look through them tomorrow when Im really bored cos as of now, all I wanna do is to sleep. -.- LOL. Annoying leh this feeling zzz. Alright Im really off to bed now I feel like dying. Damn tired. Going to run on the threadmill tomorrow cos thursday's gonna be devil's training :(

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Your image through the clouds.
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Saturday, December 05, 2009
HAHAHA HELLO !!! :D Im currently in grande diamond suite hotel, using daddy's laptop cos he bought the wireless internet thingy for 72hours ! :) Happy HEHEHE.

These two days have been fun, spending time with daddy mommy and nigel and such, but it has been quite irritating cos I haven been going "omg i cant stop buying " :S Went to BMK which everyone says has tonnes of clothes but only got 2 dresses while the rest bought many tshirts, which can be found practically everywhr there ! Siam paragon was somewhat boring cos its similar to singapore's paragon:/ Crossed over and found super cheap clothes but the variety was somewhat little D:

Headed off to platinum mall next to my hotel, for dinner. Shocked at the tonnes of clothes and I'll definitely be going there to shop on monday ! :) Tomorrow shall be spent at the sundaymarket where I hope I'll be able to get the best bargains. :D Actually I didnt wanna blog but then, plurk is loading super slowly, cant plurk many many, so I'll have tomake do with this first !

Will update more in detail when Im back or something HEHEHE, going for massage now, baiz !! :D

p/s airen i hope youre doing great !!! x3
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Thursday, December 03, 2009
OH MY GOD I CANT BELIEVE THAT MY TRIP IS JUST TOMORROW ! :D HAHAHA I know I sound like Im exaggerating but then, time really flew by so quickly that Ive yet to realise that my trip is just tomorrow :X Got tonnes of stuff unpacked, this is probably the first time Ive packed my stuff only so late -.-

Just got back from settlers' cafe with clique, had a super great time ! :X Training was damn tiring but not as bad as the last one, I dont know if its cos the intensity has decreased slightly, or if its cos my fitness has improved a tad bit from last training. But I still died halfway through training cos I really couldnt breathe -.- Update about training later in this post, shall talk about my date with clique first ! Met all of them at the bus stop, meenah was the earliest followed by me, then jo and zhee :D Shouldnt have cabbed down if I knew they were all gonna be later than 7 :X Off to went down towards smu to settlers cafe where we can play games and eat :D


It took quite a long time before we were allocated to a seat, cos they didnt wanna open a part of the cafe at first, but did so in the end D: The whole system was quite disorganized though :X Think the people working there were quite lost and confused though there werent much people :X Well in any case they are nice ! :D This derrick guy came to explain to us how the package works and we began playing games :D The above one is pictureka where it was damn funny ! LOL. Was searching through all the pictures like mad, quite fun a game ! :D The next one we played was finger twister which was... painful and torturous :X


Finger twister works the same way as the normal twister does, just that this time we dont use hands and legs, but use our fingers instead. Its quite cool how the place has like many many many cool games that we haven seen before, a wide variety to choose from :D I never knew finger twister existed before today seriously -.-


Decided not to torture ourselves by playing such a painful game, so the lazy pigs forced me to go and find another game cos they were too lazy to get up. Wanted to put the pictureka back, but the moment I held it up, the whole box just fell apart can. LOL. Totally dui lian please -.- The same thing happened to jo previously when she brought the pictureka to us, but hers more dui lian cos she dropped it nearer to a larger crowd. LOL But still I totally bao xiao can -.- So embarassing -.-


One thing bad was that the food took really long to come -.- Especially since they were all hungry people, it was an extremely torturous wait. Super you mo, all the three of them ordered the same thing- fish and chips -.- Got garlic bread which was pathetically little, and in the end I realised that they didnt include it in the bill LOL. They always miss something out from the bill, just like they did the last time -.- The drinks took really long to come as well, like they just totally forgot about it. But ohwell nevermind la the place is still really very nice to be at :X


Started playing taboo after that, which is practically my favourite game of all times ! :D Had so much fun playing with it LOL. Totally laughing and bao xiao-ing away :X I love the game ! Regret not having tried it earlier last time before I went to the settlers' with airenz and pegz the last time round :D Laughed like throughout the entire time, there were afew examples ! :X


The word was global warming, and meenah said: mavis contributed to it -.-
The word was bark, I said that its my favourite words to say and zhee guessed: NEHNEH LOL. ( Like wth how can nehneh be one of the words?!?! )
The word was koala, I said that its grey and loves hugging trees, ZHEE GUESSED: KANGAROO WTH KANGAROO HUG TREE?!?!
The word was hammer and so zhee made this action with her 2 hands, ( though its not allowed la :X ), meenah guessed: MILKING COWS LOL.
The word was toapayoh, meenah said that zhee lives there, and zhee guessed: IGLOO. WTH SHE LIVES IN AN IGLOO? LOL.


It was freaking funny please we had alot alot alot alot alot of fun laughing away ! LOL :D And most importantly we got our nice sofa, plus it wasnt very expensive, and the food was not bad cos in my memory the fish and chips is good ! :D The opening hours was extended to 1030 so we got to stay until then, when they started playing a song that had lyrics singing: go home and play or dont know what LOL. Damn funny-.- Walked back to dhoby ghaut, jo took bus, the rest of us trained back and home sweet home ! :D We should have this more often hahaha, love you clique, we really click so well leh LOL, so many times we blurted out the same words at the same time :X HEHE.


I was talking about training, yumei and yngtyng came back today ! I miss them so much, its so different with them around. I miss their encouragements, their screams. Maybe its just nice being the younger ones cos youre the one getting motivated instead of always being the motivator. Not that its bad to be the one rara-ing the team on la :) I miss cassandra alot also, I wonder how she is ! :( I kinda recalled how it was super fun playing with the seniors cos they're so fun to be with and stuff :( Maybe cos we dont know the sec4s well enough yet, I hope it will get better after some bonding cos currently there is really no incentive about everything :( Was talking to kristie and thinking of the seniors almost made me cry -.-

Took kristie's car just now and talked to her dad a little bit ! Gonna join them on a river cruise dinner on monday night cos they're going bangkok as well ! LOL SO COOL. But its not confirmed yet :( I hope we can though, it'll be fun and I'll disturb kristie :D LOL.

I'll still be contactable these few days through sms cos Ive already activated my roaming, but there will probably be no more updates until 8th december when Im back, unless I feel hardworking enough to update in thailand which is.. most probably impossible cos I will be busy shopping :X

Volleyballers if you were to see this, remember that tuesday's training is from 1230-330, do reach by 1215 ! Im sure with kelly around it'll be fine though :D

Airenz dont worry I'll be back faster than you imagine ! And when Im back we can viwawa, mahjong, dota, gossip or whatever okay :D All day long ! Like I told you, you can still find me :D Dont miss me too much HEHEHE :X I'll miss you ! :) Gonna buy food and clothes back for you, see you after Im back okay? :D Love youuu.

And take good care of yourself dearest, keep falling sick, remember to take medicine ! Gonna find similar clothes for us ! :) See you when Im back love !

Last but not least, all the best to you pegz for your upcoming papers, and I'll miss you too clique, lets meet after Im back HEHEHE. :D Okay enough I sound like Im leaving and going to neverland or something. -.-

Alright, this is it for now ! :D See you all when Im back on the 8th of december ! :) EGGCITED LEH ZOMGWTFBBQ.

Thought it through and realised that all my thoughts are crap.
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Wednesday, December 02, 2009
My eyes are freaking itchy now, lazy to remove mascara as usual, sometimes I wonder if there will be any side effects if I dont remove my mascara, Im always too lazy until mommy nags at me -.- Well anyway I was out the entire day with dearest today, happy happy day, haven seen her for such a long time ! :D Was supposed to meet her at 1pm, but then we didnt leave house until 1 plus LOL, stupid stupid stupid irritating rain. I was supposed to be on time but decided to make a turn to buy macaroons for dearest cos I remember she likes it from that shop :D So ended up I was late and she was barking at me like nonstop HEHE. :X


Haven seen her in such a long time ! Like what, 2 weeks? :O So long leh ;X So happy to see her :D Trained down to orchard and we went to ion since I wanted to get scrapbook papers from prologue to do some stuff :D Super pretty papers they've got, we spent alot of time there choosing papers and looking at nice stuff :D Nothing much to walk around ion though, cos the stuffs there are mostly like branded, or not very worth it :O Wanted to go to wheelock place to get dearest's slippers, but then we passed by hongkong cafe so decided to have lunch there first :D


Dearest said she hadnt been there in a long long time, and for once she didnt eat her spicy pork porridge LOL. See I remember leh :D Hehe. The place was so noisy though, couldnt hear the songs at all, all we could hear was people talking damn super duper uper loudly, annoying leh D: Irritating -.- Enjoyed our lunch, hongkong cafe is forever nice HEHEHE. Walked over to wheelock place after that :D Never realised that there was a link from ion leh-.- Probably cos I dont ever go to wheelock place D:


Accompanied dearest to birkenstock to buy her slippers. The salesgirls there provide horrible service, they have this stuck up face that tells you : HEY I dont care whether you buy or not -.- Similar to whatever the online reviews have stated, but somewhat better. Didnt spend too long in the shop, dearest was very afraid to try though, cos they all looked fierce, but she did in the end :X Bought her slipper and we went on to new urban male to look at havanas, saw super chio bikinis but, the price even nicer LOL. Like 300 bucks for a bikini -.-?


Nothing to walk at wheelock place cos it is like a ghost town :X Walked out of the place and went back towards the direct of ion cos we wanted to take photo with the super chio christmas tree in pink and purple LOL. :X I never knew we are allowed to go in, so we decided to go in, the lights inside is chio one lor ! I dont wanna upload the one with flash cos not nice :( Therefore we simply look like 2 dark figures here :X But still so nice ! Like we're in space or something :D


I think this is probably the most obvious photo where you can actually tell that dearest& I are wearing the same top/dress LOL. Just that dearest wore it with shorts cos its too long for her, and I wore it as a dress cos the length is just right for me :D We bought it together HEHEHE, but I dont think its very obvious cos its a totally different style, one's shorts and one's dress :X Still, super cool :D Gonna get more similar stuff for both of us when I get to bangkok :D


I think we troubled many many many people cos we were practically taking photos as we walked along orchard road :X Every single christmas tree also wanna take, didnt wanna miss a single reindeer decoration :X Well but pictures capture the most precious moments for a thousand years, super precious :D


Basically every single photo that is coming up would be of all the respective reindeers you can find along orchard road LOL. :X But well we really like the reindeer decorations alot so we didnt mind getting passerbys to take photo for us at every single point :X Walked to wisma to find the shorts I want at cotton on but its not available anymore :( Dearest tried on a tube dress from forever21 but it didnt suit her so we went off after that :)


Passed by taka again while we were walking towards cine for our movie, dearest wanted to take photo with the bear bear christmas tree HEHEHE :D I took a photo with this christmas tree before but I was more than happy to take again :X Somemore this time its with dearest :D


Though dearest wasnt supposed to be spotted in taka cos shes sick but we went to take our photo anyway :X The bears are so uber cute, I wanna take this tree home :(


Went to cine after that to buy our movie tickets, saw siufang but she walked away so we didnt say hi or something :X Ohya we saw many many many of dearest's friends the entire day ! Like uncountable please :X Primary school friend, second school friend, dont know what :X Bought tickets for the 5pm show for case 39, then we walked around cos it was still early :D Went to pandora's box to look at clothes :D They have dresses of really good material there, but was too lazy to bend down to look at it cos the racks were placed super low-.- At the same time, we saw blingblings for phones there :D


Dearest wanted to get blingblings for her itouch, but its either too ex, too ugly, or too hard to do it by yourself -.- The hello kitty one was so pretty leh, but not very good :/ Saw another shop with super cute blingblings :D But no hurry we can always get it another time :D Wanted to go to the apple shop but it closed down already, so we just went up straight to wait for the movie to begin though it was only 4.50 then. We saw these 2 girls who dressed really skimpily, damn gross leh LOL. Their bras were like exposed, inclusive of the bra hooks wtf -.- Gossiped about them like mad :X


Waited super long for the movie theatres to be opened so that we could go in and sit or something -.- Saw super many nice movie trailers ! :( I wanna watch the vampire show, shutter island and one more which I cant remember :( Annoying. Anyway, the show was really good ! :D Similar plot to orphan, just that this time its a devil instead of a girl who will never grow up O: Super scary seriously, we were damn shocked at many many times during the movie, but we didnt bang each other like the last time round when we watched coming soon LOL. :X Afterall, its a nice show, worth a watch ! :D


Huafeng came to meet us after that, so we went to wait for him outside the mandarin hotel gallery or whatever you call that O: All the shops are opened already, but then it doesnt seem really attractive or something, foreign brands that I dont know off :X Maybe Im only more familiar with blogshops like bc and ae and stuff LOL. Okay whatever :X After he came, he officially became our photographer LOL.


No more need to find other people to take photos for us, since hes there :X I think he got quite annoyed cos we kept taking photos, with every single decoration and he felt quite paiseh HEHE :X But nevermind la hor, thankyou :X Decided to go to taka for crystal jade after that :D Crystal jade is seriously love :X


Had my favourite congee, DAMN GOOD LOL. Like drinking water -.- Very very nice, huafeng had congee too, ho gai siao right :D LOL. Dearest ate her duck noodle like she always does :X Next time try the congee la dearest, so nice ! :X Love the nuts there too :D Yummy ! I can camp at crystal jade everyday leh LOL, saw the salted egg squid thingy :( Miss it so much :X


Walked to ion after that cos I had to collect my stuff from prologue, was afraid that I would spoil the scrapbook papers if I were to bring them around for the entire day, so I left it there :X No choice had to go back and take :X Walked around ion after that cos there were shops that dearest& huafeng wanted to visit, so we spent some time there ! Besides the last time when I visited ion with ass& youting, I think this is probably one of the longest times Ive spent in ion :O


Didnt spend alot of time there though, cos there isnt anything much actually :X Went topshop and all and laughed with dearest, at all the expensive clothings that blogshops have been inspiring from :X But seriously the quality is way better la :X Went to buy yakult after that, dont know why my urge of drinking yakult has came back all over again -.-


Trained home and home sweet home after that since dearest has to work morning shift tomorrow, plus she isnt feeling well :( This post is filled with so many pretty reindeers right! We missed out two though, dearest lets go back and take photo with that two another time :( Including the tree at paragon which we didnt take with ! :)


There is training tomorrow like zomgwtfbbq. Its not cos I hate training, but cos I cant breathe whenever we train in ccab hall -.- Totally no ventilation, no fan, no nothing. I almost died during training yesterday, totally couldnt breathe at all. In addition, my stamina is like shit now after training ceased for a long time :( I wanna get my stamina back but I really hate training in ccab, the air ventilation is really bad lor :( It caused me a severe headache yesterday and I almost died after vomitting last night-.-

Kristie just told me that shes going bangkok too ! LOL. On the 5-9, while im going on the 4-8, WHAT THE HELL LOL. So cool ! And shes staying a suite too, so means most probably she'll be staying in the same hotel as me, cos Im staying in the suite hotel too. SO COOL :X

Its only one day plus more to bangkok, wonder if I should feel excited or what. Everything also haven prepare, first time like that cos we usually only visit cool countries -.- Gonna miss crapping with my airenz which I do every single day ! :(

Its daddy's birthday today, happy birthday daddy ! Looking forward to our trip on friday and we'll celebrate when we meet then HEHEHE :D Love you !

Am talking to lover now, LOLOL. I really dont understand why he has such bad taste. Seriously, like all his ex-girlfriends are like OH EM GEE? ( LEARNT FROM AIRENZ HEHE ;X ) And the current one, is omg too LOL. The other one also, taste like wtf. Got flower dont want, throw away for a pile of shit -.- Now they make up goldilocks and the three bears? LOL. The last one even worse la no need to say, really is bo wei gong one :D I bet nobody knows what Im talking about, probably only lover. LOL. :D

GOT NEW BLOG TO STALK HAHAHA. YAY. :X Okay Im going to dota with airenz now !!! Baiz.
Bunch of gangsters -.-
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Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Im so bored. Spent the entire day watching shao nian si da ming bu, the the the Kenneth ma so shuai lor. LOL. Just realised kenneth is his name, so gross -.- But nevermind he's still as charming :S I dont idolize artistes at all, but I think from the whole of TVB, Kenneth ma, Bosco wong and Ron ng are the most charming ones :X

Renamed ALL my songs in itunes cos they are either in symbols, or have inaccurate artiste names -.- Make nice nice already, all so that I can sync them into my itouch, and Im done with that too ! :D HEHEHE. Shall download games later, I have a crazy number of songs -.- I meddled with it for a few hours lor ): Didnt go out today, no photo to post so I went to scan through the photos taken recently but have not been posted yet ! :D HEHE.


My feeling is god damn zhun seriously. -.- I hate it leh, sometimes I wish I can be less accurate, but nope. Im always like super duper uper fking accurate that its so freaking annoying. I dont wanna know so much :(

This week is coming to an end soon :) Training tomorrow, out with dearest on wednesday, meeting up with clique on thursday ( confirmed not jo D: zhee can?!?! ), and I'll be flying on friday already :D Looking forward to going over to bangkok to shop and relax, but looking forward to coming back as well ! So contradicting I know, :X Anyway Im sure my crazy lover who is dead will miss me LOL. HOR? :D

I was talking to sarah just now, telling her how the human mind can be controlled by channeling our thoughts to somewhere else. Sometimes I wish I can actually absorb whatever I tell her. My ability to think a little less has improved tremendously from the past, but I too, experience times when I cant seem to channel my thoughts away ): Its so annoying cos I will think back and dwell on those memories. Although people say that memories last for a lifetime, but I do hope that I can get a brainwash or maybe partial memory loss to erase that part of my memory. -.-

Whens our dress date airenz?!?! HEHEHE SO EGGCITED LEH. LOL. :D Body world when Im back, hopefully ! And cupcake :X My life is so happening seriously, :X Its time to get started on my work but sigh, cant be bothered -.-

I wonder if the twin boys' exams are over already ! I kinda remember that noob owes me a treat... PLUS a complicated story D: If their exams arent over, all the best to them :D If its over already its time for us to meet again ! HEHEHE. :D Singapore flyer? :X

MAVIS CHUA JIA YUN, THINK THINK THINK THINK THINK. CALL MONSTER KILL YOU AH. Zzz.
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Sunday, November 29, 2009
Was out the entire day with mommy once again ! :D So glad that mommy finally decided to drive, and my itouch was put to good use since mommy could check the directions and all with the google map function :X Had to go down to people's park centre to pick up my maid's work permit and stuff, then watched mommy have her lunch at some famous wanton mee shop. Loved the crusts alot, LOL I only ate the crust and she ate the main part of it, which means Im just eating wanton without ingredients -.- Okay lame but it was really very good ! :D


The freaking noob sound system scared the shit out of me-.- Suddenly blasted and I totally jumped ): Sob. Went to the tour agency to pick up our air tickets after that, got our insurance and stuff, then we went down to plaza sing :D Went to get our new modem for our computer, starhub service sucks like mad leh, really hate it. It hasnt been fixed yet cos they need freaking 24hours to activate something -.- I hope it solves my problem, if not we'll probably just change subscriber or something -.- Bought all the other miscellaneous stuff after that, spending money with mommy around is damn shiok seriously :S Hehehe, accompanied her to try clothes also ! Im going to make her dress up ! Shall influence her to shop like mad during our bangkok trip :X


Bought dinner home for everyone and home sweet home after that ! :O I wanna buy those pills that will delay the menstrual cycle, if not I sure zhong during the trip zzz. But Im too lazy to go and see a doctor for it, and the stupid pharmacy doesnt sell it without prescription -.- Recently mommy's relationship with me is getting better and better, I really love her :D Thank god I have an educated mom who knows how to bring me up :) At least I didnt grow up being barbaric and mental and schizophrenic. LOL. :D


Starting to get abit of the hang of dota, shall go and play later on HAHA. Too lazy to start configuring my itouch and stuff, really really lazy LOL. ): Gotta start packing for the trip also, but I dont know what clothes I should bring :X Really excited about it !

I miss dearest alot ): Sobs. Talked to the photographer guy yesterday and I can confirm chop hes a liar la please. So freaking obvious. -.- Dearest looks like we gotta find someone else ! :O

Lover's exams are starting tomorrow, hope shes preparing well for it, all the best airenz ! :D

So many unexpected stuff happened these few days, really scares me, but ohwell. I cant do anything about it also O:

Thought again last night.
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Friday, November 27, 2009
Its bloody freaking laggy to tag photos -.- So freaking annoyed and the worst thing is Im only on the first album. Going to finish up this post, finish tagging the photos then off to bed already. There're tonnes of blogshops that launched I think, I have tonnes of emails but I cant open my freaking inbox and I am damn irritated now. Zzz. Ie sucks, mozilla sucks too, cant download chrome. My internet is simply screwed -.-

Made reservation for amici, the italian restaurant that I went with airenz and pegz last week. Since its a public holiday and mommy is at home, decided to go out for dinner even though her driving skills suck so much that there's this high risk that she will lose her way-.- Miraculously she managed to find the place cos she did her homework before we left home, google map is damn useful HAHA. Wanted to take photo one leh, but then I left my camera in the car so couldnt do so when we were at the restaurant -.-


Ordered the exact same thing as the last time round, with an addition of mozerella cheese bread or something o.o After dining there for the second time, I can say that their food is really good ! Mommy had the bacon thingy, but we didnt eat the bacon. LOL. Nigel didnt eat his beef in the beef lasagne as well -.- Weird people :X The garlic bread is as lovely as ever, mozerella cheese bread worth a try as well ! :D Will definitely go there again :D Left my jacket behind though -.- It was raining like mad and we had to go back to pick it up D: I have concluded that I dont know how to open an umbrella properly-.-


Decided to go down to apple to get itouch for nigel and myself. Thankyou lover for helping me to check the locations ! :D HEHE. The only place mommy knows how to drive down to is parkway parade, so we headed for that direction, but got lost on the way-.- Really fail leh :X Luckily after much turning we managed to find the place :D Went to check with starhub if we could get to modem, but they dont have it ): Probably have to go down to another starhub branch, probably at plaza singapura or something :( I cant stand my internet anymore, the modem only supports 32mbps when we're paying for the 100mbps plan wth-.-


And and and, we got our itouch ! :D HEHEHE. The salesguy was damn charming LOL. His name is mason or something I think :X Okay I sound like a stalker -.- Well but at least I can recognise good looking guys, not super blinded like. LOL. :D Spent alot of time at the shop cos nigel wanted to get cover or something -.- Each of us got a screen protector as well, I got the mirror one ! :D HEHEHE perfect for me ! :X The salesguy has the same protector for his iphone also LOL. Anyway I dont know how Im gonna put it on, cos nigel just tried to fix his on and ended up there're lots of bubbles underneath, damn gross -.- Im so not going to do it myself :X Enquired about quite alot of stuff, the salesguy was totally laughing with us :X Got mini speakers as well :D


Went to crystal jade for dinner after that, but we didnt order much cos we were full and all, love the porridge there ! Super guilty today zzz. Home sweet home after that, damn sleepy now ): Probably only gonna meddle with my itouch tomorrow, shall let it charge for its 6 full hours first ! :) Thats whats nice about having a nice mommy, buy no need to think :D

Am really gonna go to the police station tomorrow. I cant take it already. Fucker.

Tagging photos totally puts me off. Alright gonna continue doing it now, tomorrow still need to spend the whole day out with mommy. God damn facebook ! ):

The tv show so sweeeeeet neh :D But, it just isnt reality. (:
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Thursday, November 26, 2009
This post would be a total photo spam. Thats for sure because the two days one night of class chalet used up my two fully charged batteries, this indicates the tonnes of photos we took -.- Very shag now though I already slept after I reached home in the afternoon just now, and my butt hurts to the max man -.- Just that its not as bad as bike hike hahaha. But I enjoyed myself alot ! Okay shall update the details naoz. :D

Was supposed to go for training yesterday, but I didnt cos I had to be at the class chalet early since the food catering was under my name D: Training was from 4-7 but the food caterer would come at anytime between 4-6, so I had to give training a miss :/ Jo came over in the morning, as usual I overslept and got a shock when she called to say shes outside already :X As requested, my maid cooked macaroni for meenah and jo O:


I have no idea why but beloved clique loves my maid's macaroni alot, they call it THE macaroni. LOL. I used to like it in the past, I remember very vividly that there was a period of time during o levels when I used to eat macaroni like every single day before I went to school for my papers :S For all you know its brain food HAHA. But somehow clique doesnt ever get sick of this, and my maid cooks more and more each time round, cos their love for it seems to be increasing by the day, :X My maid cooked more than one large bowl just for the two of them LOL. O:


As usual, like they always do when they come to my place, they played raving rabbits on my wii and stuff, and had fun laughing at them X: Spammed many photos, of which I didnt post cos there are simply too many, I'll die if I have to post each and everyone of them on blogger cos I can only upload 5 at a time here ! D: Meenah, as crazy as ever was super funny. When I saw this photo I was totally laughing away, trying to be funny wanna kill my orange? :D


Went to bathe and stuff while they used my laptop, and when I came out they kept claiming that my computer said hi to them -.- Of course I dont believe it a single bit, and until now Im still trying to wonder why they said whatever they did o.o However theres still no way my laptop couldve talked ! -.-


Two siaocharbors LOL. Dont know why they dont mind taking unglam shots of themselves ! :S I definitely wont make stupid faces or what LOL, especially if I know they are gonna be posted for sure :X


Went to pack my stuff, kept feeling that I missed something out -.- Dont like to miss anything out when I stay out overnight cos it gets really irritating and troublesome ! Jo was on this phototaking spree :X Much more than I was LOL. She was in charge of my cam like more than half the time yesterday hehehe :D


Besides catering food, we got auntie to prepare some food for us :D Since beloved clique loved auntie's marinated chicken when they came for steamboat bbq the last time round, decided to get her to prepare marinated chicken for us :) Too bad zhee never come ): We also got auntie to deshell the prawns for us so that we can have cheese prawns or something O:


Brought tongs and brushes and stuff as well ! We almost forgot all these leh, didnt occur to me that I was supposed to bring it -.- Luckily we brought, if not gg no tongs how to bbq D:


Fooled around in the kitchen while waiting for auntie to prepare all our food for us :X Thank god shes nice ! Not like cheryl's maid whom cheryl said would definitely not help to prepare or whatsoever :X


Stupid faces again LOL, wonder whats going on in their mind leh :X Initially meenah and I only wanted to leave house at like 2.30, since we only needed to buy stuff from shop& save, then cab down straight. But then jo was insisting we left earlier, so decided to listen to her :X


Due to the photo spam they took soooooo many unglam photos la D: Luckily meenah deleted them already hehehe, somemore its my camera :P Cant remember which of them said this photo looked something like : Talk to my hand. LOL.


Went down to shop and save to buy marshmallows and cheese ! Took some time choosing our drinks and snacks as well :D Potato chips are the worst invention on earth man, so god damn fattening D: But nice at the same time -.- Always refraining from it, very guilty leh D:


At shop and save we kinda realised that we forgot alot of stuff, like poker cards, mahjong set, lighter and dont know what -.- So we went up again just to get all the stuff, including the prawns and marinated chicken before cabbing down to aloha loyang ! The cab driver very nice :D I like good service :)


Waited for cheryl and her aunt at the reception, walked around while we waited for them. I like the poolside terraces so much laaaa, its like POOLSIDE ! D: Duh LOL. But then I really like it alot, too bad it isnt available for booking anymoreeeeee ): Otherwise I'd definitely book it for like sometime this holiday or something ): Checked in when cheryl arrived, and her aunt sent us to seaview terrace 2 ! Got a shock cos the place was freaking big, there were like four rooms -.-


Spent our time exploring the place and decided to stay in the hall and play games instead :X Actually the rooms were better places to slack and play cards lor ): But then we were only allowed to use up to 24 aircon units, which meant that we cant use the aircon too long or we would have to top up for the extra costs, so we just stayed outside ._.


Played cards since there were only the four of us and we had to wait for the others to arrive :/ All so late laaaa :( Since stupid meenah refused to learn how to play bridge, played asshole dai dee, and nua-ed around :D This photo of meenah is like super classic please -.- LOL.


Sat around until angela arrived O: Poor thing, she was in jeans and she walked all the way from downtown east to aloha loyang, LOL. She took so long to finally find our chalet and I think she was totally lost or something :X Finally when we spotted her, she was in the backyard carrying an umbrella sweating like mad in the sun :X:X Ohya we wanted music so badly while we were playing cards la, but then no one brought speakers -.- Meenah asked me to remind her to bring speakers whenever we have such events next time, no matter how lazy she is. Here is a reminder for myself to remember to remind her :X


Did cheryl's survey for her, I guess its different from the usual ones, her survey was super fun, we were all like acting out the questions :X:X Shortly after that juncen arrived as well :O Played cards until about five plus when we decided to go out and take a walk, as well as source for nearby bicycle shops O:


In our backyard or whatever you call that, nearby the place where our bbq pit was situated, there was this basketball court, which is super good cos people can play basketball or whatever ball games there :D But then we didnt bring ball la LOL. -.- The basketball court super you mo, the basketball hoop was gone LOL-.- Quite a joke-.-


Walked past the poolside to get out of the chalet, so envious leh LOL, I wanna swim ): Actually we're allowed to use the swimming pool as well, since its part of the facilities :O But thennnnnnn nobody brought swimming costume -.- Though I was wearing bikini inside I had nothing to change into if I were to jump in ): I wanna learn swimming lehhhhhhhh, like so fail, so old alr still dont know hw to swim sobs.


To our surprise, we saw this bicycle rental shop near the exit of aloha loyang ! HEHEHE they not only had bicycle rental, they rented mahjong sets as well, ( which we didnt bring in the end cos its simply too heavy :X ) which makes it super convenient ! Lots of photo spam while we were deciding whether to rent the bikes or not -.-


It was about 5plus then, but the lady allowed us to take our bikes first even though the overnight cycling rental starts from 6pm and ends at 11am ! O: I think its super worth it, to me la X: Only fifteen bucks for like soooo many hours :D


Decided to take the overnight cycling rental, since the few of us intended to night cycle :D And since cheryl wanted to learn, we rented six bikes and went off to teach her how to cycle ! The lady gave us light sticks as well :D


I didnt participate much in teaching cheryl how to cycle cos I myself just learnt not too long ago :X And since the pro juncen was there, no point I go and make myself redundant LOL. The bikes were quite shitty though, require alot of strength just to cover a short distance, which made it damn tiring -.-


Went back to open the door for anning, michelle and deborah, felt damn stupid cos I tried unlocking a door that wasnt even locked -.- It was just harder to slide open cos the door was freaking heavy -.- Like damn retarded leh, I even called juncen for help to unlock the door -.- Settled them down before going back to witness cheryl's learning HAHA, and deborah attempted learning as well ! :D


Went back a short while later with meenah since mr chan had arrived or something. Quite rude to leave him there alone. He's damn nice laaaa, he bought like alot of ice cream for us, ( which would probably have costed quite alot cos its not cheap and he bought many many many boxes o.o ) as well as drinks and popcorn :O But in the end we still bullied him by getting him to help us start the fire LOL. He told us that usually he doesnt do these sort of stuff cos hes too impatient. When it takes too long he'll just order food wtf LOL. Damn zai :X


In the end with the help of girl guide anning, as well as mr chan, together with girl guide michelle's eye power, we managed to get the fire started quite quickly ! Hehehe. All the guys werent around, tsktsk so horrible. Never help one lor, but cant help it they were all late -.- Melissa arrived after that, and she went to cycle with the rest ! Jerrold came but left to cycle as well LOL -.-


So SAM right mr chan, LOL. Fan until the whole thing seems like its gonna catch fire and burn the chalet down HEHEHE :D Okay Im just trying to exaggerate LOL. Anyway we really have to be thankful that the bbq wasnt held on saturday, but yesterday instead. We left out sooo much stuff la -.- We didnt even have the wire mesh LOL, cos I was supposed to bring it from home but I forgot =x Even the brush was left out, dont know where it disappeared to when I remembered bringing it from home, super clearly. But nevermind, we bought it as well -.- Let the shop get sooo much business leh :S


After the fire started, people started coming! ( Thats always the case isnt it LOL ) Those who were cycling came back, and those who had yet to arrive, ( people like fionna and zhiyi and waikeat ) all started appearing ! Got qitian to buy fried rice for us on the way cos the guys needed carbs, -.- Pigs leh the guys LOL. :S I dont understand why people need carbs :X


I was bbqing food for them the entire time, LOL. Was telling meenah its super good to do facial, cos our pores are all opened due to the heat -.- Okay I know it sounds gross but its true LOL. Stank so much la all the carbon, but it was very fun cooking for them LOL. I didnt eat at all, but I was busy cooking, like the last time round at peg's bbq. I just like to do such stuff, I think its quite fun bbqing though I hate to cook and stuff LOL. :X Kept complaining that the guys didnt do anything, forced zhiyi to touch the disgusting packet of raw chicken wings cos I dont dare to open :X


As usual, there was soooo much food, more than what we could finish -.- We ordered like 30 buffalo wings, 30 drumlets, 10 packets of sambal stingray, 30 hot dogs, 10 crabsticks, 100 satays, 30 otahs, and my maid prepared 2kg of prawns and 5kg of marinated chicken fillet/breast LOL. I thought it doesnt sound too much leh actually. But there were only about.. half the class around? We prepared food for like the entire class :X Oh yes meenah and I were preparing the food, then we saw the packaging of the crabsticks, super funny LOLLLL. It stated: Artifical crab sticks -.-


The fire was quite bad initially, the food cooked super slow la -.- But then we decided to restart the fire ( LOL LIKE RESTART COMPUTER :X ) and after that it was muchhhh better ! :D Im glad auntie's marinated chicken was quite well received and most people like it HAHA. But I felt it wasnt as nice as her usual standard, maybe cos she had to prepare it in a huge amount so quality control kinda fell :S This photo's kinda shocking I didnt expect mel would like zi pai herself LOL :X


Mr chan told us some news that I cant blog about LOL, but then it was totally traumatising la !! Sobs pray and hope that its not gonna happen ): I'll miss mr chan leh, why must he leave the school ): But okay la hes damn zai, at quite a young age hes already eligible to teach at nus ! D: Pro leh LOL. He had to leave early for I dont know what reason, but at least he made the effort to come :) Took a class photo before he left ! Soooo hard to get everyone together to take a photo lor -.- Everyone was super uncooperative tsktsk ):


Went on bbqing together with meenah even after jo disappeared :X There was so much food that we were determined to finish barbecuing everything so that it wouldnt be wasted or something -.- Really continued nonstop even though everyone was freaking full, had to go around forcing people to eat :X I think meenah agreed with me it was super fun bbqing HAHA.


Kinda missed zhee LOL. We kept saying how the food wouldnt have been too much, but just enough if zhee was around :X Afterall she has quite a huge appetite HEHE, and most of the amounts of food that was ordered was decided by her ! Too bad she has camp ):


Slowly everyone went in and started playing games and stuff, leaving some of us outside to continue barbecuing the never ending amount of food -.- Juncen was handling one whole bbq pit by himself, like some otah man LOL. :X Stupid waikeat was disturbing me like mad -.- Jerrold asked me something like why I called my maid auntie instead of Siti -.- LOL HE THOUGHT ALL MAIDS ARE CALLED SITI LOL.


Then I was saying it was polite to call my maid auntie, instead of calling her by her name since shes like older than me -.- Since I said that statement, stupid waikeat and zhiyi kept calling me auntie chua, cos its more polite. LOL-.- Damn it lor they, twist my words -.- They even sang "thats not my name", and changed the lyrics to: they call me kiahoon, thats not my name, they call me auntie chua, thats not my name -.- LOL stupid jokers D:


Besides that we were gossiping about all sorts of stuff, all sorts of people HEHEHE. Super funny sharing stuff with each other, I realise I dont know alot of juicy gossips in school lor :X Maybe cos Im neither from high school nor from nanyang, so I know very few people around :x All the infamous stuff HAHAHA, I realise Im totally oblivious of it la :X I must keep myself updated ! LOL.


Had so much fun laughing at everything hehehe :X Overall I think it was super duper uper fun ! It wasnt just sticking to the cliques, we got the chance to interact with others as well, which was nice :) And the whole highlight was that angela was crazy, she was so high as though she drank or something before she came LOL, which she obviously didnt :S


After that, waikeat, zhiyi, fionna, qitian left to catch the shuttle bus :D The rest of them were playing cards inside, so meenah, jo and I slacked outside :D Stared at the large plate of food wondering what to do with it lol-.- Decided to go in and play cards, until anning and jerrold left :) Had super tiny poker cards from 8days la LOL. :X Super difficult to play with though !


Initially jo was insisting she didnt wanna cycle, but thank god we managed to convince her HEHEHE. Otherwise she wouldve missed out on all the fun ! Luckily I persisted LOL. :x She had bad feelings about the whole night cycling thing, but Im glad to say that nothing bad happened along the way and we all went back to the chalet in one piece ! :D Cheryl hadnt learnt how to cycle yet, so she stayed in the chalet together with deborah and michelle, while juncen, angela, meenah, jo and I cycled out ! :D


It was super dark and we wanted to cycle to ecp, but had no idea if there would be park connectors leading to ecp from pasir ris park. In the end we anyhow cycle, moved towards some tampines park connector or something O: Actually I had no idea where we were going LOL. Finally reached this playground place, which I think is part of pasir ris park? Actually I have no idea but yeah :X We were all superrrr excited when we saw the swings LOL.


All like kids leh :X Got juncen to take photo for us :D I was damn happy leh, cos I really like swings alot ! But nowadays you can seldom find swings in singapore already ): So happy that we found a place with super cool swings ! I remember last time I always needed people to push me when I was younger, but now I can do it myself HAHA. And I can swing considerably high on my own ! Meenah was totally screaming when juncen pushed her LOL.


Guys are always guys, they somehow are just so good at everything, including playing swings -.- He swang himself soooo high leh LOL. Got super many many many obscene photos of him swinging, cos he managed to do it so well he was in the air for long periods of time, so very easy to take photo :X


After the swing we came to this bridge! :D Looks like london bridge LOL. Okay no -.- I was the first to get onto it and I jumped on it, thinking that it was probably made of wood or something -.- But to my horror it wasnt, it was the bouncy kind LOL and I got such a huge shock I totally collapsed sitting down :X Took photos as well, theres one shot that looks like wedding photoshoot LOL but it'll be in facebook, cant upload everything :X


Theres even flying fox there ! But then I cant jump up on the freaking thing -.- So couldnt get to play, but juncen could get onto it so I attempted trying to push him across LOL, freaking hard okay kai wan xiao, use alot of strength-.-


Went to the playground after that, the whole place was filled with exciting stuff :X Was sweating like mad cos we were running about, super excited :X I look totally chui in the photos cos of my fringe which was dripping sweat LOL, but nevermind X: Those photos are priceless memories :D


This thing that we were on is totally useless. Think its part of an obstacle race but it doesnt even feel like an obstacle at all O: The only thing you can do on it is basically to just swing and rotate around -.- Or maybe pole dancing? LOL.


Then there was also this thing that youre supposed to balance on, but then I totally cant stand on it, confirm fall LOL. Juncen and angela were playing on it, challenging who could balance longer :X While I was totally just grabbing onto the pole for support :X Which basically means cheating :D


I totally look like a crazy person here la, laughing like mad :X But then nevermind la I was really happy :X Apparently, we werent the only ones there ! There were other people around though it was already midnight or something :X Singaporeans really no need to sleep one :S


Then there was also another version of the flying fox, which is meant for kids I think, cos our legs could totally reach the ground, but dont know why juncen was able to play -.- Maybe hes strong enough to keep himself off the ground, not like us HAHA. :X


Saw this super super long slide ! :D Seriously I get really excited when it comes to like kiddy stuff :X But then this slide is super duper uper steep, very scary leh LOL. But dont know why when juncen tried he couldnt slide down LOL.


See my beloved clique mates totally look like kids please. LOL. Super satisfied kids playing at the playground :X Meenah was totally complaining that the slide was too narrow or something, that it was damn squeezy HAHA, thats what I remember :X


This thing that they were standing on was damn scary too -.- It looks really harmless but it isnt ! :S Not at all manz. I stepped on it and it totally bounced or sinked or whatever you call it -.- Scare die me I was screaming like mad cos I was really scared ):


Didnt climb up the spider web cos.. I really cant. LOL. Ive this fear for spider webs since I was young, I can never manage to climb up to the top. I cant even climb up much, its scary, it hurts, and its so tough ! Jo was stuck below with me as well HAHA :D Pain leh climb up without slippers. Somemore I have no idea how the hell the three of them climbed up-.-


There was another spider web nearby which looked more complicated, but was actually easier to climb O: There were more ropes for better footing, so decided to give it a try, it was so scary on our way up I swear -.- I have this fear that I will just fall through, and somehow or another I kept thinking of that show, when the woman fell to the ground with her back flat on the floor-.- Ouch D:


After much prompting on the ropes to step on, and how to climb up, finally mustered up my courage to climb up to the top HEHE. Though it sounds like nothing, its a challenge to me cos Im really afraid :S There was this really high slide at the top, but it has no friction so I literally walked down cos I dont wanna get my shorts dirty-.-


After all the fun, we finally finished exploring all the attractive attractions ! LOL. Decided to take a photo before we left the spider web, walao sit until my butt damn pain D:


Decided to cycle on after that, thinking that it would lead to east coast park, only to realise that we were wrong when we came to a dead end -.- LOL. We were totally bad with the directions and had no idea where to go ): Sobs.


In the end we cycled back to halfway where we started, and I think it was only then when we started moving in the correct direction D: Saw maps along the way but they werent very clear afterall. We reached this junction whereby it was really pitch dark. Wanted to turn back actually but we decided to just press on cos we wanted to reach ecp ! ): Talked to each other, sang songs, to make ourselves less afraid even though it was pitch dark :X


Finally we managed to get out of the park, had to travel along canals and I dont know what in order to reach ecp :D Its part of the park connector I think ! We travelled on the overhead bridge, damn crazy lor the slope. All the girls stopped and pushed their bikes LOL. Only juncen is crazy enough to cycle up -.- But the downslope part was shiiooook ! :D Totally sped down :X


We turned round and round and round tampines, with no idea which direction to go, cos we were in the hdb estate areas -.- Called derek but he was like probably dead or something, didnt reply me so we didnt manage to get help cos no one else stayed in tampines :/ Seriously we turned rounds and rounds around the same place, kept passing by the same place again and again -.-


Totally shag like mad, our butts hurt like mad. For myself, my hands were very painful cos I grabbed on to the handles very tightly. Thats what happens when I feel insecure. I always hold on to the bike handles very tightly, up till now my hands are still red-.- Think I'll definitely get blisters or something ):


Along the way, we stopped many many cab drivers to ask for directions. They all gave us directions, until we realised that there're many ways of getting to ecp actually, plus we cant use the expressways -.- Got quite irritated at some parts of times and we totally wanted to give up but everytime we were about to do so, we'd find a clue of which direction to go towards or something D:


We even played zhong ji mi ma on the way, to keep ourselves entertained. Too bad got no ipod speakers or something to blast music ! ): Reached a 7-11 and juncen went to ask for directions D: He disappeared for so long that we started camwhoring outside while waiting for him :X Felt damn dead actually but I quite enjoy cycling so I was enjoying myself :S


After much effort, juncen finally managed to get a mini map of the direction to go towards ! LOL. Yay happy, so we started cycling towards safra ! Kept taking wrong turns though, cos there're many road junctions, not sure which one to turn at. Luckily we have a guy around, otherwise I think we wouldnt be able to go so far at all D:


Jo tried to be a hero and take photos while cycling at the same time LOL. I tried as well but its really difficult cos you gotta balance your bike with one hand D: But Im super proud of myself cos this is probably my (less-than-20)th hour of my life on a bike but I can balance myself with one hand already! Yay. :X


Took a wrong turn and we came to this industrial park place, -.- Scary leh. D: It looked so deserted or something, horribly scary to be at this sort of place at 2-3am midnight D:


After much navigation, we FINALLY REACHED BEDOK PARK CONNECTOR ! BUT we were too tired to go on already -.- There was another 8.09km to go before we would reach ecp -.- Somemore it would be another 8.09km to travel back towards pasir ris park again, plus the distance that we already travelled -.- So we decided to give up and go back another time :D Afterall we dont really gain anything even if we reached ecp :X


I think we should organize this another time with the class, like probably when more people will be able to make it ! Quite little people turned up for the bbq, and even less stayed over at the chalet ): We should go for night cycling some other time, so fun leh ! :X Maybe we can travel all around singapore like bike hike HAHA :x


We took the correct route back to pasir ris park, and it saved us so much time and energy since we didnt have to turn round and round and travel extra distance ! It took us about 2hours to go there, but only took us about 45mins to go back ! :S


Ever wondered how tampines mall looks at at 4am? LOL. There ! :D Super ulu and deserted and there is totally no one around. Beside cats, rats, and all sorts of insects around :X Like eew.


And finally, we reached the chalet back at 4am+ ! LOL. Damn satisfied and happy when we finally reached, like zzz. Felt like dying immediately. Went to wash up and stuff, we dont dare to go to the toilet alone so meenah, jo and I are always with each other when we go to the toilet :X After that we still had the energy to play bridge -.-


However we were so tired that we were totally going crazy LOL. Laugh die me, we anyhow bid leh, like mad LOL. There was once someone actually reached the bid of 5? LOL. Super joker, I was totally high like when I was semi drunk the last time round -.- I think none of my hwachong mates have seen me like that before :X


Jo asked juncen to give her his cutest look and he did this -.- Omg I feel like puking LOL. Chew fei look at your bf ! Tsktsk LOL. x:


Jo had imba cards for one round. -.- Look at this la zomg :/ She bidded diamonds for this D: If it was me I would definitely bid no trump, then confirm win 5 sets already :X Zai cards leh :X Look at meenah in the background she totally fell asleep :X


Okay so it was stupid jo who bidded for 5 diamonds -.- LOL she made me do the diamond sign but I refused to show my chui face -.- I really felt damn tired lor ): Like yao si, hen tired -.-


Look at the tonnes of chicken we barbecued for the rest but they didnt finish ! LOL. D: Tsk waste food leh :/ Reminder : Do not order so much food the next time round -.-


I dont know why but I didnt sleep even when the rest went to sleep -.- In fact the moment I stopped playing bridge, I felt super jing sheng again -.- Despite my insane butt pain, I decided to cycle out to the seaside LOL. Even more surprisingly, jo came along with me ! Angela too :D Glad that we cycled out cos the scenery was like amazing !


Too bad we didnt manage to catch the sunrise cos deborah said that we wouldnt be able to see the sunrise from pasir ris cos she tried before. Can only see it from changi ! Therefore we didnt go out, didnt even attempt to. But this scenery is good enough :D The morning weather is like lovely to cycle in, the breeze is perfect :D Loved it !


And this photo is chio or chio? :D LOL the scenery really very nice lor. The next time I go for chalets or whatsoever, I'll definitely wake up earlier to cycle ! At the end of all the cycling I feel so much more confident of my ability to cycle HAHA :D Thank god I learnt it last time for the sake of bike hike :) I was telling angela and jo how much Ive changed this year. Last time even walking on grass was a challenge for me, I'd definitely go ee ee eeeee :X


After that we went back, dragged angela, jo and cheryl to the room. Made use of the aircon which we didnt touch at all, totally fell asleep for a good one hour -.- I was so freaking cold but my jacket was with meenah so I had no choice :X But the aircon was so shiok ! I hate to feel so chui cos of the horribly humid weather D: The one hour was so comfortable ! But then the staff came to check the place after that so we had to wake up -.- Wanted to return the bikes to the bike shop and get back our ez link cards, but the freaking shop didnt open until 10-.-? The check out time was like 9-1030, I think they should start their business at like 9 or something -.- Was freaking annoyed cos I felt so dirty and all I wanted to do was to go home, yet I couldnt cos of the freaking shop-.-

When the shop finally opened, returned our bikes and we reached just in time to catch the shuttle bus :D Damn comfy bus as well, totally fell asleep on the bus while listening to the ipod :D I love aircon seriously, its the greatest invention of all time ! :D The bus drove to aloha changi, before dropping us at pasir ris mrt station. Took mrt to city hall with meenah, jo and juncen while the cheryl, michelle and angela still had the energy to go and eat breakfast-.- Changed train at raffles place together with juncen, super funny cos I entered the train but the door closed before juncen could come in ;S But somehow it opened again and he came in as well LOL. Home sweet home after that, only reached home at about twelve and went to sleep after my bath !

Ive been trying to upload the freaking photos since 9pm, but it keeps failing nonstop, freaking facebook. Zzz. Sorry guys I promise I'll try again tomorrow, Im really damn tired now, no energy to try again -.- You have totally no idea how pissed off I am after it failed to upload for tonnes of times -.-

/EDIT. HEHE I managed to upload it ! But I havent tagged anyone yet, you can kope photos if you want but please dont tag anyone cos it'll be damn messy, I'll tag everyone tomorrow!

album 1 : http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=748346451#/album.php?aid=125490&id=748346451
album 2 : http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=748346451#/album.php?aid=125551&id=748346451
from mel's cam : http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=748346451#/album.php?aid=125684&id=705299040&ref=mf

Miss dearest alot, haven seen her for a long time ): Hope shes doing fine with her work, I wonder whens her next off? Lol. Wont be meeting pms as well, since both of their exams are around the corner. I hope lover's fever has subsided already ! :) Take care okay airenz. Anyway Im freaking free this weekend -.- Including tomorrow. Will probably be keeping mommy company whenever she needs to go out or something, depending on whether I feel hardworking enough anot.

CANT WAIT TO SHOP NEXT WEEEEEK ): I know I keep saying the same thing but I really cant wait ! Its exactly a week away HEHEHE. But too early to start packing ):

Ive realised that people only feel insecure when they feel that others are better. Its true. Just think about it. If you feel someone is lousier than you, would you even feel threatened? No what, since he/she is lousier, in whatever ways concerned, why would he/she be a threat to you for whatever reasons? So Ive came to a conclusion that some people are just god damn insecure, and in order to hide their insecurity, they hurl insults at others, find all ways to make others feel horrible, not cos they're evil, but cos they want to make themselves feel better, they need a method to cover up their weaknesses. Losers.

Gossiping/bitching is one thing. Hurling insults at someone who has not offended you is another thing. Yawnssssssss.

Alright Im damn sleepy now already, though I woke up only at 8pm+ -.- For now, time for bed, nights ! :) ( p.s its 3.45am now -.- )
tear like raindrops. ♥ 9:18 PM


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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Damn lazy now, LOL. Dota since like eight plus -.- Super feel like sleeping now, hopefully I can rest earlier tonight since jo& meenah will be coming over at 11 tomorrow in the morning, prepare for stuffs before we go down to aloha loyang together. Time flies leh tomorrow is our chalet already ! :S I want to cycle !!! ): Sian alot of stuff to prepare for the bbq leh.

MY DRESS ARRIVED LEH. :D LOL. Damn happy ! The one that I mentioned was super chio two days back :) Very very very pretty piece ! :D Dont regret spending so much over it, its so much more expensive than the usual clothes from blogshops. Was so afraid that for some reason it wouldnt arrive, like maybe get lost in the process or something O: But I dont know how to tie the belt, very complicated -.- Theres a video on the method of tying it but I cant follow it properly ): So anyhow tie only LOL. Couldnt help taking more photos of the dress ! :X



Yay happy ! :X Cant wait to wear it for cny LOL :D My room now is getting messier and messier by the day. I look at my bed really can faint leh. -.- Freak. God damn messy to the max -.-


Today like never do anything at all and the day is over already ! ): Sobs. Only slept at 6am this morning after keeping lover company :O Woke up at 3pm and I dont know what I was doing but the day is over ! LOL. Damnxzxz. Tomorrow dont know how zz.

Some bitch is hounding me again. Maybe cos I started dota, and her boyfriend plays dota too, so she kinda draws the link that I am CAPTURING HIM LOLLLLLLL. SHE THINK MEDUSA? WITCH? HAHAHA. j o k e leh you, bitch :) Effing loser who has no brains at all, draw links also anyhow, yawns. Ben xiao jie wont reply you one, you want spam go ahead lor. just shows how low your eq is :D

I am freaking itching to shop !!!! ):

Behind everything, theres an underlying reason.
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Its currently 3.20 am ! I am tired to the max, going to fall asleep anytime. This is totally holidays manz, I can only stay up till so late during the holidays -.- 3am, hm reminds me of june last year HAHA. :D

That day I was so bored and I had nothing better to do, that I went to read back on my old posts, as well as lover's old posts. Only then did I realise how long Ive not dedicated a post to her! This is for you lover :D

Things may not be perfectly smooth, but you have things to concentrate on naoz. Youre a smart girl I know you will be able to get a high gpa and get into the best course of higher nitec. Jiayou alrights airenz, its the last lap ! Whatever sad and crappy stuff you have to go through, you will get over it with your cheery smile ! Have faith in your self, love ya ! :)


Was dotaing practically the entire night-.- Totally suck at it, nobody teach lor all keep trying to kill me only -.- Damn it ben xiao jie will get it right !!! Probably tomorrow -.- Very lazy to play now leh. YFNH BREAK PROMISE ONE LE, SAY WONT KILL ME THEN STILL KEEP ATTACKING MY TOWER. ZZZ.

Im having this mood swing thing so please dont talk to me unless youre sure enough you wont piss me off. :) I dont give a shit if you dont give a shit you get it bla I dont even know what Im talking about I just hate everything right now fuck. Ohyes, please do not chat me telling me abt blablabla whosoever I am so fucking NOT interested :)

I CANT WAIT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE. DAMN.

Damn I feel so guilty RYTRjrbgabsdegfijewufgaweufhr39q1 UT3FQHEF90AEWFGBADJFBAWEJFBJWAE FBGJAWEBFOIAWEFOIAWEF OIWEFOIHEAWOFNKSDNFKALSDNFLKASDFNLKSADFLAEWT943UA2 9TU4GWAEJFDKSADSKLAJFKASDJFASKEJF0A-W4IT-9WupojIDFSAISsdkafkjafsdf
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Monday, November 23, 2009
Was playing dota just now, shall go try it out again with airenz in awhile, so I shall make this a very very very quick post.

Played my virgin dota game !!! LOL. With airenz and rude boy and joker, it was totally screwed. LOL. We were on the phone conferencing together but I still catch no ball leh. I didnt even realise that I didnt choose my hero all the way until rude boy told me -.- No wonder I cant see myself la. In the end we lost leh, like obviously. But quite funny I still dont get the game ! But Imma going to practise and I WILL BEAT YOU RUDE BOY LOL.

Training was cancelled due to the bad weather. The moment I reached school, I received the sms that said that training is cancelled lol. Went home immediately and it felt really ridiculous O: But cant be helped the weather is just insane these few days.

Met pegz just now, last minute call me out again cos her lesson ended early. Lol. Took like a super long mrt ride all the way to dover, then we walked to her school just to eat subway cos its like cheaper or something. She always eats subway. Subway girl.


Watched her finish her food and went 7-11 to buy yakult for her while she was eating. Those guys were super ungentleman-ly and took a super long time tsk. Went to find bh after that, waited for him to find his teacher and stuff and bla, then went to walk around sp and looked at the facilities and stuff or dont know what. Saw a couple hiding at some corner near the track tmm-ing away. Another couple in the car dont know doing what -.-


After that we trained down to jp, to buy a tie as birthday present for her friend. Went to try swimwear, but it looked so weird I decided not to get it since I have a thousand and one bikinis already. Bought some shorts thing that might most probably be allowed in the hotel's pool, happy that I finally found that suitable thing -.- I saw 2 bikinis online that I really really like, hopefully its still available? Super chio leh ): After that nothing much, went to fairprice extra to walk. Gonna buy this for her when I see similar stuff in thailand.


And we didnt forget about lover, we're gonna buy this as xmas present cos lover loves to eat rice ! Our joke last time LOL. :X Fan tong, remember the curry and rice lover? :D


Nothing much, just walked around jp and she bought her snow spray for her windows. Wanted to buy xmas stuff to make but I didnt cos I suddenly had this surge of bad mood and didnt feel like being bothered anymore. Had quite alot of fun laughing at stuff at fairprice extra though. Lol. Took super long to find someone to take a photo for us with the xmas tree-.-


After that, bused home as usual. I was the only one on the upper deck LOL. Super lonely but I had all the freedom in the world to do whatever I want, was camwhoring like mad :S


This photo looks super eeky. Look at my arm o.o Its super twisted. I think theres really something wrong with my left hand lol. Other people's one all straight, mine actually looks distorted-.-? And it actually hurts from time to time :/


On the way back I was just thinking about alot of stuff. This seems like a bad period again, getting really irritated day by day. Hahahaha. I was thinking alot about the xmas presents and stuff, how to make it really sweet and thoughtful. Then again, I was wondering, how many people would actually appreciate, how many people would actually take you for granted? :) Sometimes I wonder, who are the ones who are really worth all my effort. It may seem like nothing but I do put in alot of effort when I attempt to decorate or make something for someone, like cards etc. -.- Yawns.


But I just wanna say thankyou to my beloved lover. Thanks for making me feel much much much much much ( undescribably much ) better :) Love you to the max ! :D Romantic countdown to christmas yaaaa, at our favourite restaurant ! HEHEHE. :) Thanks for not disappointing me, for making me feel that it is still worth it. :D


I made so many arrangements to ensure my timings wont clash with countdown. But then again, HAHAHA :D I knew it la seriously :O I mentioned it afew posts back. I can just predict things. :) When I feel something, I feel something not for no reason. Aiya whatever I dont care.

Airenz love you love you love you ): Thanks for keeping me company these few days so much so much. Gonna miss your company so much when I go to bangkok next thursday ): Gonna buy lots of your favourite foods back for you kays !! :)

I think this is like my shortest post whatever. But you know what? I really cant be bothered. :D Probably gonna go down to ion or wherever tomorrow, to get stuff to make my xmas stuffs. Effort is never proportional to the returns. :)

SO EGGCITED TO SHOPPING AT BANGKOK :D Im trying to cut down on blogshopping by convincing myself that I can get everything there :X

Alright, airenz is online already, going to talk to her now ! BAIZ :)

:) Worth it, worth it not?
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
Mommy is mad lor, keep asking me to check which hotel is better, then at the same time she want to watch her stupid badminton game, dont want to talk to me -.-? Ive been having such a hard time trying to decide which hotel is better, for like the past hour -.- So annoyed, I dont know which one is better ! ):

So now I've got to decide between three hotels. Firstly, baiyoke sky hotel :O Its abit further than the other two hotels from the shopping areas, but still within walking distance. Thats the bad thing, plus the bed looks a little small leh. Besides that, its good cos the lowest level is level 22 O: Which is kinda high ! :D Probably would get to see pretty view, and the facilities are awesome, inclusive of a fitness center, thai traditional& aromatherapy massage, beauty salon& spa body therapy, as well as a swimming pool and golf range D: Sounds so tempting !


Next choice's grand diamond suite hotel, which is like just next to the shopping malls, super convenient ! They proide thai house massage, jacuzzis, steam& sauna rooms, gyms and a swimming pool. Sounds cool leh, somemore its a suite, theres a living room ! But the room looks a little cramp -.- Zzz I dont know -.-


Last but not least, arnoma hotel D: It looks super spacious, very near the shopping malls also, but the irritating thing is that they dont provide massage which is something mommy wants. But they have swimming pool, a sun deck, jacuzzi, fitness center, yoga and sauna. How -.-


Damn I really dont know how to decide lor. This aside, I'll be going for another short trip at the end of the year, to genting highlands ! :D Happy cos I haven been there for a longggg time, wanna go play the rides LOL ): This year's holidays seriously super exciting, :D Have yet to book the tickets, but I hope its still available, since mommy doesnt want those substandard hotels like first world, she wants those better hotels :/ Cant wait cant wait, will be going from the 29-31dec if nothing goes wrong, then when I get back on the 31dec, can go countdown with my loves HEHEHE :D Eggcited !

Mentioned yesterday that I was trying out the ukimono, have yet to see its effect, but it feels very very very comfortable and all the vibration and kneading felt damn shiok LOL. But keep dropping cos not tight enough -.- Must get into super weird positions for the respective programmes :X Didnt regret getting this though, not my money also HEHE :X


I just saw this super chio dress that I must get !!! Die also must get zzz. It looks super like a prom dress, but then since I dont have prom I cant possibly be wearing it for any similar occasion, no one getting married anytime soon also, sad ): Therefore I got mommy to buy it for my as a cny dress ! :D HEHEHE, got the one in coral, wonder if its still available though :X Soooooo pretty leh zomg cant wait :D

Today very boring not going out, probably only going to granny's house for a little while later on :D Super long never see her already ! ):

I hope my nails grow quickly, I wanna do my full manicure ): But no use also training surely spoil my manicure ): Theres training tomorrow ! S: Ohmytian 8am o.o

The most pathetic people are those who always feel they are oh-so-pathetic -.-
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Saturday, November 21, 2009
It will definitely be a short post today because theres nothing much to blog, plus its so late already ! Its like 12am now, abit lazy to nag and nag and nag and elaborate alot though I know my post will still probably be longer than the length of an average post of another person HAHA :x

My eyes feel so tired cos Ive been wearing my contacts since like what, morning? D: Contact lens always make my eyes feel so shagged cos I always wear them for long hours if I do choose to wear it :/ But no choice leh I cant see clearly though my degree is only like 150 -.- Went out with mommy in the morning, after viewing many many many hotel websites, to choose the best hotel that would be suitable for our bangkok trip. Cabbed down the people's park, where the tour agency was located, cos mommy hates to drive -.- Finally booked our tour after so long, but our hotel has yet to be confirmed. Deciding between arnoma& grand diamond suites hotel, have to research on it tomorrow. Anyone stayed in either of these hotels before? ):

Im actually very looking forward to the trip, cos this trip would definitely be different from those that we normally go for :D Usually we are always rushing to meet the time of the super packed schedule arranged for us, but this time it'll be a very leisure trip for us to enjoy ourselves so we'll be getting the best hotel available :D I feel super happy cos its not gonna be like those budget trips where we get super shitty hotels and stuff. HEHEHE :D Thats why, travelling with parents = always the best LOL. Went to watch mommy eat after that, before we went to ask another agency about a potential genting trip, at five stars tour agency. The guy was effing rude and I swear I will not book through them -.- No way -.-


Trained down to plaza sing after that, went to walk around to look for swim wear :D Since we were planning to enjoy ourselves in bangkok, would probably be making use of the hotel facilities. Wanted to get swim wear for spa and stuff, but couldnt find anything nice :/ I already have tonnes of bikinis at home, but then I want a bottom that is skirt-like. Any idea where I can get it ): I dont feel comfortable wearing those bikini bottoms LOL. Just feel weird especially since its with family -.- Anyway, we were intending to leave for the smu flea market, when we passed by osim, and mommy got this !


The above thingy that mommy got is actually this massage thingy for her back and shoulders since she always complains that she suffers from aches at those areas. We tried the massage chair also, the salesguy was super patient with us, kept trying to recommend new stuff to us LOL, which is totally appropriate cos mommy is one who would really spend if she wants to, though she doesnt shop and stuff O: But the chair was too painful and strong in my opinion so we didnt get it anyway ! Mommy got me this which I wanted, in red ! LOL. :D I hope it really works, burn burn burn burn all the fats away ! LOL :D


Really hope its good lor ): Off to flea market after that, wasnt very high and excited and all about the flea market, probably cos it was mommy I was with? Lol -.- Different feeling from shopping with friends, brought her along only cos I can get her to pay LOL. But with her around super sian, totally dont feel like buying much stuff at all ._. Went to pick up my tube top from clove, and besides that I only got one halter dress and one spag dress. ): But better than nothing la actually :D Mommy paid hahaha and I forced her to get this couple shirt for daddy and herself HAHA.


So sweet right the shirt, LOL. :D Hope they will wear HAHAHA. Went back to ps to pick up our stuff from osim after that, on the way back we saw this 100hours of movie event, li lin& her husband alan wu were there too O: I think its damn cool, 100hours of free movie, can just go thr, sit down and watch o.o Got the guy to explain the instructions to operate the machine, before cabbing home to meet zhee and jo :) They just reached when we did I think hehehe, super zhun ! Then began the food marathon, starting with macaroni, :X Played wii for awhile before they started watching hongkong serials, and shortly after that meenah came at about eight :D


Super aunty lor the way they played the dancing game LOL, wanted to see zhee play one, but she refused to so no choice ! :X Played rabbid rabbid as usual, ( I can spell rabbit okay its just that the game is spelt like that :X ) and they pimped their rabbits again, this time jo got a super high score for her rabbit which looks like this :S


While meenah got a super screwed score for her rabbid :X But I dont know what criteria it is based on la so... :X


All in all, we had fun playing wii and I had fun feeding them. They had 3 huge bowls of macaroni, sweet& sour pork, some fried rice, yam, and I dont know what. Alot la LOL. Feed them like mad :S But I hope they had fun hahaha, too bad we didnt get to take photo together cos zhee dont want to take photo today, dont wanna force her :D We should have this more often super fun HAHA :D Go settlers next time leh ):


Watching wo cai now, damn you mo those pretty girls' room all super duper messy. My mom said that I can fight with them, my room is damn messy LOL. Try clothes then never put back into the cupboard, too many clothes nowhere to put LOL. Cant help it ma I told her I need a new wardrobe she dont want to bother about me ): SOBS. :X

Super looking forward to bangkok hahahahaha. The hotels are all super centralised, located to what platinum plaza ( dont know the spelling :X ) or something, which people have said is a super nice place to shop at ! :D Im so gonna shop until I die leh LOL :D Somemore my parents are gonna pay HAHAHA :D

Was reading somebody's blog just now, by the name of peiling. ( Not that peiling I know :X ) She's the owner of this blogshop that I shopped at, happened to read her post. She went to new zealand with her boyfriend's family a few days back, and after the trip she got engaged :) Super sweet, her boyfriend proposed to her at the peak of Mount Liebig Dome (7800 ft and opposite Mount Cook and it’s one of the top 20 places in the world for proposal and wedding ) :D What else can I say, its just super duper lovely :) Not only the place, but the thought as well D: Though I dont know her personally, Im super happy for her, and envious at the same time ! All I can say is, everything really has to wait until we all grow up, when we're mature enough, capable enough. She herself, is an enlightenment to me LOL. :x

Kays I shall stop here, I want to go try my Ukimono LOL. I hope it works ! :S

Because true love is worth waiting for :)
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Friday, November 20, 2009
Finally finished uploading all the photos ! Damn tired leh, going to die soon, tomorrow still need to go out early in the morning to the tour agency to book the tour package with mommy, will be meeting jo in the afternoon after that. I dont wanna sleep late, must must must finish this post quickly ! Sometimes I wish I can blog lesser but I just cant leh :X Love to include the details, especially the inside jokes HAHA.

Was supposed to meet airenz at tpy at about 11, but her lesson was cancelled last minute O: Didnt wanna let her wait for me for one hour doing nothing, so I rushed to prepare, and I managed to get out on time, although she still waited for me for about 5minutes ! But very good already I took soooo little time ! D: My speed is getting faster and faster due to all the last minute changes of time :X


Damn blur lor me, went down the escalator without realizing that the silly girl was hiding behind the wall LOL. Trained down to bugis together, waaaa we were so early that almost every shop wasnt open lor :X Went to the wallet shop cos I wanted to find a new wallet, but then couldnt spot anything nice at all :/ Walked around bugis junction while visiting random shops, as the shops slowly opened one by one, only to realize that I FORGOT MY CAMERA -.- LOL. I hardly forget to bring my camera one lor -.- Got auntie to bring it to me to bugis :X No camera can die sia, especially since I was the only one who would bring cam ._. Hehehe thank god auntie very nice :X She brought it all the way to bugis mrt station ! :D


While waiting for my maid to arrive, went to kinnokuniya to look at books together with airenz HAHA. So intellectual right LOL. :D We were looking at cookbooks and stuff cos someone secretly loves cooking alot HEHE :X Dimsum? LOL. We have a dimsum date my beloved pms ! ): Dont know when lor keep pushing it back D: Spent alot of our time there looking at books and time just flew past :X Went to buy airenz's tako and my favourite cheese bread ! So cool that airenz and pegz enjoy the same thing as me, whenever I buy that I'll definitely pull bits and pieces out to share with them :D Saw some pretty wallets at guess after that, ( actually is cos loverz saw a girl carrying a pretty guess wallet so we went to find LOL ) :D Ended up went bhg to find if there were other colours, pegz came to meet us after that :D


Decided for quite some time, before deciding to get the white one -.- Sigh I seriously wonder how long I'll be able to keep the wallet white in colour -.- But super happy cos I like the wallet very much ! :D Have been using elle wallets for the past two years, it has never failed to turn from white to ... ( undescribable colour ) -.- I hope my new wallet will be an exception sob. Decided to go to haji lane after that, and on the way there we saw this ! This kid was playing at the fountain area, he was filling this plastic bag, THEN SUDDENLY HE THROW IT TOWARDS OUR DIRECTION LEH -.- Wtf super no jia jiao can. -.-


Off to haji lane we went, super disappointment. The whole lane super empty, compared to in the past when I went there. The whole aim of going there was to find nice clothes from the modparade botique. But then in the whole modparade boutique, there was probably only, 20 pieces of clothing? Lol -.- They made so many advertisements on the sale in the boutique, sent so many emails, ended up -.- If youre intending to go please dont waste your time, bound to get disappointed ! The only shop we saw there that was kinda interesting was the blogshop, super many many many clothes at affordable rates ! :) But then we didnt get anything, nothing really special also :X It seemed like it was going to start raining heavily again, so we decided to rush back to bugis junction in case we get caught in the rain :S Ohya pegz says this is her boyfriend. LOL she dream on lor :X


Pegz was supposed to meet some person to deal messos at the bugis lanshop, so we walked around the place while waiting for him. Went to try out cameras, there was this one with super good effects. Damn it looked like those pro cameras lor, but then its not as big as those. Im super duper jealous cos I loved the effects of that camera -.- Maybe next time I should care less about the appearance of the camera, instead of searching for PINK cameras I should just go for good cameras -.- So dumb of me zzz. Nevermind my next camera, hint hint daddy :D


After passing the messo guy messos, we went to take neoprints at bugis junction before going over to bugis street ! :D SUPER COOL OKAY, dont think that neoprints is last leason ! I thought so initially, but I realise that it wasnt the case when we saw the long queues for the machines at the neoprint shop -.-


Before pegz came, airenz and I had actually done our survey, went to ask the shop owner which machine was the best, before taking :X But then we were too lazy to wait for the tonnes of people queueing outside that machine so we went to a similar one, for once we didnt fail to understand the confusing jap language, cos its now improved, there are instructions in english by the side LOL. :D


Before pegz came just now, loverz and I wanted to take a card version one, but after putting the coins in, the stupid girl told us that it was spoilt ._. Ohwell ! The whole fun of neoprints, is the whole process of rushing to get into position before the time was up :D Super ci ji my heart almost dropped out while we were scrambling to get into place :D And I have to say that it was quite a success, unlike some neoprints that turn out super screwed, like last time -.-


Got to decorate our photos also, didnt have much time for that and we took quite alot of time exploring what the different words meant cos we cant understand jap -.- But happy with the results, and we are seriously damn you mo and mean HAHAHA. You probably wont understand this but it doesnt matter, pegz and airenz will know what I mean after looking at the neoprint below :X


Went to bhg's make up department to look at make up while waiting for the rain to subside a little so that we could walk over to bugis street without getting drenched O: Airenz is seriously the cutest girl on earth, shes damnnnn cute LOL. She was like touching all the various make up- eyeshadows, blushes, perfumes and what have you, and she just anyhow swipe it on her face. LOL. So basically you can imagine her face having random shiny colours all around HAHAHA. Like xiaomeimei LOL. I only did that when I was young la :X HEHEHE. Went to bugis street after that, so disappointing also, didnt buy anything leh. Never really see anything niceeee, only pegz who didnt wanna go bugis street bought some vest thingy. :S I thought I'd definitely get stuff since I haven been there for some time, but ohwell. Wanted to buy the pink wedges but damn painful so I'd to put that thought aside ):

After that we went to illuma, saw jackson's girlfriend again :O Went to check out the ksuite packages -.- Tmd so damn expensive LOL. 50++ per room per hour on weekends night, and this is the charge for about 6 people. It seems quite reasonable, but when you go and count carefully the charge is insane O: It isnt inclusive of the drinks, and each person has to order a min of one drink -.- So when you add up.. Its quite scary. I shall drag mommy and daddy along when daddy comes back to sg sometime soon HAHA. If they pay I dont give a damn how much it is :X Alright pegz was saying how fun the arcade at iluma was, so we went to take a look :D


Like pegz said, it was really very expensive O: It costs like two bucks per person per game, and its only those kinda normal racing car game -.- But it was really really fun ! Really different from the usual ones, the only thing I didnt like about it was that it was SOOOOO loud -.- Attracted alot of attention cos many many many people came over to watch us play o.o


Like I said previously, this game is slightly different from the normal ones, in the sense that its super realistic. The car actually shakes LOL. It moves vigorously as you make your turns and stuff, I guess thats also why you pay more for it, the screen very big also :D


Furthermore, they have this two driver system whereby you can switch drivers whenever the "car crashes" :D Then can take turns to play, and the car wont overturn or something. Damn cool right hahaha. If it wasnt so expensive I'd definitely play again lor -.- But super not worth like spending tens and tens of dollars on a car game O:


Airenz the driver. She hand itchy ask me to press the "stop motion" button then the car totally stopped moving, nomore movement HAHAHA :x And she was super you mo, have to put 4 credits she put 2 only :X Like I said, shes my lover :D


Saw this other game that looked really cool too, can bounce one leh ! Me likes, but then it was another two bucks and I dont think we really wanted to spend much time at the arcade so we decided to leaveeee, another time I guess ! :D Cool arcade to go to (:


Took photo with the doraemon that we saw outside the arcade, the same one I took with dearest that time :D Pegz is actually inside the doraemon but I dont think you can see her :X


I love this photo alot alot alot, this is almost my favourite photo we took today ! :D Went to the balcony of illuma, and started taking photos :X Exact same spot that I took with dearest that time, but at that point of time it was in the night, this time it was in the day :D Nevertheless it was still freaking pretty :D Loverz was asking if we can have a picnic there HAHA.


Went off to take the train to buona vista after that, on the way there we saw this retarded guy with down syndrome or something -.- Seriously we kept seeing super weird people today, which totally sucks -.- So bloody annoying, he was screaming on the mrt like some dont know what, monster? -.- Actually we're not sure if he has down syndrome, but he was behaving in such a weird manner, that he doesnt look normal anymore -.-


Walked to holland village, and on the way it was soooo slippery there was a number of times I almost fell and died -.- Thank god pegz and airenz were there to catch me so I didnt fall ( OMG I REMEMBER THAT SMS, I'LL CATCH YOU WHEN YOU FALL HAHAHA ) :D Damn far lor, we walked the whole freaking place once before deciding on where to eat. Saw the 2am dessert bar on the way there ! I think its damn cool finding new places to hang out at, airenz and I were researching ytd HAHA. Ended up we deciding on this italian restaurant !


It couldnt have been a better choice choosing to walk into this restaurant. I had a great fine dining experience, the ambience was great, the service was great, the food was great ! LOL I sound like some embassador for the restaurant but seriously it is a perfect place to go :D


The whole place was pretty ! Super romantic, no wonder so many tables were reserved. We were quite lucky to have went quite early so we managed to get seats :) The crew was super patient with us, didnt like "look down" on us like some people just cos we are younger, very professional :)


Initially when loverz saw the menu, she was quite hesitant to order, so she simply settled for beef lasagne. Pegz got some caborana with ham thing, while I got a mushroom soup :) Shared garlic bread too :D Looks salivating eh, it tastes as good as it looks, without doubt :D


Didnt really like my mushroom soup, because there were bits of mushroom, which pegz said was zhen cai shi liao :X But then Im someone who doesnt like zhen cai shi liao, so yeah I didnt really like it, but it was still not bad, if there were less mushroom :X The garlic bread was awesomeeeeeeee LOL, I dont know why their garlic bread tastes so good -.-


As can be seen very clearly, pegz and airenz were both enjoying their food like mad HAHA. Even I was enjoying koping pegz's caborana, ( people who know me well enough should know I dont eat anything usually :X ) it was soooo delicious, even better than new york new york's :) Usually creama pasta would taste really nauseating after some time, but this doesnt. The bits and pieces of ham enhances the taste so much that you just cant stop :D Dont know how the beef lasagne tasted like cos I dont eat beef :X


Was too full for dessert so we didnt get anything :) Pegz kept saying that she felt like drinking wine :X Next time la kays when we're all 18 :X HEHEHE. Airenz drank soooo much water, bu kui shi shui tong :X Overall, the experience was great and Im like nagging mommy to bring us there one of these days, cos I know they will definitely love the food :D Super worth it cos our bill only totalled up to 54bucks, super worth the price :D So people, visit AMICI for nice italian food :D


Bought nail polish at sasa nearby, before going to holland village shopping centre which was two storeys high -.- Got quite a shock when I saw er gu gu's shop there, the rustic room ! :D I remember the last time I went holland village, I was probably still in primary school, and she just started her business then. Now her boutique has expanded so much that there are four branches all around singapore O: Super coolios ! :D Anyway we wanted to check out the 2am dessert bar, but then it was reserved for a private event ): Sobs, so decided to go to the cold rock island creamery that pegz mentioned about :)


I love the chair there LOL. We got really really cute seats, :X The only one available in the entire place, lucky or what HAHA. I know I sound like a kid but it seems really cool to me :X Swing leh ! Airenz and I were totally playing around with it :X


And of course not to forget, taking photos at the same time :X We took super many photos of the swing swing chair, but then Im not going to upload more :X For more peeeektures, please visit my facebook profile ! If you arent my friend and cant view, then too bad HAHA. :X No la LOL, heres the link :) http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=124218&id=748346451


Pegz and airenz shared this, cos I dont eat ice cream :X Dont dare to eat, dont want to eat also :X This is.. ferrero mixed with honeycomb ( eew? ) , mixed with cookie dough -.- They have this really funny thing, whereby you can choose to mix stuff into your ice cream. They will literally crush and mash and mix the thing into your ice cream, whatever you choose o.o


I thought the waffle cone would taste nice, and thats also the reason why airenz and pegz ordered the waffle cone :X The last time we went ben and jerry's, I bought the waffle cone without ice cream in it. But this one tastes a little too milky for me, I dont like it ! ):


I hope we can try out dessert bar the next time round leh ! The 2am dessert bar looks really really really cool, like way cooler than this island creamery lor :X To be frank I think by the looks of it, island creamery near my school looks nicer in terms of taste :X


And they had quite a hard time trying to finish it cos apparently it was super sweet or something :X Well what can I say, we really know how to enjoy life? LOL. But I enjoy fine dining at super high class restaurants, having desserts and stuff (: I think this is part and parcel of life, instead of tucking into fast food like all the time, how very boring -.-


I skipped out many many photos, please go to my facebook if you wanna view them, I shall say this again for the benefit of airenz and pegz who probably wants to kope photos X: The photos are already up on facebook, gonna tag them right after Im done with my blogpost ! (: Right so we left after that cos pegz wanted to reach home earlier ! On our way to the mrt station, we saw this drunkard who was screaming and scolding his children or something -.- Really really many many many weird people in Singapore ! D:


Took a bus back while the two of them cabbed home, different direction as me, they so near leh ! :S Anyway we saw this restaurant at holland village, which had a "leopard print" theme, HAHAHA. We were saying that ris low should visit it -.- LOL :X Shall come back to holland village really really soon with PMS, going to try other food since we've attempted italian cuisine this time round ! Yay. :D Enjoyed my day alot.

YAY I am done with my bloggeh post. Ohya, to that bitch, ( you know who you are ) I already said that your boyfriend was effing not with us already ): Sad right, you'd probably be reading my post, I know you will :D Then you will have to accept the fact that your boyfriend was sadly not with us ): But I know you wont accept this, cos you feel insecure about the fact that you cant keep him securely by your side, so since you dont know where he is, you feel that tad bit better to convince yourself that hes with us, which sadly isnt anything near the truth ! :D I can totally predict what Im gonna see in your smses, but seriously go on hallucinating. SADLY YOUR BOYFRIEND IS PROBABLY ELSEWHERE ( HOW WOULD I KNOW WHEN I NEVER TALK TO HIM? ) BUT YOU DONT KNOW WHERE HAHAHAHA :D SAD.

Bitch sia make me so fed up the whole day. But okay la got free entertainment LOL. Very looking forward to tomorrow ! There might be slight changes of plans, shall see how tomorrow. Hopefully clique will enjoy the settlers' cafe as much as I did the previous time round (:

Haven had the time to try out dota, sob. Maybe I'll play it after airenz and pegz have downloaded it ! Passed them my thumbdrives today already, now my lappy no more garena LOL. :x

Okeh dokeh, time to tag my photos then off to bed! Very lazy to remove my mascara leh -.- Can leave it on anot -___- Damn painful the freaking makeup remover always go into my eye -.-

& Nothing more to share ~
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
Damn irritated now ! Stupid blogshop dont want to load -.- Usually I just have to keep on refreshing. Now hor, as I refresh each time, it not only doesnt load, IT DE-LOADS. WTF. Damn frustrating and annoying, I freaking hate starhub ! Its been more than a week and THEY STILL HAVEN GOT BACK TO ME YET. Freaking noob service damn it. Anyway today never go out so no pictures to post, but no choice want to blog cannot be all words, see liao very pekchek :X So I shall just post the photo that I took when I was trying my dress from bc ! Damn chio dress :D Me loves bc alot alot alot alot alot :D


Very proud of myself leh, yesterday bc got launch but then I NEVER BUY ANYTHING HAHAHA. Was totally trying to convince myself and flood myself with reasons why I should not buy -.- Got reason one, cannot keep spending because... hehehe. :D Must save for bigger reasons ! Plus I didnt really love it or what, I still support viola's collections most :X

Had training today, damn tired now. Tomorrow confirm muscle ache -.- My whole body is strengthless. Hated the jumping stairs thing, very intolerable and painful ): Didnt go for dinner with the rest cos I already got mommy to come and pick me up :D Ohya I took like one hour to reach school today. Usually the journey only takes 15mins -.- The jam was so freaking bad that I felt like dying cos I was late for training, thank god they waited for me :S Had very light ball training but I think cos the air circulation is quite bad in the squash courts I felt like fainting -.-

Have been wanting to play dota since forever, but then nobody want to teach me, all only want to pwn me LOL ): Very irritating. But Im quite hopeless I dont even know how to launch the freaking game? :X LOL. SO MANY PEOPLE COME AND LAUGH AT ME LOR. Wait ben xiao jie learn already surely win you all ): Irritating bad people. Especially that idiot kan men gou lor ( SURELY MAKE YOU CALL ME JIEJIE ): ) !!! ANGRY. D:

Walao Im waiting for something lor, I want to laugh sob. LOVER !!! LOL. :X

Cant wait for tomorrow ! :D Its bugis day, gonna spend my whole day with my airenz and pegz. Saturday also damn exciting !! :D With my beloved clique (: Spell happy? :D I want to make special links for clique leh, but I dont know how Im gonna do that when photobucket refuses to load on my freaking internet. -.-

Ohya meenah damn bad lor. She answered this question about me on social interview: What is mavis chua good at? Her answer is as follows: ''er whining, not eating, sobs-ing, shopping, spending money, cabbing, volleyball! HAHAHA'' !!! YAO SI. LOL. ):

The brain is like the oven. We can set it to whatever we want. I can as well ! Yay Im slowly getting used to everything, used to now. Like I said yesterday, its not time :) Sigh I feel so enlightened hehehe :X

If you need me Im here. I know something is wrong but theres very little I can do if you dont approach me (:

I think Im going to sleep early today cos Im very shag and tired ! I dont want eye bags ):

pour habiter en ma mémoire (:
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
My love for fruits has freaking came back ! :D Damn glad that my crave for ji dan gao is now gone, Ive been feeding on that and that alone for nearly a week already -.- Damn sick of it now, the sight of it makes me fan wei -.- Im back to falling in love with persimmons all over again HAHAHA :D

What a weird way to have started out my post :x Watching the 9pm show on channel 8 now, nice leh. I think recently my mood very scary. Just now I was watching this variety show called "My dad is the best" or something, then I started crying -.- It wasnt even sad or what bla, but I just felt like crying -.- Crap.

Anyway, today I very excited leh !!!! Im not going to say this explicitly cos.. Aiya the web very dangerous :S But I love to talk about my favourite topic !!! LOL. From now on it'll be known as the topic of a flower pig :D Let me show you, got this from the web :X


Hahaha you'd probably think Im mad lor. Nevermind I also dont want to tell you what this means :D Airenz and pegz know can liao, other people dont need to know :X Was supposed to go to holland village with pegz today, but we decided to keep it for friday, so that airenz will not miss out on all the good food at holland village :D See airenz we think of you leh ! LOL. Right so change of plan, stupid pegz pon her lesson so suddenly, luckily I bathed very early ! Prepared and rushed out to meet her at somerset mrt. DAMN EXCITED ON THE WAY LEH LOLLLL.


Went to cine first, subway as usual because miss peggy dear only eats subway. Her mouth more and more choosy lor, worse than mine ! Okay la actually not really cos I dont never even eat before subway lor :X But then seriously EVERY SINGLE TIME SHE EAT HOR, IT HAS TO BE SUBWAY -.- Okay okay I know subway is like god damn healthy and filling la but dont you ever get sick of it stupid girl !!! D:


Up to pool after that since our main intention of the whole thing was to play pool ! I also dont know why so random, but then maybe we just felt like playing after not having played for a long long time ! Kept on recalling when was the last time I played pool, kept getting it wrong leh. Initially I thought it was like.. with esther and peg when I ponned ct long ago. Then I thought it was with dearest& ass& yt. Then I realised that it wasnt so long ago, it was with luci& pegz at jurong safra. After much thought I realised that okay actually it was when we went wild wild wet -.- So it wasnt too long ago afterall :X My memory is failing me !!


Our first round was damn jialat ! I realise I keep typing singlish today. -.- Anyway it was really super jing dian, pegz hit the cue ball in like 4 times LOL, I was totally laughing away :X And I myself also not bad okay, I hit it in 2 times. We like playing "Who hit the cue ball in more number of times" lor -.- But very funny :X


After like alot of effort and many many many nice shots, I LOSE LEH. WTF. Even the last ball was damn nice. I aimed this damn far pocket and it went in lor, but the freaking cue ball went in to so considered I lose -.- Wth damn sad you mei you. IT WAS DAMN NICE ):


This pegz damn zilian lor, play halfway she totally just stop hitting, stand there zi pai ._. LOL. She confirm win me in zilian level LOL :X


There was this point of time during the game when she told me that if I used my own ball to hit the black ball in, I'll win immediately. NO LEH !!!! Where got la LOL. Its the opposite, lose immediately -.- We were totally debating but Im damn sure of it ! Cos I have alot of experience of the black ball going in accidentally or something O:


I want to learn how to break properly leh ): Any pros out there teach me pretty pretty please? :D I can never break properly one lor. The balls always still stuck together at the same place -.- Very annoying, I want to learn how to break properly ! Those guys break always got alot of strength, ours no speed one -.-


Overall pool today was super fun ! Usually when we play pool it always gets damn sian cos we get irritated or something, like pekchek in the end. Haven actually had fun playing pool for a long time ! Today was especially fun, felt super on form ! Yay. Maybe cos both of us were in the appropriate mood to pool thats why it was fun :D Somemore the songs that were being played, were all my favourite songs ! All my blog songs/ex-blog songs. LOL. Pegz was saying that counter person stalk my blog. HEHE.


Decided to head towards taka after that, since miss pegz dear wants to buy branded stuff -.- Tsktsk. Waste money lor, know I will nag still purposely. SO BADZ. But nevermind also la I nag only. LOL. Walked through the departmental store part, then we saw this !!! DAMN CUTE YOU MEI YOU :D Felt so paiseh to get the staff there to take photo for us cos we're not tourists :S But heck la :X


I bet you cant see how cute it is, it probably looks like some other ordinary ornament to you. But noooooooo its made up of tonnes and tonnes of bears !!! :D Maybe Im just being childish but seeing this really psyches me up :X


Went to buy my favourite cheese bread, shared with pegz ! She got some belgium (? Cant remember what country :X) waffle thing as well ! Damn fulfilling lor I love that bread HEHEHE :D Wanted to find rachel uncute at the ladies department cashier there but I wasnt sure exactly where she worked. Ended up we found dearest instead HAHAHA. Finally got a chance to see dearest in her uniform and tied up hair !!! :X


Went to the expensive tower side, visited pegz's favourite burberry, gucci blablabla. Not interested but I like to see and wonder how come those things are so expensive. Dont understand and probably will not at this point of time when I haven earned a single cent by myself yet :D Wanted to take a photo with this christmas tree one, cos we wanted to visit all the christmas trees in orchard ! But then soooo many people were taking after we started ( too influential ^^ ), got quite irritated and lazy to do so in the end -.-


Luckily we decided to go to taka leh ! Imagine if we were still at cine, or if we decided to go to far east or something, we'd be trapped in the rain -.- It was raining grandmothers and grandfathers lor, damn heavy -.- Stupid weather forecast says its gonna rain every single day for the entire year -.- It sounds really hilarious to me cos its like, woo everyday ! LOL. Thank god taka leads to wisma and ion :D Shelter all the way teeheehee. Walked around at wisma, went to try shorts at cotton on. Yes you didnt see wrongly, I tried shorts ! Amazing hor :D Im very amazed by myself also, but ended up, too big leh -.- So freaking uncomfortable, I dont know why. The smaller sizes are too short. Bigger sizes are too big. -.- Damn annoying, I think I can start looking for denim shorts already, yay. Time to get out of "I wear dresses and skirts everywhere I go" :D


No christmas tree at wisma, nothing much there also. Went to max&more, but I couldnt share anything to buy with pegz cos everything there is too short for me -.- I really hate to wear clothings that are meant to be dresses, as tops leh. So weird lor. Ohwells ! Ion after that, didnt know what to do, we were practically drifting around hahaha :x


Actually I freaking cannot remember what we did there leh -.- As in I really have no recollection at all -.-? I dont recall walking into any shops at all, neither do I remember what we talked about. Sudden gush of memory loss -.- All I remember is that we visited the toilets cos thats what I can see from my photos LOL -.-


Love the reflection shots at ion toilets alot ! :D Very pretty. Right so our aim of going ion was to find the christmas tree. I recalled seeing this super beautiful christmas tree that was PINK and PURPLE !! The perfect princessy colours :D I like ! But then it was out in the open and since it was raining we couldnt go out to take a photo with it -.- Sobs. Nevermind another time. Please stop raining ):


I can never figure out what there is in ion, cos its just so complicated and huge. I always lose my way there, the only things I remember, are these. Super long escalators which leads to I-dont-know-where :D


And pegz was snapping away everywhere we went :X


Ended up we wandered around... and reached the food level O: I think we were walking around aimlessly, cos we were talking and couldnt concentrate on where we were going -.- I never knew that the food court at ion was so pretty ! Okay I know I sound like a suaku -.- But then I hardly ever visit food courts... cos dearest, airenz, and pegz all dont go foodcourts much when we are out ! Almost never and I spend most of my time going out with them O: Never realised that it was so pretty -.-


Please tell me how does this place look like its a food court? It totally doesnt look like one -.- Looks like somef rench restaurant or something, I dont know la the background simply looks very classy to me O:


Had bak kut teh there, felt like drinking the soup ! Its not bad I think, cant really remember the taste now. Had fun dissecting the meat from the pork ribs for pegz cos I dont eat meat anymore. Not that Ive become a vegeterian, but I just dont eat meat anymore :X Other than fish, the rest puts me off alot -.- Refilled soup like three times, gooood ! :D Too bad airenz wasnt around ): She has a paper tomorrow so she couldnt come ):


But the aftermath effects of bak kut teh was that, I felt like vomitting. I felt so horrible that it was totally undescribable. Yucks -.- Went to watsons to buy some hair dye thingy that pegz needed :) Decided to go home after that, since pegz needed to go home early.


How can I miss out a photo of the xiaomeimei LOL. I felt like I was bringing a kid out la. Not only was she much shorter already ( :X ) , she had to carry this tiny bag that was so high up, it totally looked like she was a kid -.- I tried to carry her bag but Im not going to post it here cos its too ugly LOL. Damn embarassed, when we passed by a shop all the damn free salespeople were laughing at me ):


Anyhow take one leh all the remaining photos. :X Really is anyhow snap one, while we were finding out way to the mrt station hahaha. I like this !!! :D


Quite lucky, managed to capture this one, I didnt even know that there was this "tree-like" thing that could be seen on display O:


We walked for damn long, walked around in circles, but couldnt find the freaking mrt station lor. I think the place needs more signs for directions ): Soooo confusing !


She forced me to take this photo then she complained not nice ): NICE WHAT !!


Took a train back and home sweet home after that. Fulfilling day today ! The class barbecue this week is cancelled, but its gonna be replaced by clique outing !!! Super eggcited, its the first time we are going out together, like the four of us only. Sounds so dumb I know, its been a year already leh. But then better late than never :D Going to the settlers' cafe to spend our day together ! :D HEHEHE.


Friday would be for pegz and airenz, will be exploring like the entire bugis ! Okay maybe not exploring :X Basically we'll be going to haji lane cos I know of a sale due to the fact that Im a loyal fan of blogshops and Im in more than 100 mailing lists LOL. Then to bugis junction to take neoprints, hahaha super excited leh ! :D Neoprints sound so last season I know, but its so fun ! Haven done it for years :D After that we can go illuma to check out ksuite, then can plan our festive season activity, so looking forward to christmas ! Last but not least, abit of shopping at bugis street cos pegz dont really like it :X Then to holland village at night for good ambience and good food ! :D I hope it doesnt rain HAHAHA.

And for tomorrow, theres training ! Not really dreading training tomorrow, because I have a reason :X *winks*

Im very looking forward to christmas leh. Was talking to pegz about christmas alot just now. Last year's christmas.. was spent on the aeroplane. Lol. Last year's christmas was super memorable, die also cant forget. Landed when countdown was over, on 25th december itself. Was suffering from ear block and all that horrible aeroplane shit on the night of 24th -.- Met my beloved dearest, joker and rudeboy on the 25th, hoping to celebrate a very very happy belated christmas. But it was sooo bad that I cant forget it ! LOL. I remember how I was a fool, waiting outside the washroom wondering what happened to some idiot when he purposely chose to stay inside or something -.- So funny when I think back now. So stupid ! And I remember emoing in maple with dearest, because our loved ones werent with us, not even virtually. Thats why in someway or another, last year's christmas was linked to maple ! :O I remember dearest staying up to hunt ice pieces for me to get some chair in maple last year hahaha. Thats so last season, ohwell.

I was reading somebody's blog just now, not anyone you think you know Im talking about for sure. Then I was thinking, now too young la. It'll only work out in a few years time. Everything now is seriously far too early and impossible lor. So I should stop thinking laaaaaaaa. But should and would and could are all different things ! :X I felt so enlightened leh. When I realise the differences, Im like "walao eh-.-" :O

I cant wait for christmas to arrive, cant wait for new year to arrive ! I wanna make new year resolutions hahaha. Ohya lover !!! I CANT WAIT TO LAUGH AT SOMEONE LEH. LOLLLLLL. OMG-.- Why so long...... :X

My ulcers have been very irritating, very uncooperative. I cant talk, cant smile. Its bad rarrrrr, faster recover, friday going to take neoprint leh LOL ): I need more sleep lor, these few days holiday but I sleep very little -.- Bad.

Okay I'll stop here, so many mails coming in! Blogshopping time HEHEHE. Ohya reminder to myself: Call up the tour agencies tomorrow to ask about thailand tour !

Does anyone know if pattaya is worth visiting in thailand? What do they have there? :O

vous habiterez en ma mémoire :D
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This is my 900th post ! :D

I think its really amazing, Ive been writing in this blog for like ( goes to check my blog archives :X ) since september 2005 ! :D That makes it like.. about 4 years and 2 months ! O: When I go back to read my old posts, I'll laugh away at how retarded my typing used to be, I'll wonder why I felt sad over silly stuff, I'll reminiscise over events that took place when I look at all the pictures, I'll smile recalling all the most beautiful memories :) There have been many changes to my blog, from the content of it, to the appearance of it, everything :D But Im still writing it until today, and I hope I'll be able to do it till I grow up, this will serve as a record of every step of my life :D

I currently have 18% space left for my photos, hopefully this domain will be able to last me until I reach my 1000th post and I'll probably shift my blog or something :D

Im really bored now at 2.06am and this is like my second post of the day ! Been a long time since I typed two posts in a day, hahaha. And I simply miss blogging at like wee hours of the night, struggling to stay awake :) Reminds me of the past :D Actually I wanted to play dota, but then I have soooo many problems trying to figure it out -.- Dont mention trying out the game, I dont even know how to freaking create a freaking account at freaking garena ! ): Dont know why the urge of playing dota is coming all over me again, peut-être à cause de vous. Ended up since I failed, went to try on my alba diamonte dress from fb ! :D


I really need a new makeover of my room ): I can no longer survive with the kiddish furniture that has been with me since I was young ): Its still in good condition, just that I dont have proper places for me to put my stuff, theres just too much space wasted for soft toys ): But its really such a hassle getting all the measurements, as well as allocating appropriate furniture for each part of the room ): Im soooo lazy, but look at how messy my room is now ! My bed is totally filled with clothes cos I try my clothes all the time and I simply cant be bothered to put them back :X Furthermore, my wardrobe is full ):


Like I mentioned, I'll be going to thailand during the first week of december ! :D Have heard so much about how I'll be able to get sooooooo much clothes there, though I have no idea what is the definition of good bargains :X Though I am dreading the hot weather very much, looking forward to this shopping paradise, as well as spending time with my family :) Went to my favourite google.com.sg where I get answers for practically everything, and searched for shopping markets that can be found in thailand :D But then there are just so few pictures and I dont understand anything -.- It just seems so strange to me, unlike hongkong which is very familiar to me cos Ive watched so many of those hongkong serials ):

Nevermind hongkong another time ! Maybe like during their summer time, people always say its good to go shopping in hongkong during like july/august ! But it'll be impossible for me to visit hongkong in july/august -.- Cos I'll always be having school during that period of time ): Worst still exams -.- Maybe only after my a levels, I wonder when results will be out. Maybe I'll be able to go that year, better still with my good friends ! :D

I had this dream yesterday, really weird but... I dreamt of many many people from the past. When I say past, I really mean from the past O: I dreamt of my primary3 form teacher, Mr Lim meng wee sean. I still remember his full name ! :X Thats cos he really doted on me alot alot alot, I still remember exactly how he looks like and sounds like :X I do wonder how he is now or where he is or something O:

Also, dreamt of jiaolian ! Yes, jiaolian from cedar. :/ Maybe that dream was to remind me of the people that dote on me alot, I wonder how he is now too. I remember how he always got really really mad at us, how he felt so disappointed with us :/ I hope his health is fine and he doesnt get angry so easily anymore ): He's probably the only coach Ive had that cares not just about volleyball, but is concerned about my life, my family, my studies, everything. Its just not as shallow as people imagine :)

I have this horrible craving for crystal jade's porridge. O.O But no I will not fulfil it. :D Ohyes, all the best to lover for her paper tomorrow ! BRING CALCULATOR ! D:

Sometimes I think, things are just predestined. When you hope for it too much, it will never come. When you dont hope for it, everything just goes naturally. Its really when you least expect it. But one day I hope we'll be friends again :) If you see this, talk to me okay ! :) I miss the silly one whom I can crap to about every single thing, from burning my finger during lab sessions, to irritating guys, to how badly I wanna go and sing, to how I wanna li jia chu zou, to everything else :D

Mommy says that tonight there'll be a meteor shower, but I doubt I'll be able to see it anyway. If there really will be one, I hope that among the tonnes of wishes made, mine will be fulfilled. I hope you'll see this, I cherish our friendship, I hope we'll be on talking terms again :)

vous êtes mon seul souhait (:
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
My nose is dropping AHHHHHHHHHH. Crap -.- Was supposed to have training today one, but ended up didnt go because I was running a fever when I visited the doctor. I was fine one leh, but when I went there the fever came back, suay to the max you mei you -.- Somemore that was like less than one hour before I was supposed to go for training -.-

Little bro came back yesterday with a fractured leg, was limping like anything. But it didnt look serious or what to me, since he wasnt in much pain, I thought it was something mild. So childish lor, his judo mates and him were throwing some person's water bottle around -.- Then ended up the guy fell on his leg and tada, his leg became like this ! The xray is quite unclear, it can only be seen if you zoom in carefully. There's this very very small crack on the third toe O:


Rushed around trying to find a specialist for him cos mommy wanted to get everything done today since shes already on leave, no point wasting another day leave D: When we finally reached mt elizabeth hospital, got a wheelchair cos he couldnt walk around too much, had to hop cos of his foot -.- It was so fun at first okay LOL, pushing him around and stuff, but gradually it got really annoying and troublesome cos he is so god damn heavy -.-


Actually the main purpose of following them around is cos I want to know if we will still be able to go for our holiday -.- LOL. Cos if his leg is damn serious we'll probably not be able to go for our holiday already and that is really crappy zzz. I really want to go thailand ):


After searching for god damn long, finally managed to find the place, and the doctor said that he doesnt need anything, cast or what also dont need. All he needs is a few weeks for his leg to heal on his own, he'll be well enough to walk by the time we go thailand so HEHEHE Im happy ! :) Hopefully he recovers by the 4th of december when we leave :D SHOPPING HERE I COMEEEEEE ♥


Went to see doctor for my fever after that, then home sweet home to rest. Still feeling very uncomfortable, hope I'll be feeling well enough tmr, my nose is killing me. I cant freaking breathe -.-

Was watching the 9 oclock show just now, I actually teared when I saw the two become a couple O: I dont know why I cry so easily, you can actually call me a crybaby :) But its okay I dont care, I rather be sentimental (: I guess thats just the way I am, not gonna change that also :D

Last night on msn while talking to airenz, I got reminded of my dream again. HAHA. Its a secret though, I hope one day I'll be able to do what I really like. But it requires like alot alot alot of determination and stuff, hahaha. But who knows what the future has in place for us? :)

Christmas isnt like just around the corner, but then I feel so excited for it -.- LOL I dont know why though :X Even though I am super well prepared for tonnes of disappointment that day :)

I found out something, which reminds me that nothing is forever, lol. I think sometimes my brain gets confused by the directions I give it. Sometimes I tell my brain not to think but sometimes I just think. HAHAHA maybe thats why someone used to tell me I think too much O:

I think french is really cool !

Parce que je vous aime toujours :(
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Monday, November 16, 2009
Is it good news or what? :D Kelly just messaged to say that training has been postponed to tomorrow ! :) HEHEHE. This is perfect cos I dont have to think if I should go for training naoz :D Have been running a fever since last night, but I dont think its appropriate missing first training after so long, was having such a hard time deciding if I should go or not, now I dont have to think already :D Hopefully I will be well enough by today, though the thought of training is quite sian but Im really sick of staying at home -.-

As mentioned in my previous post, went to meet dearest for movie: 2012, with mommy and nigel, cos mommy's company booked the entire cinema and we had 4 tickets :D I think the company that mommy is working in ( Pfizer ) is really cool in organising these sort of stuffs :D They always have these events organized as staff benefits or something, :D Met dearest at cine, then went to buy donuts together with her :) She always brings in donuts into movie theatres :X The whole place was freaking packed with like many many many peopleeee, super scary :S Bought some combo thing, but I think nigel ate most of it, mommy ate a little only, while I didnt even touch it cos I seriously had no appetite at all -.-


The show was basically, not bad? I think the storyline is quite bad cos... Its supposed to be the end of the world, if you dont know what it means it refers to the extinction of the human race? Then why is it that there were still people who survived in the end? Somemore can travel in aeroplanes and spaceships and cars and whatever. HAHA and the guy could even climb up the cliff when the only support he had was his bare hands on some freaking fragile crumbling rocks -.- Afterall the movie is all about its effects which I have to agree was quite good :) Those splitting of the grounds, exploding of fireballs, waves of tsunamis, super scary and cool.

Cried during the show as expected as always, ( dearest very bad keep suan me LOL ) I could totally picture ourselves in those situations. Maybe cos 2012 is something close to our hearts that we've been hearing alot about, and its something that we're kinda expecting in the future. I felt totally scared and sad when those people died, in the various ways they did. If the world were to end, I just hope to have my family with me, along with people I care about, though its gonna be quite impossible cos they probably have people they care about too, haha. Just felt really sad about the whole thing, :/ If the world were to end I'll call someone and tell him how I'll keep him deep in my heart. I was actually thinking about that during the movie :O And basically, I wont bother running, also going to die already, run for what -.-


Parted with mommy and nigel after the show cos dearest and I wanted to visit the flea market at cairnhill cc. Bus-ed down to newton, was having a horrible splitting headache due to the effects of the show. Though we were 8 rows from the front it wasnt near the screen at all, I dont know why my head hurt so much -.- Was totally feeling hot and feverish -.- Overall the flea market was a disappointment, nothing much leh. I think there were only about 20 stalls? Super different from the one I went at smu the last time round -.- I wanna go to the smu one again next week but I dont think I'll be able to make time for it ): Ohyes, super surprised to see hanle and tiffany at two respective shops at the flea :D

Can you believe it, we didnt get ANYTHING at all from the flea market. LOL-.- Its like we're shopaholics and yet... ohwell. Didnt know what to do or where to go cos we didnt make plans beforehand, ended up we decided to head for ion for dinner. Bus-ed down again, the whole place was freaking packed as though it was christmas ! Super nice to see all the lights around though :D Went to the asian kitchen, only had a bowl of cheng teng which was totally tasteless due to my tastebuds that were not working -.- Dearest had some eggy bowl of rice thingy :S While eating we were discussing about setting up our own blogshop HAHAHA, super exciting leh ! :D Dont know when we will actually be able to do it though ): Decided to leave early cos I was really really not feeling well, went to take photo of our couple shirt first before going back :X


Mommy picked me up at tpy, went to buy vitamin C before we went home, and I slept all the way from 9pm last night until 11am this morning -.- My head still hurts like nobody's business now.

AND ITS NEARING BUT I STILL DONT KNOW IF WE'RE GOING HONGKONG OR THAILAND -.- Zzzz so freaking annoying. Mommy was like asking me if I would prefer going to thailand or using the money for the trip to shop in Singapore and I chose the latter. HAHA. But as if she will give me the money to shop lor -.-

As if I wasnt feeling bad enough, those acts were like totally annoying me though I didnt mumble a single word about it. Afterall, what could I say? :) Im used to it, I just knew it would happen, I was oh so prepared for it right from the start, just like what I told J about J. -.- The word for it, is transparent. :) If you can tell, Im actually quite upset about it. Oh whatever.

I dont know when I will start on my holiday assignments, or to brush up on my work for this year, totally crappy and irritating. Lots of activities coming up, class barbecue this coming saturday, class chalet next wednesday, volleyball farewell chalet from 21-23dec, countdown with loves ( whoever that is going to make it in the end after all the empty promises ) on 24th and 31st. And since I'll probably be going away in early dec for about a week, the holidays are going to be gone in a blink of an eye. This sucks.

I think I need to do something to my hair.

Wish you were here.
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
I wanted to blog about ares fac outing so badly yesterday night, but I was really too shag and tired, gave up halfway since somehow my photos couldnt be rotated also. So Ive gotta do it now, must finish it before I go out and meet dearest for movie together with nigel and mummy later on ! (:

Haven been sleeping well or sleeping much these few days, really really really super shag. Jo and meenah came over at around 1+ pm yesterday, was supposed to go out initially but since theres nowhere to go so they came over to play wii :D


It was damn funny cos its my house yet this is the first time Im seeing those games that they played. LOL. Maybe cos the only game Ive played is mario kart, spent alot of time playing that last time :X Haven tried a single game before other than that :X Damn fail I know LOL. But it was super funny seeing them play, I got video lehhhhhhhh HAHAHA but I'll probably get killed if I post it-.- They were soooo hilarious that my maid stopped her ironing to turn back and watch, my mom came out of the room to look at them, and my brother stopped in his tracks and gave that O_O face LOL.


The rabbit game damn cute la ! First time seeing it, Im so going to play it when Im bored during the holidays HEHEHE. One of the tasks was to match clothing for the character, meeting the criteria. Mina was supposed to dress it in this manner: tight and trendy, but not too funny, and she failed. LOL.


Zhee came after that, followed by lim min. They played wii sports as well, super funny especially the boxing one LOLLLLLLL. They were totally laughing until ( super undescribable ) - pictures speak louder than words. LOL. It was super funny watching them play especially when they were trying to get their character to stand up in the boxing game HEHEHE.


It was funny like I mentioned ! HAHA. Didnt play cos I was the host, then like I can always play this at home myself, give them more chances to play better :X Super nice you mei you. :x Basically my job of the day was to serve them and provide them food to make sure that they arent hungry. LOL. Macaroni, tau sar piah, milk tea, luncheon meat bread, bunch of pigsssssss :X


Played mario karts as well after that, sigh damn noob sia LOL. ;X Im like super trained in that :X Used to play it until 3am-4am every night when I just got it ._. But thats still my favourite game, super ci ji especially when they lost control of the car LOLLLLLL.


Qi tian came over as well after that, mini gathering? :X I hope they all had fun and Im sure they did, LOL. But time flies and super duper soon later, it was like time to leave house already? :X Was supposed to meet fionna at 630 at city hall, but at 615 we were still at homeeeeee :X Luckily she was late too HAHA. How typical thats why I dont like to reach on time :X


You guys are invited to my house anytime to play LOL. Im super fine with it one, discovered new games ! Went to change and prepare and everything, and when we left house, someone said she saw a hwachong shirt guy O_O Looked out and saw ryan from ATHENA AHEM? Stupid crasher LOL. Suggested to go together but halfway they went another direction anyway :X


Okay here is my biggest finding of the day: WEAR ROMPER CANT PEE-.- I always loved rompers but yesterday I realised that when I was wearing the romper, theres no way for me to pee unless I totally strip la -.- Wth LOL. Wanted to pee so badly but I had to tolerate with not peeing cos it was too troublesomeeee -.- The design is damn cute but seriously not practical O.O And I cant believe I only realised it today-.-


Met fionna, bernice, anning and deborah at city hall, it was super coincident that weilun and dillon was on the same train as us so we went together as well. Walked to singapore flyer where o leary's was located, on the way we were totally behaving like kids. LOL. Super funny, we were walking in twos -.- Like some primary school kids going for excursion, then cutting each other's queues cos we wanted to be "enthu" and didnt wanna be at the back. LOL.
(This photo very funny cos deborah purposely cut jo out of the photo LOLLLLL)


Saw super super super many policemen on the way, cos of apec or something. They were totally laughing at me when I said I didnt know what is apec/hu jin tao. Fine I have no general knowledge okay LOL but I really dont know ma ): Who cares what they are lor :X After a long long walk, finally reached o leary's, but it was damn crowded and there was barely any place to sit and walk and whatever, felt quite irritated -.- I think they shouldnt sell so many tickets if the venue cant cope with the crowd, whats the point? -.- It wasnt even an ares outing, more like class outing :O


Food was served in a buffet style, but there was only like 4 varieties LOL. Spring roll, pasta, fried fish and one more I cant remember. Damn noob lor D: I only ate like 5 pieces of honeydew, its not even 5 slices, 5 pieces-.- Waste my money, it was like 10bucks for 5 pieces of honeydew?! Okay nevermind used to it already D:


Nothing to do there, the placed was packed, hated the environment, it was totally just b a d BAD. D: Waited for miss qitian to finish her food cos she was soooo slow as ever, started camwhoring and stuff. I mean when youre bored thats what you do what ! LOL. Then stupid zhiyi gave that wu nai face -.-


Asked dillon to take a photo of all of us girls who went for the fac outing thing, then he play stunt with us LOL. DAMN GROSS YOU MEI YOU. He suddenly turned the camera upside down and snapped weilun and himself instead LOL.


Then finally photo of all the girlsssssss. Quite surprising already, cos more than half the class attended O_O It isnt alot but I really expected less X:


Since it spelt b o r i n g, we went out instead, since the outside environment looked damn pretty :D Brought poker cards out in case we wanted to play HAHA, well done meenah for bringing cards though we didnt use it in the end ! :X Took photo on the stage cos the backdrop tht was drawn was super pretty ;D


For almost the rest of the event, we were just taking photos and camwhoring away :X Nothing much to elaborate but I have to think of like photo captions for every single photo damn itttttt D: Super pretty ferris wheel !


Super random but weiyi wanted to take photo with me LOL, but zhee tried to invade our photo, this photo damn cute lor look at weiyi's face ! HAHAHA. But my face damn epic so I have to censor it HEHEHE. All the other photos ( excluding some of jo's super unglam pics that she wont allow me to post ) are already on facebook :D Im not posting all here cos some are really similar :D


This whole series of photo taking was damn funny due to jo the cameragirl. DAMN IT LOR LOL. I was in the phase of smiling, but haven reach my smile, then she take already. LOL. The photos that came out looked damn epic and I totally just bao xiao la LOL.


But for the next few shots jo still continued taking when I wasnt ready. !!!! Sobs I was so amused that I totally just sat down on the floor. Really give up leh LOL, I look freaking naked in this photo -.-


See what I mean we totally couldnt stop laughing la LOL, and I think I was screaming away thats why weiyi totally covered her ear HEHEHE.


Okay finally a reasonable photo but my eye is semi closed as always but whatever weiyi's eyes also. LOL. :X My flash is freaking bright lor, cannot open eyes one ._.


Went back to the area outside the restaurant because there was some games and activities, as well as some performance stuff. When I heard our fac dance song I was like telling qitian "confirm fac dance one" then it wasnt LOL. She totally suan-ed me ): There was hiphop dance performance as well, I think girls who can do hiphop are damn cool, its so freaking difficult :X


Ohya, qitian is freaking light ! -.- She is light until.. I cannot express lor. Like those kinda small kid like that. When she sat on my lap I totally felt no weight at all -.- Like feather LOL. She freaking doesnt look like shes (whatever weight she told me she was) :S The photos were all damn bad la, either damn blur or look like we're in some club-.-


Next was games and activities, the eating competition thing. Dillon should totally have went with weilun la LOL. It was damn gross cos one of them had to feed the other, -.- Totally dont suit zhiyi and dillon though they looked quite matching afterall HAHAHA.


Those guys are seriously pro lor -.- I cant remember how much honeystars and apollo cake dillon ate, got milk somemore yucks. It was almost only dillon eating the entire time, zhiyi kept feeding him and secretly eating at some points of time LOL. Got starfruit somemore yucksssssss. But it was damn funny looking at them eat, pouring all the honeystars onto the floor and stuff HAHAHA. I wonder if they vomitted la, so much leh, they had proper dinner somemore -.-


The other game was like musical chairs, weilun represented our class since there were so few guys around from our class anyway. Someone in the game was totally ungentleman-ly, he snatched the girls seats leh. Walao so gross, zzz. Not as if hes not infamous enough, he just made his own character look worse than ever. Eew. Two losers from each round had to do a forfeit, so warren poured ice into weilun's shirt from the back HAHA but I think that was the most un-horrible forfeit already :S


There was dont forget the lyrics game or something too, but then we were too bored of sitting down and watching, so we decided to move out again, since we'd be able to camwhore and listen to the game at the same time, nothing interested to watch anyway :D The whole place super pretty cos of all the lights ! :D


I want to introduce the crazy woman of the day- deborah tay. She is totally gross la?! LOL. Luckily I wasnt one of her victims cos I made sure I was far away from her HEHE , she was like kissing people LOL-.- Imagine zhee being kissed by her HAHAHA, damn gross leh LOL. Like we were taking photos, then after the timer's 10secs was up and we were done, she'd suddenly come close and attempt to kiss you-.-


Almost all our photos were self timer shots since we dont have someone to take photos for all of us cos all of us should be in the photos ! :D Plus self timer shots are fun, especially when you dont know how it'll turn out...


And somehow it turns out like this lor. LOL. When we saw it we were totally laughing cos you cant even tell who that is la -.- Absolutely blur but I have no idea why also :S


Was damn shag running here and there to set the timers and stuff, since the camera is mine also D: But I think its all worth it :D


Cos photos are memories which are priceless ! But I was so tired that I totally fell backwards and landed on the floor while squatting down to set the freaking timer. LOL. -.- Then hor, never ke lian me still laugh at me leh?!


Went back cos everyone somehow went into the bar again, no one was outside already. But it wasnt anything interesting looking at the fac heads sing, I mean whats so amazing la LOL. :X Oops I sound so mean but thats actually a fact ._. So clique and I headed out to continue our camwhoring :D


This photo was damn epic also, totally bao xiao when we saw it cos we had no idea that the focus would be on the grass instead of us?! LOL.


ZHEE EYES CLOSED. HEHEHE. I think we're damn pro cos usually when you take photos yourself without using self timer, it usually wont be able to fit 4 people but it did ! :D


And once in awhile mina cut herself out la :D LOL.


I suppose the performance or whatever ended or something, so the class started heading out in our direction again, so got people to take photo for us, then stupid anning cut in LOL. !!! ):


For us to have been outside the bar for most of the time during the event, the event was really boring. I know its difficult to organise activities or something, but ya la really cant help but say that it was boring ._. Thank god for the friends around :D


Meenah cut into the photo of zhee and qitian or something, but then the effect is quite cool ! :D


Class photo of whoever went excluding zhiyi and waikeat and juncen ! :D I think this photo is damnnnnnnn pretty la :D Me likes !!


Decided to do jump shot on the road, made many attempts but many of which failed. Jump shots are hard to attain in the first place, and the difficulty level simply increases when we use a self timer. LOL. Damn epic this one was totally fail, no one was even off the ground LOL. Look at jo and lim min they were totally not jumping :S Instead, posing for cam-.- LOL.


Initially I thought all our photos failed to the max, but I realise that dillon, zhiyi, weilun and myself was in the air for this photo ! LOL but cant really see also, I had such a hard time trying to tag everyone in facebook cos I could barely see who was who-.- And hor we look like our souls are leaving our body or something O:


The whole class that went excluding juncen cos he was dating with his girlfriend or something HEHEHE. We were taking photos on the road, which was quite clear except for some occasional cars that passed by, then there was once when a police car drove past and it stopped in front of us. HAHA. I just knew that the police was going to scold us or something and they told us not to take photos on the road LOL.


Went back to the bar to take our bags after that cos some of them wanted to leave already, decided to walk to city hall together to take mrt/bus/whatsoever ! :D


Went popeye's first cos some of them wanted to buy food. As i mentioned previously the buffet was really so so, with a horrible lack of varieties so most were still hungry, especially the guys who have humongous appetites and eat alot :S Camwhored while waiting for them outside :X


This photo is damn pro ! LOL. Zhee was like saying it is possible to use self timer to take a photo of us with the entire sg flyer. Although we didnt manage to capture the entire singapore flyer ( which is like totally impossible please ), we managed to keep ourselves in the photo HAHAHA. Originally when we saw the photo, we appeared so small that we thought it failed :X But ended up it was in like zomg was sooo excited when I spotted ourselves LOL.


Zhee didnt want to go home cos she said that the night was still young which I agreed with :X But then we had no idea where to go to or where to hang out at, so walked with the rest of the class to city hall first (:


I was wondering where is the disgusting photo of meenah's teeth, I thought it was on top ! The next moment I scrolled down I saw these LOL. Seriously I dont understand why she will let people take such pictures of her when she knows Im gonna post it LOL.


There were roadblocks on the way back cos of apec or something. Super cool to see all the limousines being parked by the roadside with indications of the country HAHA. Someone was saying that obama would be coming as well, we literally stopped in our tracks and looked into that direction, to like what, hopefully spot obama?!


This one was funny, set the timer but jo didnt realise that it was zoomed in, so when the photo came out it came out like this LOLLLLLL. Cut off some people's face but its quite cool how the faces here are all whole if you know what I mean :O


Left the class when clique decided to go and nua at marina square's macdonalds. :D Zhee looks freaking funny in this, jo says shes so cute LOL.


She doesnt allow me to post this actually but I think she looks okay leh, at least so much better than the freaking unglam photos I didnt post ( you better thank me LOL if not your face will be g o n e GONEEE :X )


Meenah ordered her ice cream, zhee had fries and jo had apple pie, sat there and chatted about nonsense, as well as briefly planned the barbecue for next saturday. Time really flies its next saturday leh our chalet. LOL. The stupid food catering person has yet to contact me though !


There were freaking many unglam shots there but being very nice I decided not to post them up HEHEHE. For personal viewing pleasure, beloved clique can chat me if you want me to send it to you HAHA.


Was worried that there wouldnt be train services and bus services so we decided to leave, we shall stay out late another time ! Jo was like saying we should just nua at macs until morning :X


Was on the way back to the mrt station when zhee saw her favourite giraffe in orange :O Too bad you cant fit in it HAHAHA,


Feeling freaking sick now, barely slept the whole night cos my nose was freaking blocked and I could hardly breathe. I feel really horrible now, like some sick kid, almost as horrible as the last time I fell really sick in august or something. Then it reminds me of someone and I get upset all over again. Crap.

I should never say stuff like: Im so strong wont fall sick one la-.- Said that 2 days ago and now Im freaking unwell.

Not going to hongkong already I think, since they wont be selling summer clothes anyway, which beats the whole point of going cos I only wanna shop -.- Should be going thailand instead, but mommy was like telling me that the clothes there all very small? O_O I dont know, blogshops get their clothes there too, :/ Its actually in my hands to decide now, thailand or hongkong? :( But I wanna shop :/

Alright off to prepare now, going to meet dearest at cine in our couple shirt soon ! HAHAHA. Bu jian bu san ! :D

Update again when Im back after meeting her ! :D Eggcited for the flea market !! :D
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Friday, November 13, 2009
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I am so effing bored in school naoz. -_- Have been waiting for joooo and meeenah since like what, 11? ): Sobs. Its 2pm now, like one hour more to go before they finish their op presentation x.x Actually my group is kinda lucky that we had ours in the morning ! :D Abit of the xian ku hou tian feeling LOL :D And its raining now, they must be feeling really cold and sleepy in there :x I think meenah's group is presenting now ! Jiayou meenah hehehe :D

Right so OP is officially over, this marks the end of PW ! Was feeling really scared and afraid just now cos I was afraid that I would screw up, but I think I did fine, at least for the presentation part :D Dont know how I did for Q&A cos it was really scary and I was so nervous that I cant even remember what I answered, nor am I able to recall what question was given to me. Presentation was fine cos I regurgitated every single thing I memorised :D Overall it was fine just that the female assessor was a little scary ): The male assessor was super friendly and nice ! At the end of the presentation, zhee closed our ppt, and so my wallpaper was shown on the visualizer. -.- My wallpaper is a photo of dearest and I lying on the sand at sentosa, LOL. Then he said something like: "Oh actually you can leave the picture there, it helps me relieve stress by looking at two gorgeous ladies." LOL so funny :X

Maybe cos its raining, maybe cos Im bored, I feel quite sad now -.- Nothing to do since the school blocks sooo many websites, even the website that joker gave me cant bypass the school server ._. Blogshop until damn sian already ( Yes you just saw me say that Im bored of blogshopping ) :S So I ended up reading past chat logs since I cant login to msn as well -.- Reminded of alot of things, sigh. God knows what you were thinking at that time, I wish you told me, then perhaps this wouldnt have happened, but I guess its too late :/ I really do hope our paths cross again, I wonder if you read my blog? ):

Fac outing tomorrow, at O'Leary's ! Meeting clique earlier so that we can go out ! For once miss chairman wan isnt as busy as ever. HEHEHE. Dont know what to wear cos the best choice is to wear something of space-related theme, but I dont really care ( HEHEHE MY IDOL ) :X Me so nice lorxzxz, walked all the way to coro just now to watch miss wan eat her yucky laksa at golden rooster ! There was this emo guy eating alone HAHA :X

Cant wait for mina and jo to be done with their op ! How the hell are we going out in this weather ):

Hi Im home ! :D Mina and jo arrived like really soon after I was done typing those stuff above :X Hehehe we are all very happy that op is finally over ! :D We had a date to go out, excluding the social moth miss wan zhee of course, cos shes too busy with her never-ending meetings ! :X Took a long time deciding where to go, and while doing so, played dai dee together HEHEHE, damn lucky today ! Wasted alot alot of time before we decided to go to pepper lunch at suntec city :D


Took 174 cos 171 was god damn crowded, the driver was so effing anal, I totally hate him okay-.- So bloody rude, he didnt even bother opening the door for the people standing outside. And this is practically the first time Im seeing a driver that is so particular with the bus fares when its already so crowded wth, he demanded that the passengers pay the fare after telling him where they are heading to -.-? Lame shit, drive until the bus so uber jerky, I hate him -.- Feel like complaining lor but then I dont know what is his license number and stuff. Anyhow got off at tangs cos we thought that there would be an underpass leading to shaw house, and theres a pepper lunch outlet there, but then dont have -.- Trapped in the rain, didnt wanna travel anymore so we decided to just go to ion and eat something !


So proud leh, jo gave us her first time of visiting ion LOL ( omg cant believe jo never go ion before :X ) She was totally acting with meenah la, super ai yan LOL, waited super long for the touch screen directory ( that jo has never seen before :D ) cos the stupid guys in front of us took a damn long time !@#$%^


Realised that there was nothing much to eat at ion LOL, so we went to hong kong cafeeeeee, again ! Love the ha gao there HEHEHE :X Watched jo eat her miu fan and meenah eat her hor fun ! :D Used the free wireless there since I wanted to get the dress from bc so badly ! Commented like 5 mins after the launch, wonder if it'll still be available sigh ): I realised that even the free wireless that can be used by everyone, is better and faster than my internet connection that refuses to load photobucket photos-.- Damn it -.- Which subscriber should I change to?


Brought jo the noob to the pretty pretty toilet after they finished eating, we were totally crapping on our way there and joking away about lifts and toilets and stuff HAHAHA. We can totally crap about anything la LOL. After finding damn long we finally found the pretty toilet :X


Super in love with the mirrors in the toilets of ion, took photo at practically every single mirror reflection we could find LOL. Like some sua ku people but then nevermind :X My photos today look horrible because I clipped up my fringe ): But thats only cos I have no choice since theres op today x.x


Went to .. I forgot the name of the shop LOL. That shop selling lots and lots of pretty pretty stuff, damn cool they have a red staircase ! HAHAHA SO BOOMZ LOL. Meenah was like saying maybe they painted the stairs rate cos of miss BOOMZ. HEHE.


Spent alot of time at that pretty place, they have sooooo many mei mei de dong xi ! :D Even nicer than those at made with love at ps (: Wanted to buy those lovely striped paper, but I realised that Im not sure what I wanna do for my beloveds for christmas yet, so I shall get it only after Ive decided what I wanna do. :D Somemore that stupid jo say she wont appreciate this kinda thing, she only appreciate more practical stuff ): Sobs so sad lor x.x


That shop also had like, pens of all sorts of colours, spent lots of time in awe looking at those pretty pens LOL. If i had all the money in the world I would buy the whole shop down ! The stickers were soooooooo cute also :D Too bad I dont have all the money in the world, not even close to that ):


Went to some bookshop after that, spent lots of time there as well, :D While meenah and jo was finding books that they could buy, I read this book called Scientifically SLIM LOL. Its damn cool cos whatever they mentioned in the book is damn true ! But then I think its a waste of money since I managed to browse through the entire book within like say, 10minutes :x This is practically one of the rare times Im reading a book? LOL.


Spent alot of time browsing through the guiness world of records as well, damn lame lor some of the records. Stuff like the most overpaid actor ( wth? ) -.- But it was damn cool seeing the stomach of the lady who successfully gave birth to 8 children all at once. triplets, quadruplets, octaplets? :X And lots lots lots lots lots more interesting stuff ! But then leg hurt like mad after standing so long x.x


Went to artbox, then spent our time at muji discovering new interesting food ( remember that girl who exclaimed damn loudly LOL ) ! The marshmallows were sooo nice to touch LOL I was totally playing with it :X Walked around but there was nothing much and it was getting late and crowded since its a friday night, so decided to go home ! :D Meenah so lame lor, look at what she did with the marshmallow-.-


I guess clique will be coming over tomorrow afternoon, then we'll be meeting classmates or something at singapore flyer's o'learys for fac outing. I have this feeling its gonna be boring but I hope Im wrong. Nevertheless it will be fun enough so long we get to camwhore HAHAHA. X: But Im not gonna wear space related clothes, dont have :X

I couldnt sleep last night, was thinking about something again. Dont know why its bothering me so much these few days, but I somehow had this urge to send a message to say that Im really sorry. For spoiling the friendship we had, for invading so much into your privacy. Maybe I'll find the courage someday, maybe I wont. For now, if you were to see this, I just wanna say that Im really sorry :/ Though it has been so long, I still feel so retarded and dumb and stupid and everything. I think I owe you an apology :/

Ohya today is friday the 13th leh ! :X But up till now nothing bad has happened yet HAHA. The day has been fine ! Today is a happy day, other than the fact that the sourness of my leg with all that walking is killing me. Finally had the chance to go out with 2/3 of clique, and OP is over HAHAHA. I just cant get over the fact that OP is over. HEHEHE.

And omg jo and mina both didnt know that miss boomz was a kleptomaniac until today ! LOL SO LAGGGGG.

I realise that Ive been blogging diligently everyday HAHAHA. Okay time for pompom ( zhee doesnt allow me to use this word :X ) ! :D

Finally realise how unnecessary it was.
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